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 @Mimi Barks  
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It’s the awakening. The suicide of my younger self. The suicide that leads to awakening. 
I was in a constant battle with myself. Asking myself If I would be able to ever reprogram my core believes and rewire my brain. When you go through the process of awakening, there are a lot of bad energies and emotions coming up. 
And what I kept asking myself was: do I want to be able to see, do I actually want to understand. Or would I rather stick to the reality I have created for myself in order to stay suffering, in order to be able to create. 
Because I believe that I can only create out of pain. I was scared to let my ego go and learn gratitude, learn how to give love to others and myself. I was scared transforming into a new version of myself.
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credits:
In collaboration with ASBO production
Shot by Natalya Walker
Edited by Max Mason
Assisted by George Thomsen and Max Auberon 

beat KOEN
songwriting Mimi Barks
production & mixing Mimi Barks, KOEN
master Will Borza
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lyrics:

Everything is dual
Like and unlike are the same
All truths are but half-truths 
So what’s the fucking point of even trying

What was my trust turns liquid 
Run down my face like, fuck it      
Felt a twitch in my chest, kill it
I’m so ketted I can’t feel it
Can’t let go of the past, fill it               
And I take my time with it                     
Bitch you drive me out my fucking mind             

Sentenced to a life in a body that I can’t control          
Live every day hoping for the last episode   
Good times, now lead me to my after life 
Enough

SUICIDE
I love my life
Save me coz I lost control
Pull me up or let me go 

Paradise
For once in life                                
Lift my body, touch the sky
Hold me back or let me die

Yeah my mind drifted 
Hear it tick, what time is it                     
I take my time with it
I take my time with it
Yeah my mind drifted 
I take my time with it
I take my time with it
I take my time with it

Take my time with it

Take my time with it

Take my time with it

I’ve been sleeping on the fast lane tryna let it go
Too fast for love yeah got me on the low                   
I’ve been branded by a past life, climbing from below      
My mind’s a funeral but I’ll never let them know

Hell yeah I feel alive
I love my life
Save me coz I lost control
I love my life

Save me coz I lost control
I love my life
Oh SUICIDE, SUICIDE
I love my life

All paradoxes may be reconciled 
Light and darkness are the same thing
Where does darkness leave off and light begin?

Yeow
Save me coz I lost control

Good and Evil
Luck got bad luck in it
Who loves me will fade away 
Who loves me needs to die

Suicide

SUICIDE

DEADGIRL

ASHES

Verse 1
Run my pitch black fingertips
Through my hair and I rip it                        
Point the pistol out the cabinet
On your empty life and sickness
                       
With my pale white palms on your rotten lips
I'll cover your lies with my fingertips
God, Mary you make me so goddamn sick                             	 
Drown every new promise in a bigger sip

With my pale white hands on your body           
I just wanna hear you say you're sorry
I just wanna feel you here, you got me?
I just wanna feel like I'm somebody
I just want to see you bleed out on me
I just wanna hear you say you want me
I just want you to admit you fucked up
I just wanna hear you say you love me

Coz I can't see the daylight
I feed off my demons
I drown in their feelings                   
My internal bleeding

Pre-Chorus
You look at me like a failure
I wish that I could come and save ya, oh 

Chorus
Call me names, call me Lost One
That's all I ever knew
I was searching in the foreign
Begging for more
You make me feel like a no one
Got me fucked up in the long run
You leave me shattered like an orphan 
Orphan

Post-Chorus
I won't let it show
You buried my soul

Verse 2
I surrender the agony
I'm as tapped as my family tree      
But I don't need nobody
Coz we are all nobodies
When you backstabbed me                                 
My corpse decayed rapidly
Now my spirit's a banshee
This is my immortality
       
What is wrong with you why are you so fucked up
One more ugly word and bitch I get you hung up
If they see what's on my mind I get locked up
Pulled the knife out my back, better run, run

I surrender the agony
Hold madness in my family tree                      
Fact is I don't need nobody                  
Coz my time's up
You defined my reality
All I've seen is brutality                             
And the hatred came naturally        
I'm a freak like mum          
                              
Pre-Chorus
You look at me like a failure
I wish that I could come and save ya, oh 

Chorus
Call me names, call me Lost One
That's all I ever knew
I was searching in the foreign
Begging for more
You make me feel like a no one
Got me fucked up in the long run
You leave me shattered like an orphan 
Orphan

Post-Chorus
And when I call your name at night
Like the sirens of death
You'll be praying to your god
That it's all in your head

You buried my soul

THIS IS DOOM TRAP

BANSHEE

MONTANA (feat. Yeti Bones of Ho99o9)

HOUSE FULL OF FAKES

THIS IS DOOM TRAP album for pre-order now

WORMGIRL

WORMGIRL (feat. Raven Gray)

SILENT TEARS

CARDIAC

FINAL DESTINATION/DEATH WITHOUT SATISFACTION

DISGUSTED

FADED

INSOMNIAC

MIRTAZAPINE

PSYCHOSIS

Crawling - Song by Mimi Barks - Apple Music

Crawling

Ja eh gib ma noch was ab von dem Scheiß
Ha-ha-ha-ha got me fuckin twisted

Please I just wanna give in
Even in the daylight my heart beats the noise outside
I just wanna live in 
I am buried alive dead alive I´m quite alright
I just wanna give in
Even in the daylight my heart beats the noise outside
I just wanna live 

ENTER THE VOID

Catch me on the fast lane we´ll ENTER THE VOID
D-D-D DMT Jetplane I ain´t got no choice
Catch me on the fast lane we´ll ENTER THE VOID
D-D-D DMT Jetplane I ain´t got no choice

I stare into the void
The whirlpool of my sin
I cannot stand the noise
Got lost in cold Berlin

Caffeine to wake me up
And pills to fall asleep
I´m losing my identity
Too numb to live my dream                             

Every night I die in my dreams
This is why I don't ever sleep
Shit is crazy bitch I´m dazing
Guess that's why I'm straight up on lean

Mind affected by your disease
Bitch I'm reckless no guarantees
Mind take over life is short ja babe
When I die would you wait for me?

