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lost my mind and i fucked up
we talked but i lost ur trust
say ur fine but ur not
and it’s gone it’s all my fault

nvr been good for the longest
fucked up and im worried bout the wrong shit
and im anxious as fuck, keep on losing my luck
worried i chose the wrong love

grown ass kid, with some made up dreams
and i never been shit, from the things i’ve seen
and there’s no doubt that it’s jealousy
don’t know if you’re my friend or an enemy

let my heart sing, let my heart swing
coping mechanisms, make me feel like shit
all the shit in my head i think im used to it
walking on a tightrope, i wanna end this shit

never been smart bout love, i ain’t know that
as a way to part, i gotta own that
when i said i liked u, know that it was no cap
wish i could’ve done shit, but it went all bad

bitter

rigor mortis (555)

uk garage my drilla

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idk what all this lyrical personal shit means go ask an english teacher or something-

verse 1
i just wanna have a talk
about how selfish i am
about how little of a man i’ve become
and you say there’s no rules
tell that to my mum and dad
cos their answers won’t be just for fun

prechorus
why can't i care about the big things in life
the words just drift all over my mind
a bubble i can't burst
could this ever get any worse
i tell them i’m fine

chorus
i put my headphones in
drown out all the bad shit
the fear of rejections getting ever so big
when the culture runs deep
claustrophobia kicks in
and i’m left tryna break this fucking ceiling

postchorus
i wanna tell them i care
but this pain i can’t bear
already tearing up as i write this song
i guess i’ll just man up for once
i’ve had more than enough for too long

verse 2
now i see myself decaying
why am i relishing in it though
i guess routines have their way around me
i feel these emotions fading
cut ties with everyone i know
can’t keep a convo cos noone feels real

verse 3
((rappity raprap))
eyes on my back i keep watching
they all wanna see me lose but i keep winning
do this shit solo don’t need nobody’s help
if u ain’t fuck w me i can only wish u well
say i ain’t normal when they wish they were weirdos
why i needa follow rules i ain’t got nothing to fear for
maybe this ego’s why i’m here tho

prechorus
why can't i care about the big things in life
the words just drift all over my mind
a bubble i can't burst
could this ever get any worse
i tell them i’m fine

chorus
i put my headphones in
drown out all the bad shit
the fear of rejections getting ever so big
when the culture runs deep
claustrophobia kicks in
and i’m left tryna break this fucking ceiling

postchorus
i wanna tell them i care
but this pain i can’t bear
already tearing up as i write this song
i guess i’ll just man up for once
i’ve had more than enough for too long

outro

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Ericdoa  Do Or Die Slowedreverb

SEBii x ericdoa - INDUSTRii SHIT (unreleased)

minnesota is a place that exists comes out on..... (dies)
inspired by clairo

pretty stupid lol (77)

manic thoughts 
@prodbyjoshwa

lyrics:
say things changed, know it has been a minute
but u act the same, there aint been no difference
i dunno if i got it left in me 
all the happy endings that i’ll never see

i know im the type to jump to conclusions
but u dont know how to deal with all the mood shifts
i got all my problems
idk any ways to solve it

come too close to comfort for me
i know that im wasting all my time
lie about my feelings say im fine
paranoia always wondering if i got time
i know you tried to change my mind
still feel im wasting all my time
lie about my feelings say im fine
paranoia always wondering if i got time

u cant wait til it comes down
u cant wait til it comes right back down

paranoid feeling empty hoping that it works
people say im blessed but im feeling cursed
always scared feeling things turn out the worst
people think its a joke, gets on my nerves

and i had a shitty couple of months
people say i gotta try to keep it up right now
i dont know if i have the energy
i know u know it feels like

paranoia (joshwa)

prod by @saiwai

ts dont make no sense

//LYRICS

you still did that shit no way
i still don't know what to say
anymore cus we runnin out of time now
close the door, ima put that boy in time out
gimme 4 n ill make sure i don't cry out
this is my lifestyle
just wait till its night out
idek if im wrong or im right now
they outta sight now
feel like that guy now
you still did that shit no way
i still don't know what to say
anymore cus we runnin out of time now
close the door, ima put that boy in time out
gimme 4 n ill make sure i don't cry out
this is my lifestyle
just wait till its night out
idek if im wrong or im right now
they outta sight now
feel like that guy now
and im like "why would it matter to me?"

walk up, im frozen
they dont wanna talk to us I know it
you say you love me but you dont show it
and you wouldnt know that i would notice
but theres no way you dont have the advantage
they ask how i get through it all, i manage
ooohh
so just stop it now i cant get out cus

you still did that shit no way
i just don't know what to say
anymore cus we runnin out of time now
close the door, ima put that boy in time out
gimme 4 n ill make sure i don't cry out
this is my lifestyle
just wait till its night out
idek if im wrong or im right now
they outta sight now
feel like that guy now

walk up, im frozen
they dont wanna talk to us I know it
you say you love me but you dont show it
and you wouldnt know that i would notice
but theres no way you dont have the advantage
they ask how i get through it all, i manage
ooohh
so just stop it now i cant get out cus

you still did that shit no way
i just don't know what to say
anymore cus we runnin out of time now
close the door, ima put that boy in time out

oblivious

oblivious [p. sai]

