Paw-Sonal

Inside Destruction

Have you ever reached a point where you have officially given up hope? Whether it is actual suicide or spiritual suicide, we all reach a point where we all wish we were gone.

And that's a wrap on this album! Be sure to follow for more releases on the next set of albums, such as "It's Never Over," "Hellfox," and the concept album, "Kitsunica!"

Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
They always say,
If I end my life then I will be missed,
If I died tonight then who will remember this,
I've got no one left,
No one cares if I would end it all,
So tonight,
I will take my final step and fall

[Pre-Chorus]
Down the cliff,
off the roof,
From the bridge,
I have no proof,
To be alive,
To just survive,
Maybe it's best if I just die.

So if they ask about me,
[Brief Pause]

[Chorus]
I'm gone,
I can't take the pain I'm suffering,
I'm gone,
I can't live the life God gave me,
I'm gone,
Like the wind at night,
Like the storm that passes by,
I just want to end my life cause
No one's gonna miss me when I'm gone.

[Verse 2]
I want to die,
They all say that eventually I will be fine,
But that eventually may never come on by,
I've got nothing left,
All I have is misery and debt,
If I can't try,
I should get out of this hell of mine,


[Pre-Chorus]
Torn and bruised
Been abused,
Meant for failure,
All a ruse,
I was told,
It's all okay,
But everyday,
I go insane.

Meant for none,
Lost in hope,
No more doors,
For me to go,
It seems to me,
I'm at my end,
Maybe it's best,
That I am dead,

So if they ask about me,
[Brief Pause]

[Chorus]
I'm gone,
I can't take the pain I'm suffering,
I'm gone,
I can't live the life God gave me,
I'm gone,
Like the wind at night,
Like the storm that passes by,
I just want to end my life cause
No one's gonna miss me when I'm gone.

[Hook]
What's the point in even trying,
When all I want is dying,
When all I do is crying,
When I'm no longer surviving.
What's the point of moving on,
From the pain that stays so long,
From the past that follows me,
When all I am is su-ffer-ing!

[Pre-Chorus, Softer]
Broken heart,
Torn apart,
Lost from love and
Found in scars,
I can't go on,
I can't survive,
Wish I was gone,
wish I could die.

[Chorus]
I'm gone,
I can't take the pain I'm suffering,
I'm gone,
I can't live the life God gave me,
I'm gone,
Like the wind at night,
Like the storm that passes by,
I just want to end my life cause
No one's gonna miss me when I'm gone.
[Short Instrumental]
No one's gonna miss me when I'm gone.

End of Me

GONE

Don't let your emotions get to Kukan. He feeds off of those and takes you as his prey. Have you ever had someone feed off of your negative emotions?

Lyrics:
[Chorus]
Into Kukan,
My pain and strife is true,
Be not upset,
for he will feed on you.
Into Kukan,
My sorrow is yours to eat,
But do not take my peace
for it is all I have with me.

[Verse 1]
He hunts from day to night,
He doesn't want your joy,
He feeds on anger and strife,
Your emotions are his toy.

[Chorus]
Into Kukan,
My pain and strife is true,
Be not upset,
for he will feed on you.
Into Kukan,
My sorrow is yours to eat,
But do not take my peace
for it is all I have with me.

[Verse 2]
Don't give him what he wants,
For he will prey on your life,
Don't let him see your doubts,
For he will take it like a knife.
[Chorus]
Into Kukan,
My pain and strife is true,
Be not upset,
for he will feed on you.
Into Kukan,
My sorrow is yours to eat,
But do not take my peace
for it is all I have with me.

[Instrumental, Choir Orchestra for 15 seconds]

[Chorus]
Into Kukan,
My pain and strife is true,
Be not upset,
for he will feed on you.
Into Kukan,
My sorrow is yours to eat,
But do not take my peace
for it is all I have with me.

for it is all I have with me.


Kitsunica

Kukan (Into The Void)

Oh broken spirit, where did you go? All of us have broken spirits, much like broken hearts.

Lyrics:
[Chorus]
Koware Ta Seishin
Lost in Hope,
Please come save me,
I can't cope.
Broken Spirit,
All I have,
Deep in pain,
Lost and sad.

[Verse 1]
I need someone to save me,
For my spirit is broken,
I can't find the hope you see,
I'm lost in my sin.

[Pre-Chorus]
My Seishin is gone,
My Seishin is lost,
You only can find me,
My hope's all been tossed.

[Chorus]
Koware Ta Seishin
Lost in Hope,
Please come save me,
I can't cope.
Broken Spirit,
All I have,
Deep in pain,
Lost and sad.

