Self-reflection cuts off a chunk of you for close inspection, and most of your being is thrown aside to decay.

Kill the world's eye within you, so you cannot feel it witnessing you.
Don't possess the world's eye yourself.
Only then can you truly stop hiding.

Disaster

Resolution

Ascent

Smoothie

I'd like to thank Motoi Sakuraba for shaping the personality of this song. If you've listened to a lot of his prog rock stuff, you'll see some inspiration here.

Scarlet

The elevator will never stop, and you will never quite reach the restroom. You'll never quite catch your breath, and you won't quite feel comfy unless you get out of your bed and completely remake it, which you won't do because you're lazy, but you aren't quite falling asleep it seems, so you keep thinking about getting up, letting all the warmth out from under the covers, and making the bed, but a tiny hit of sleepiness teases you with the hope that this slightly uncomfy nightmare might end soon if you just lie there in impatient discomfort for a bit longer, but then you remember how there are like 3 plates sitting in the sink, and it wouldn't be that hard to just quickly scrub them and put them in the dishwasher, and like you're gonna get up anyway so you might as well just go do it, but it's just so far away, so you think "oh well in that case maybe I'll just keep trying to sleep, and will this sentence just please end already? Sheesh."

Impatience

Kind of was thinking about Katamari Damacy while making this.

I've been deeply disturbed lately. This song is a symbol of freedom through suffering.

orange

a song about the industrial revolution and its consequences.
i had an experience that brought back a lot of complicated feelings and memories, so i started making this song to express my feelings somehow and ground myself. it's not a very fleshed out song because i found its flow to be soothing as is.
it has lyrics.

I dream of bread and wine's lost courage

The minds of men all hurry and hurry towards gears and smoke

It's evident how we've estranged those berries we once gathered so leisurely

From berries to bread, to caviar and dread, we dream up false promises until we're dead

lost courage

milkiiholmes

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