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Metal Lol

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i get caught up in the past tense all the time
and i, get stuck in a web of lies
i, dont have any tears thats left to cry
and i, wish the best for me myself and i

tired of hoping for love i got selfish
bad luck messes me up like all of the time
i get tired of crying tired of fighting
im still dumb enough to try

i dont wanna be stuck and left helpless
tired of falling victim being careless
i thought what we had was so divine
but you never cared, you crossed the line

love is a dangerous feeling we all know the thrill of it
but the consequences of actions come and kill me

fake friends fake bitches tryna get ahold of me
i can see right thru the smoke and mirrors, get ahead of me
i just wish for some peace in my life for once
always swallowed my pride, never had my fun

and im thinking
is there another way to help it
think i lost it
only one thing left and it’s obvious

forever, and always

additional guitar by @tsuyunoshi
produced by @willrhead @prodbyjoshwa @rari

she always tell me to be patient, tough
tell me i complain too much
left me in the weekend
now im out of touch

i dont wanna keep it moving with her
always stumbling with twists and turns

i got it back how im feeling
all that shittalk i aint willin
i aint texting back, i been chillin
new timezones, livin different

the energy thats part of me, sinking, just to please you
u want another chance give me reasons not to leave you

all the feelings been concealing it
u only care, for the thrill of it
no feelings right behind it
no strings, u dont like it

always seem to sound the same
bae u never seem to change
always sticking to your words
never even got the craze

always moving complacent, i hate it
rather have my time, with my statements

springfield demo (will rhead + joshwa + rari)

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Lyrics:
Is it wrong just to say that you hate me?
Am I right to still wanna say baby?
All the times that you wanted to save me
All the things that I thought about lately
Am I going fast?
Going slow?
What do I know?
Where'd you go?
I don't think I wanna die no more

I don't wanna talk about how all the things you do
Make me wanna be close to you
Is it fine to just say the truth?
(That I)
I can't be with you
I don't know what to do
Tryna make a move

Is it wrong just to say that you hate me?
Am I right to still wanna say baby?
All the times that you wanted to save me
All the things that I thought about lately
Am I going fast?
Going slow?
What do I know?
Where'd you go?
I don't think I wanna die no more

I don't wanna talk about how all the things you do
Make me wanna be close to you
Is it fine to just say the truth?
(That I)
I can't be with you
I don't know what to do
Tryna make a move

I don't know what to do
Can we change the mood? 
Is what you said the truth?
Is it Me or you?
Can we just go find the things that are complicated
Tryna find the options that are waiting
Is it wrong just to say that you hate me?
Am I right to still wanna say baby?
All the times that you wanted to save me
All the things that I thought about lately

Me or U

Me or U (prod. ok mallii)

5G could have been

hi
feat @yungazkii
produced by me :p
cover art by me

Lyrics:

[Pre-Chorus: inci0]
Girl you look like a work of art
Let me be your renaissance man
Touch my heart
Girl I got some better love planned
Than you ever had before
Come to my door and show your face
My power's out but your smile could light the whole place

[Chorus: inci0]
Illuminate
Put some candles on
Girl lets get romantic
I'm a moth to a flame
When you smile at me I panic
Cause I know you the one for me
No other dimes fit in my bank
I been craving your attention and affection as of late

[Verse 1: inci0]
Honey I'm too obsessed, wanna see your chest, take off that top
Queen in the flesh, bet you look best you in my room with nothing on
Wait, somethings off
Hit my line if somethings wrong
Tryna live my life with you beside me lets go kayak on the lake
Or go to see some places you cant even say the Name of
Ill treat you like gold I'm tryna see you laying face up
Under me
Breathing heavy, loving me
Tryna have that once in a lifetime love you see on TV

[Verse 2: azkii]
(Girl you look like a work of art)
You're too good for me, girl you're something I can't replace
But that shit's new to me it's obvious I'll make mistakes
I'll get you what you want, I'll take you to like every place
Restaurants with best rates, if you trust me we'll be okay
If I could rewind time
Change the times where I have panicked, maybe it would have went different with you
If I could rewind time
I'd be the guy of your dreams, I'd be the renaissance man

[Bridge: azkii]
(Girl you look like a work of art)
(Let me be your renaissance man)
(Touch my heart)
(Girl I got some better love planned)
(Than you ever had before)
(Come to my door and show your face)
(My power's out but your smile could light the whole place)

[Chorus: inci0]
Illuminate
Put some candles on
Girl lets get romantic
I'm a moth to a flame
When you smile at me I panic
Cause I know you the one for me
No other dimes fit in my bank
I been craving your attention and affection as of late

[Outro: azkii]
(Let me be your renaissance man)
(Girl I got some better love planned)
(Ooh, Yeah)
(Illuminate)

renaissance man feat. azkii

But you tell me that it's over
But my mind doesn't work that way
It's just not fair for me anyway
But I'll keep waiting for you, yeah
Waiting for you, over
But my mind doesn't work that way
It's just not fair for me anyway
But I'll keep waiting for you, yeah
Waiting for you

forever, and always

tsuyunoshi

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