[Brief instrumental]

[Verse 2]
My heart is still crying,
My faith is still trying,
My tears are still flowing,
My fears are still growing.
My spirit can't hold on,
My spirit is still gone,
Still broken, still hurting,
It's not worth deserving.

[Pre-Chorus]
My Seishin is gone,
My Seishin is lost,
You only can find me,
My hope's all been tossed.

[Chorus]
Koware Ta Seishin,
kibou no naka de ushinawa re te
tasuke ni rai te kudasai,
watashi wa taisho deki mase n.
Koware Ta Seishin,
watashi ga motsu te iru subete no mono
fukai itami no naka de
ushinak te kanashii.

[15-second instrumental]

[Chorus]
Koware Ta Seishin
Lost in Hope,
Please come save me,
I can't cope.
Broken Spirit,
All I have,
Deep in pain,
Lost and sad.


Seishin (Broken Spirits)

The soul of the Kitsune calls out through the Kaze (wind), but sometimes it is gone like the wind. Kitsunes can be mysterious sometimes.

 Enjoy these nice flute instrumentals and traditional Japenese folk beats.


[Chorus]
Gone like the kaze,
My soul calls out for me,
that I'm gone like the wind,
and one day you will see,
From the far-north,
To down south,
Oh my soul it wanders,
But I do not know how.

[Verse 1]
It is heard, the storm has brewed in me,
It is seen, the thunder's pounding down,
You will know, when I'll be gone from here,
The kaze, will sing in the town.

[Pre-Chorus]
It isn't si-lent,
It isn't ca-alm,
It's brewing fast,
Until the break of dawwwn!

[Chorus]
Gone like the kaze,
My soul calls out for me,
that I'm gone like the wind,
and one day you will see,
From the far-north,
To down south,
Oh my soul it wanders,
But I do not know how.

[Flute Instrumental]

[Verse 1]
It is loud, the thunder's calling sound,
It is dark, the skies cannot be found,
You will see, my soul is breaking through,
Through the Kaze, it speaks it all so true.

[Pre-Chorus]
It isn't si-lent,
It isn't ca-alm,
It's brewing fast,
Until the break of dawwwn!

[Chorus]
Gone like the kaze,
My soul calls out for me,
that I'm gone like the wind,
and one day you will see,
From the far-north,
To down south,
Oh my soul it wanders,
But I do not know how.

[Flute Instrumental]

[Chorus, no music for first half]
Gone like the kaze,
My soul calls out for me,
that I'm gone like the wind,
and one day you will see,
From the far-north,
To down south,
Oh my soul it wanders,
But I do not know how.

Oh my soul it wanders,
But I do not know how.


Kaze (Gone Like The Wind)

Ah yes, a burning soul, a burning desire. The Kasai will always live in our souls!

Lyrics:
[Chorus]
I'm scorned by the Kasai,
that's left inside of me.
Skin burnt to ashes,
A flame that's bright to see.
Torched by the flames,
Burnt to the ground,
I'm scorned by the only thing
That keeps me safe and sound.

[Verse 1]
I can feel it burn inside of me,
I can hear the crackling of my pain,
I can smell the smoke that's burnt my soul,
I can see the Kasai, its embers made me whole.

[Pre-Chorus]
Can you see the ember's glowing?
Can you see the light?
Can you feel the heat that's burning,
From the sky that's burning bright!

[Chorus]
I'm scorned by the Kasai,
that's left inside of me.
Skin burnt to ashes,
A flame that's bright to see.
Torched by the flames,
Burnt to the ground,
I'm scorned by the only thing
That keeps me safe and sound.

[Instrumental]

[Verse 2]
All the forest's beauty,
Has burnt to ashes,
My soul inside is burning,
Like a box of matches.
Its flame burning brighter,
The embers glow,
The smoke goes high and higher,
The skies no more.

[Pre-Chorus]
Can you see the ember's glowing?
Can you see the light?
Can you feel the heat that's burning,
From the sky that's burning bright!

[Chorus]
I'm scorned by the Kasai,
that's left inside of me.
Skin burnt to ashes,
A flame that's bright to see.
Torched by the flames,
Burnt to the ground,
I'm scorned by the only thing
That keeps me safe and sound.

[Instrumental]

[Chorus]
I'm scorned by the Kasai,
that's left inside of me.
Skin burnt to ashes,
A flame that's bright to see.
Torched by the flames,
Burnt to the ground,
I'm scorned by the only thing
That keeps me safe and sound.

I'm scorned by the only thing
That keeps me safe and sound.


Kasai

Vicious Bite

Flesh of My Soul

Fox-Uality 5: Den of Lust

Always Swallow

A green fox who dealt with a ton of pain

Music is AI generated. Lyrics written from my own inspiration and my life experiences

GONE

MikeyTheGreenFox

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