actual songs

covers !

You Were All I Ever Had [original]

live from Ob's house

lyrics:

i'm writing this in the book that your mum gave me 
how weird is it now that she's just a distant memory 
the empty slots in my brain 
filled with pointless facts i don't need
like your home address, your future wedding dress, or how your dad likes his tea

what do i do with the unnessecary
how do i unthink you from my memory
does he hold you close in the dark
does he even know who are

maybe i'll see you again one day
and i will be just another nameless face
but we could've had it all 
we could've had the world to share
but your name doesn't sound the same in my mouth anymore
you dont care

where does all the love go 
now its gone and you are not my home 
does he hold you close in the dark?
does he even know who you are?

and you mean nothing to me now 
apart from the times i miss your familiar sounds
stuck in between hurt and love is a very lonely place to be 

but i meant what i said 
when i said that you mean nothing to me 

cos you need 
somebody more than me 
and uni 
made you realise i was nothing

Nothing To Me Now demo [original]

original song from a while ago (:

lyrics-

how can you convert the gentiles
and help moses split the sea
know each and everyone of your followers 
yet you forget about me 

the dead awakes 
the lame walks
and the blind sees
i just cant fathom it
i'm like the pharisees

and those that judge me the most
proclaim it as love
i'll do my best 
but i cant be what you want 
an eye for an eye 
doesn't make a whole face
and i will try,
to live under grace


i don't mean to sound disrespectful
but saviour i'm crying out 
in you i'm supposed to find peace 
all i found was doubt
in you i'm supposed to find peace 
all i found was doubt

cos its your will
and its your way 
but if its you who made me
why am i this way

cos its your will
and its your way 
but if its you who made me
why am i this way

why am i this way?

Doubt [original, dry mix]

‘it will all work out’ Phoebe Bridgers cover accapella while i wash up bc the accoustics r nice

cover of lucy dacus' song i recorded a while ago :p

LYRICS:
Daniel made a pass
We started flirting after class
Stealing hats and trading jackets
Locking lips and braces brackets
After dinner, before dark
We'd meet at the same bench in the park
Sweaty palms, averted eyes
Wasn't sure if he and I were going out
Going out
Going out, ooh
Going, going, out
The sunset threw a tantrum
It wasn't ready to go just yet
Mother Earth said, "Time for bed"
It resisted and the sky went red
The color filtered out
Like pulling teeth out of a cloud
The bloody battle ended
No, the sun can't break the habit of going down
Going down
Going down, ooh
Going, going, down
Daniel in ten years
Grabbing asses, spilling beers
Another ten and he'll have a daughter
She'll grow up and he can't stop her
Back on the bench, making plans
Watching the day end hand in hand
I always had to be home by eight
My dad would kill me if I was late
I'll be going now
Going now
Going now, ooh
Going, going, now
Going gone
Going gone
Going gone, ooh
Going, going, gone


creds to :
-lucy dacus for song 
-mabel foster circa december 2020 after stumblilng through the lyrics to 12 days of christmas

Going Going Gone (lucy dacus cover)

made this back in 2020 and thought I'd upload (:

Cherry Cover

Ending of Wendy cope’s poem, recorded during lockdown 2020 x

i love you, im glad i exist.mp3 [original]

Baby Please Come Home, but make it more depressing

all music by me ! 
drenched in reverb 
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Baby Please Come Home, but make it more depressing

milly foster