different flavors, same feeling.

lyrics:

i mess it up like everything i do you know i love to play it off
tell me what u want from me
am i hard to see
are you lying alone or are you staying with me
oh did i fuck it up
i cant really tell baby am i not enough
my head is getting hazy
you couldnt phase me
yea im getting wasted is that why you hate me
(i mess it up like everything i do you know i love to play it off
tell me what u want from me
am i hard to see
are you lying alone or are you staying with me)
tell me what you want baby i could give it all
and if I’m not getting through, then i guess ill call it off

tell me if i should’ve walked it out
i cant decide is this even real
tell me im going insane
i cant even feel the same
i cant talk to you
running out of oxygen with you
yea ive been locking up with all the words i find it hard to choose
tell me what you want baby i could give it all
and if I’m not getting through, then i guess ill call it off

i mess it up like everything i do you know i love to play it off
tell me what u want from me
am i hard to see
are you lying alone or are you staying with me
oh did i fuck it up
i cant really tell baby am i not enough
my head is getting hazy
you couldnt phase me
yea im getting wasted is that why you hate me

- stephie -
soundcloud.com/smelliestephie
twitter: https://x.com/smelliestephie
instagram: https://instagram.com/smelliestephie/

- qlein -
soundcloud.com/qlein
twitter: https://x.com/userqlein
instagram: https://www.instagram.com/userqlein

- tea team -
@teateamdesu
twitter: twitter.com/teateamdesu
instagram: www.instagram.com/teateamdesu/

stephie & qlein - lesson!

is it THAT obvious ???

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written & produced by rebound girl
co-produced & co-written by Aloeveria [@aloeveriamusic]
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do i look too plain for the things i try?
is there room on my face for what's under my eyes?
i wanna look pretty as the sunset gets
the more i start to cry
so when i wipe my tears i can take my time

does it take three days just to make up nine?
cause the weeks fly past if i don't hold tight
oh, but the more i seem to lose myself
the more i seem to find
a new handful of ways i can ease my mind

oh, to think normal 'bout it
for just a second
should i try a little more?
but when my worry's dragging me
by my necklace
i sink into the floor

if only i could make
the land beneath my tongue
like solid ground
to break the ice
to have some fun
get out the house
these shaky hands have
built too much, i can't stop now
it's haunting me
the worst is yet to come
why's it so hard for me to face it?

why does everything spin when i close my eyes?
and the words you think thin have a mass in my mind?
is it worth throwing every stone to hit
the glass i've hid behind
or to take a day off
is it worth your time?

oh, to think normal 'bout it
for just a second
should i try a little more?
but when my worry's dragging me
by my necklace
i sink into the floor

if only i could make
the land beneath my tongue
like solid ground
to break the ice
to have some fun
get out the house
these shaky hands have
built too much, i can't stop now
it's haunting me
the worst is yet to come
why is it so hard for me to face it?

oh why
why does this fear nest in my bones?
oh why
does it take away from what i love most?

if only i could make
the land beneath my tongue
like solid ground
to break the ice
to have some fun
get out the house
these shaky hands have
built too much, i can't stop now
it's haunting me
the worst is yet to come
oh, what's wrong with me?
my instincts say to run
why's it so hard for me to face it?

it's haunting me
oh god !!

get it here !

face it!

HI GUYS! this is a track I did for a form all nighter practice session 
I really liked it but it really doesn't fit the vibe of the ep I'm working on currently (2/3 or 4 songs finished!!!) 

prod n sung by me ofc

lyrics
check the pavement cause there is always someone beneath you 
oh and I thought that you were kind of alright (I guess not :/)
did you get all you asked for 
did you get all you wanted

Oh I did Oh I did Oh I did every thing he asked of me
In the hopes that he would finally love me (your a dumbass!)
Oh I did Oh I did Oh I did every thing he asked of me
In the hopes that he would finally love me (your a dumbass!)

yeah I know I'm being played like a fool but I don't seem to mind
is it wrong that I feel so loved yet so alone
walk away from me cause your scared of what they'll think 
its all right oh its all rightttttt

why am in the mud again justifying every little thing you said
why do I need your validation why am I so hellbent on you

Your A DUMBASS!
Oh I did Oh I did Oh I did every thing he asked of me
In the hopes that he would finally love me (your a dumbass!)
Oh I did Oh I did Oh I did every thing he asked of me
In the hopes that he would finally love me (your a dumbass!)

oh he's such a little fucking bitch he doesn't even care about me
why am I with him?? maybe we should break up idkkkk i'm just thinking about it

Oh I did Oh I did Oh I did every thing he asked of me
In the hopes that he would finally love me (your a dumbass!)

Everything He Asked (Your A Dumbass) ( demo )

It's to easy to lose yourself in the monotony of it all. So, remember to appreciate the simple things that life has to offer <3

sometimes it's the simple things

i had a dream about you and wanted to remember it forever

out now via @teateamdesu flavors vol. 2

[lyrics:]

I can’t remember the features of your face
Or those plans we made, the ones that you called off
And we’ll laugh about the choices that I make
And we’ll talk things out, I’ll kiss you and then I’ll wake up

And I hope you’re doing fine
And I hope you’re sleeping well
Ask my friends just one more time
Cause I know that you can’t tell
What I’m thinking 
What I’m feeling 
If I’m eating 
If I’m sleeping 
If I’m leaving you behind

Cut me open
Bleed me out
Keep me secret
Shut your mouth
Choke on gravel
Learn my place
Dig me up and
Hide my face 
Decomposed
Start to fray
Call for help
catch a stray
severed contact 
To your distaste 
Always somehow
in your way

I’m just someone you could break
Cut me up, throw me away
Smoke and mirrors, I’m to blame 
Pay the price, convinced to stay 

Flowers bloom out of my face
Buried under bales of hay 
prized possession, earth reclaimed
Keep me secret, it’s okay

I’m just someone you could break
Cut me up, throw me away
Smoke and mirrors, I’m to blame 
Pay the price, convinced to stay 

Flowers bloom out of my face
Buried under bales of hay 
prized possession, earth reclaimed
Keep me secret, it’s okay

dream log

>>_rejected !!!!!
>>_i wanted to be a closer
[for anv10]

high forum

this was our submission for the latest all nighter vol.10 by @artbyform with legends @willowindhi and @adridoesthings :] 

it didn't make the final cut but really happy with what we made, and I tried some new stuff I've always wanted to after a hiatus from producing for a hot minute

check out the full ANV10 compilation here! https://on.soundcloud.com/sNP9d2eOKyzNwkJfhp 
(its insanely good and stacked full of amazing artists and awesome music seriously go check it out)

willowind, adri, foxwood - picture frame

submission for all nighter vol 10 w/ @ilyness @niruah @tam_3 @yaymu

indecisive (anv10)

i miss the feeling you had when you were sitting on your bed but you didnt feel horrible doing it

due to missing samples from a corrupted hard drive i couldnt really finish this but it's worth putting out anyway

Petals (scrapped demo)

10Carat

Low quality cables and bad mp3s 
col: @swagmp3col
alt: @unfoldisgone
disc: milixoa