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rigor mortis (555)

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im back :) gonna be more consistent now
luv every1 <3 

lyrics:
i'm gonna watch it all fade away
everything that i lost i made it right back
you wanted me to stay a day
but i don't think im prepared for all the light flack
i tried to take the pain away
but it just keeps on hurting i dont like that
dont think i can explain a thing
but if you keep on tryna push me i just might snap
you saw me again in person
and i dont understand the shit you said its worthless
and all the threats you make against my head's concerning
and you were just a stepping stone for me im learning
and you dont like the way i moved on
the way i look at everybody else is too fond
and you could never reach me if you tried im too gone
and im not gonna listen to a thing that you want
im waiting, you said im ok
then you watch me decay
i wont let you explain yourself
i think my pains a reflection of things
that you caused through the day
and what im tryna say is that
i am so free
its impossible to be yourself
when you on your knees
begging somebody else for your love
that u think has to be given to  you
and just don't expect me to be someone
you think you'll be counting on and
wait
you dont gotta give up hope now
wait
you are almost there so don't pout
you saw me again in person
and i dont understand the shit you said its worthless
and all the threats you make against my head's concerning
and you were just a stepping stone for me im learning
and you dont like the way i moved on
the way i look at everybody else is too fond
and you could never reach me if you tried im too gone
and im not gonna listen to a thing that you want

condition prod siem spark alexbrazy aton

loop credits to @janeremover

Art by: Brandon Graser(@brandongraser on instagram)
Special thanks to Voda and Joeboi for all the help, really helped bring out the potential in this track :) (also big thanks to Niz for the manager maneuvers🤞🏾)


Prod: KBL
Arrangement: Voda Fuji
Mix and Master: Voda Fuji, KBL, Billsburyjoeboi

WTF ft funeral (prod.KBL)

I knew it (johnny friend)

i got it from my dad and my momma got my back i'm not looking for contention!

password

lexapro w/ unkept

minnesota is a place that exists comes out on..... (dies)
inspired by clairo

pretty stupid lol (77)

p. @johnkwondll @yvngwxvy
been feeling burnt out asf recently

lyrics
Back and forth with my ex on my bullshit
Man im so done, im so done
At least the moment was fun-
I’d prolly do it again
I try my best not to lie, Lord knows that I sin
And sometimes I like to cry about the place that I’ve been
I did that shit just because
And I aint felt nothing like it, Im still chasing that buzz

And if I told you about the things that I did, I promise you would never trust us
And if you saw felt the things that I lived, baby you wouldn’t even give a fuck
So what’s up?!
Malibu with Coke, baby pour me up
I dont wanna cry, I just wanna turn up
Im headed to the sun baby watch burn up on the gang

Dont gotta lie to me
I tell her that I love her with my new bitch right beside me
Damn, I cant stand me
Everything I earned was with hands and my camp with me
I aint celebrating birthdays, thats the vamp in me
Im a narcissistic prick, you can ask her whole family 
Nissan gang, we aint pushing no Camry
And shoutout my cousin Tito, he was always fucking there for me
You wasnt 

I feel it coming now
It’s something about you now
I see the role you playing
It’s something you know,  I hate it
Dont try to cross me wrong
Dont get your feelings involved
Cuz you gon’ lose every time
I think im running out of light

I got two toned bitches
Fuck you, dont miss this
I got college in a morning-
But fuck that shit, I dont wanna sober up
Im a bad bitch, nails painted every month
Take a trip to NY, Tommy B. in the cut
I cant wait till we on
25 million hoes playing my song, I love it.

im burnt out asf (freestyle)

prod by me :)

lyrics:

i just woke up from a dream
where i got to hold your hand
hold my head up while we're out
i really doubt you'd understand

spin my wheels out
lost traction
don't know how to feel now
caught up in reaction
you told me forever
it's not lasting
i just feel like dead weight 
pretend i didn't happen

i'll have to hold myself
i don't got no friends if u couldn't tell
i could say my feelings but it wouldn't help
so i'll change my dreams just to make it sell

looking for a way out
nothing's gonna change now
take me to ur lakehouse 
remind me all i hate bout you
i know its fake now
but i dont wanna face that truth
been 7 days now 
is it too late to facetime you

i didnt like what i saw in the mirror 
so i made someone and i hope that i wont fear her
i wrote a song about it listen till my ears hurt
no matter what the message isnt getting clearer

never wanna talk if it's not your turn
never gonna stop just to hear me hurt
cause it's what i got its what i deserve
tryna take my heart boy you got some nerve

i'll have to hold myself
i don't got no friends if u couldn't tell
i could say my feelings but it wouldn't help
so i'll change my dreams just to make it sell

looking for a way out
nothing's gonna change now
take me to ur lakehouse 
remind me all i hate bout you
i know its fake now
but i dont wanna face that truth
been 7 days now 
is it too late to facetime you

(cause i've been)
looking for a way out
nothing's gonna change now
take me to ur lakehouse 
remind me all i hate bout you
i know its fake now
but i dont wanna face that truth
been 7 days now 
is it too late to facetime you

lakehouse

uh oh (bipxlar)

