And I don’t mind when it’s night if the moon is just shining on you
You say you don’t love me but sometimes it feels like that isn’t the truth
Days that I wasted
strung out and faded
My heart stays racing
For yours still
For yours
Reliving my old fears
Why won’t you stay here?

¿Por que no me dices como estas?
Yo solo te quiero mas y mas 
La vida sin ti no es igual 
Yo no te e podido olvidar

In the end you would never listen
You just loved playing the victim
It suits you
It suits you
And I know it was all for nothing
Some time was all wanted
From you
From you

I hope things stay golden for you
I hope that world doesn’t bore you
I know now I shouldn’t have told you
I know now I shouldn’t have told you

I guess it’s like that
Threw the guilt away you brought right back
Fight back
You just sittin there why wont you fight back
Right hand 
Pistol loaded grip that 19 in my right hand
Why you trippin like you give a fuck about me bitch 
I’ve seen it in your eyes
You switching sides on me quick
If you scared to take that dive
Then how the fuck we gone get rich?
You’re in it for your pride 
And I’m not sinking on that ship
This shit is day and nite
You still acting like a kid

There’s Demons in my cup 
And I’m sick of pouring up
You weren’t fucking with me 
Now you swear that we were blood huh
You were giving up huh
I was going numb
You say you’d never fold
But that’s the only thing you’ve done

I wanna feel alive
for a little
I don’t wanna die 
poor and miserable
Is it wrong or right?
I’m in the middle 
Till then you’re stuck with me
I know it’s not all that easy
Since you know
I can’t let go

icantletgo

Funny thing that this don’t change
I forget you’re not the same
Feeling my mind still break
In the end I was to blame
Look at this mess I made
The throne I was to take
I’m familiar with the place
It falls right on its face

I think about you all the time
Im afraid to lose you twice
After all you’re doing fine
To you it’s another night
Oh I wish I could rewind
To see I why was crying 
To see I why was trying
To see you one more time

If you’re down to press rewind again I’m with it
If you’re down to chase me around again I’m with it
If you’re down to lose your mind again I’m with it
If you’re down to watch me die again I’m with it (x2)

And those lights and dreams that gave me life are slowly killing me inside it seems
And I know it hurts my lesson I can’t learn Not bad or worse it’s in between
I know it’s lethal to place your trust into phony people 
But in my eyes you can do no evil
I act surprised knowing well you’re see through
I compromise knowing I don’t need to
I’ll wait for you till you say I need you
And die again if it makes you feel good

Darling you know good and well
We gone hurt when I reach you
Darling you know good and well
No one loves you like I do

If you’re down to press rewind again I’m with it
If you’re down to chase me around again I’m with it
If you’re down to lose your mind again I’m with it
If you’re down to watch me die again I’m

It’s out my hands (x2)

myers

If It’s best (2020 Demo)

Need

So don’t you say you’ll miss me cause I know that isn’t true 
I know you wouldn’t think about me in a day or two
I wasn’t lying when I said I only had myself and you
Didn’t take a chance now you wish you seen it through
But baby it’s whatever though I knew from the start
That’s I don’t carry any hatred deep inside my broken heart
I tried to change but I can’t change who the fuck you really are
And I’d be lying if i said I don’t fall apart 
I fall apart I-

And she like smoking marijuana 
And she don’t mind if we just fuck all night 
I tried to put it all behind us
Oh but her bad out weighs the good most times
To live and die in California 
Oh no I didn’t even notice 
There’s still some ashes on the foreign
Time still ticks without this Rolex 

In collaboration with Julian from Aisle 19

Starlight

I know it’s wrong but I’m gonna lie and say I’m good
I listened to myself guess I still misunderstood 
I’m good alone just me my thoughts and nobody else
I couldn’t feel for you I can’t even feel myself

I can’t feel my-
I can’t feel much of anything (x4)

If I’m a snake I shed the fake like it was dead skin
And yes I’m broke as fuck just wait until my check’s in
I’m way too high when I crash I pass through heaven
I’m way too numb when I land it ain’t a blessing

I’m self destructive I just keep on causing damage
Been down this road so many times you can’t imagine 
I play the victim really good I let it happen 
Through the smoke and flames you bet I’m chasing dragons 
I can’t feel shit

I can’t feel my-
I can’t feel much of anything (x4)

I was too strung out 
I spun out
I’m nauseous 
Too fucked up
My brain is dissolving
Dug too deep
I’m down here
too often
Cleanse my soul
What’s left of it
I lost it (x2)

Cause Ive been crying out for help and how the fuck were you not listening?
When I was down and out where the fuck were all those feelings then?
You only run your mouth speak to me when it’s convenient
Cemented on this cloud wishing I would never feel again.

Need

Slo