Brakencepala

Metal Lol

prod me ofc

i get caught up in the past tense all the time
and i, get stuck in a web of lies
i, dont have any tears thats left to cry
and i, wish the best for me myself and i

tired of hoping for love i got selfish
bad luck messes me up like all of the time
i get tired of crying tired of fighting
im still dumb enough to try

i dont wanna be stuck and left helpless
tired of falling victim being careless
i thought what we had was so divine
but you never cared, you crossed the line

love is a dangerous feeling we all know the thrill of it
but the consequences of actions come and kill me

fake friends fake bitches tryna get ahold of me
i can see right thru the smoke and mirrors, get ahead of me
i just wish for some peace in my life for once
always swallowed my pride, never had my fun

and im thinking
is there another way to help it
think i lost it
only one thing left and it’s obvious

forever, and always

ily all ty 4 1k on don’t cry :))

produced by @johnkwondll

lyrics:

lost girl from a small town
headed southbound 
never goes out
unless she’s fighting for her life
ashtray on the dashboard 
gotta have more
never that sure
so she’s gotta hang tight

i know i saw her i just tried to forget it 
lights out she can’t tell the way she’s headed
i tore it all off the wall
i put my pride in your hands and i watched it fall 

lashed out, that’s my fault
i let you drown, i never heard you call
i tip the scales until they fall down 
i don’t have more time to be scared i let it all out

get what i want now
ill let it ruin my life
it’s too dark now 
i can’t walk you through in the night
too many nights outside
my lips were turning blue as the sky 
i never liked the way i lived
without a clue as to why

stay in till the sundown 
let myself doubt till i fall down
i don’t need u to call now
hold my breath i’m turning blue until i black out
i’m looking at you but you’ll never turn back now

and every time we tried it’s never really worked
i swear i try to hold it in it’s only getting worse
no, now i can’t turn back time 
you never thought twice, leave me on the curbside 

i know i saw her i just tried to forget it 
lights out she can’t tell the way she’s headed
i tore it all off the wall
i put my pride in your hands and i watched it fall 

lashed out, that’s my fault
i let you drown, i never heard you call
i tip the scales until they fall down 
i don’t have more time to be scared i let it all out

get what i want now
ill let it ruin my life
it’s too dark now 
i can’t walk you through in the night
too many nights outside
my lips were turning blue as the sky 
i never liked the way i lived
without a clue as to why

curbside (p. typhoon)

thank u 2 @midwxst for hopping on the song , luv u
thank u 2 joeboi and cricket for helping me finish this song fr.

love u all thank u for loving and caring about me. 
instagram: @cybertrash

with u ft. midwxst (cybertrash billsburyjoeboi 31sentinel)

prod. anem0s
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i guess i'll give you some space, yeah
my head, oh it’s racing
got used to the chase and didn’t know what it was for 
i guess that i was mistaken, couldn’t tell you were faking 
can’t keep up with the pace, and now it feels like a chore
do you want me anymore? loves getting stale, and you’re bored
my body aches and i'm sore, need you, deep down in my core
need something else in my mind, can’t think to leave you behind
because when my heart's on the line you pull me back every time

try not to freak, i don’t think that we’ll last, feel the pressure,
and i'm feeling weak, i'm never turning my back
but i never think i’ll get closer, can’t breathe, keep my composure
we link, and then it's over, to think i’d get some closure from you
trying not to blink, cause you’re gone in a flash, but whatever,
and i'm gonna sink, never throw me a raft
but i never think that it’s over, i’ll drink, plea when i'm sober
you peak, keep going over emotion rollercoasters with you

this shit is over my head,
i'm getting sober, the mental anguish sanguine red i-
it'll take a little bit to get you out my head and slip away
so tie the tourniquet, the blood flow stops, i don't want to be drained
a final word, you left me broken and I don't want to lead astray
think that I'm the one to blame, think I'll never be the-
i'm not the same, since you left me in terrible weather
i sold my things, left my heart in the pocket of a sweater
i ain't no saint, i know I can do so much better
breaking up again, i think we're waking up as friends, i guess i'll

try not to freak, i don’t think that we’ll last, feel the pressure,
and i'm feeling weak, i'm never turning my back
but i never think i’ll get closer, can’t breathe, keep my composure
we link, and then it's over, to think i’d get some closure from you
trying not to blink, cause you’re gone in a flash, but whatever,
and i'm gonna sink, never throw me a raft
but i never think that it’s over, i’ll drink, plea when i'm sober
you peak, keep going over emotion rollercoasters with you

anderance

anderance (w. corefish)

5G could have been

prod mix master written by me

stream everywhere else too


Lyrics:
Ooo, ooo
Oh just watch me fall apart
Oh just watch me
Ooh oh

I feel wrung out
Ive run outta energy
It was too loud
Gotta Take a step back
Embrace the fallout
Oh its probably my fault but I dont care
Anymore, mm

And i’m not tired I’m just out of it
Ive been spending most my time tryna get a grip
And I’m just worried that my parents gettin sick of it
How the fuck can I go on now?

I give up
Don’t try to fix me
My brains gone numb
You try to touch me but your kiss just kinda stung
I understand you but I feel so dumb
(I feel so fucking dumb)

So bite your tongue
I know you’ll miss me but i’m too far (gone)
Misunderstand me saying “you’re so fuckin tough!”
but I’ve already given up

I cut my teeth over my intentions I 
(Got) no sleep over my whole weekend cause you
Watch me fall apart at the seams
Is this a dream?

(What’s happening?)

(I cannot) hold myself too high
(Feel something) eating me from the insides
(Why do I?) always seem to play the bad guy
You make me the enemy just to cope in your mind

(Watchu say?)

And i’m not tired I’m just out of it
Ive been spending most my time tryna get a grip
And I’m just worried that my parents gettin sick of it
How the fuck can I go on now?

I give up
Don’t try to fix me
My brains gone numb
You try to touch me but your kiss just kinda stung
I understand you but I feel so dumb
(I feel so fucking dumb)

So bite your tongue
I know you’ll miss me but i’m too far gone
Misunderstand me saying “you’re so fuckin tough!”
but I’ve already given up

Ooo, ooo
Oh just watch me fall apart
Oh just watch me
Ooh oh
Mm

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