I´m pretty vacant
I´m pretty fucked
That`s why I`m lonely too
That`s why I´m hot 

I´m pretty vacant
I´m pretty fucked
That`s why I`m lonely too
That`s why I´m hot 

Please I just wanna give in
Even in the daylight my heart beats the noise outside
I just wanna live in 
I am buried alive dead alive I´m quite alright
I just wanna give in
Even in the daylight my heart beats the noise outside
I just wanna live

I just wanna give it up on you
I just wanna give in cut me loose
I just wanna give it up on you
I just wanna give in cut me loose

Don`t wake me up what´s left within
Ever since I can think I kill it with gin
Can´t reveal all the fuckin pain
At least we forget eh
At least we forget eh
At least we forget eh
At least we forget

I´m pretty vacant
I´m pretty fucked
That`s why I`m lonely too
That`s why I´m hot

I´m pretty vacant
I´m pretty fucked
That`s why I`m lonely too
That`s why I´m hot

Please I just wanna give in
Even in the daylight my heart beats the noise outside
I just wanna live in 
I am buried alive dead alive I´m quite alright
I just wanna give in
Even in the daylight my heart beats the noise outside
I just wanna live

Enter The Void

Enter the void

ENTER THE VOID [Prod. by MUPPY]

My inside is black and my whole outside´s tinted
Horror pics on my skin telling stories I´m gifted
When I started flexing hoe the whole planet shifted
Now them exes call my phone but I never committed
 
Next this son of a bitch comes crawling like Thriller
He said he saw me on Twitter said my new look is killer
Now you´re watching movies all alone try to act Mac Miller 
Little toy I`m sorry but you were just another filler

Tell em go tell em
His ego gets licked like a lolly pop and I sell em
Tell em go tell em
He in sicko mode cause I compel him

I am MAD HOE
Tell them motherfuckers to get off me
I am MAD HOE I am mad
I am MAD HOE
Shoot them pussy hunters straight like Zombies
I am MAD HOE I am mad
I am MAD HOE
Fuck them 10k groupies like I`m Cosby
I am MAD HOE I am mad
I am MAD HOE
Tell them baby daddies to get the fuck off me

Tricks love my shit they`re down with whatever it is
Down on their knees they begging for one last kiss
Crying for mercy but they were just another journey
Now them suckers make big eyes like creepy hairy Furbies 

They keep cutting bleeding out but I show no compassion aha
I ain`t sorry for them I`m the cause of their depression aha
Wankin´ on my beats like blue movies they ain`t progressing 
In too deep and deep aggression can`t help their obsession  

Tell em go tell em
His ego gets licked like a lolly pop and I sell em
Tell em go tell em
He in sicko mode cause I compel him

I am MAD HOE
Tell them motherfuckers to get off me
I am MAD HOE I am mad
I am MAD HOE
Shoot them pussy hunters straight like Zombies
I am MAD HOE I am mad
I am MAD HOE
Fuck them 10k groupies like I`m Cosby
I am MAD HOE I am mad
I am MAD HOE
Tell them baby daddies to get the fuck off me

Tell your baby daddy to get the fuck off me
Tell your lil brother to leave if he wants me
Tell your b-boys to grow the fuck up
Hell no shit I´ll be giving no fuck

Enter the Void

Mad Hoe

Visual

MAD HOE [Prod. by KILL FVRGO]

Haha ey this is Mimi
This is Mimi Barks
M.I.M.I.M.I. SONIC

Ah imma blue like SONIC
Way too fast like SONIC
They say u can`t catch em all but bitch please I`m on it
I got the juice bitch mixing gin with them tonic
Ghetto roots are chronic call me iconic I´m super SONIC

Ahhhh 
Hoe I`m asking who
Ahhhh
Got the Jamba Juice  (Juice Juice Juice)
Ahhhh
Go and tell your crew  (go and tell them bitch)
Imma smack them baby blue (Ha-ha-ha)
Ahhh 
I got disturbing news (DIE)
Jauuu
Bitch I got the juice (bruuuh)
Barks is way upon it
Feelin super SONIC

Shut down the game Mimi Barks is upon it
Bitches blow chunks we go sky-high like SONIC
They in my cockpit and about to vomit 
If they cannot handle ma shit them suckers get omit

Jamba Juice them hedgehog is my sidekick
Got them haters spiked on chopsticks and they like it
Ey them toys hooked on me like I`m a salt lick
I got the vibes got the ice I`m a wild chick

Ah imma blue like SONIC 
Way too fast like SONIC
They say u can`t catch em all but bitch please I`m on it
I got the juice bitch mixing gin with them tonic
Ghetto roots are chronic call me iconic I´m super SONIC

Ahhhh 
Hoe I`m asking who
Ahhhh
Got the Jamba Juice  (Juice Juice Juice)
Ahhhh
Go and tell your crew  (go and tell them bitch)
Imma smack them baby blue (Ha-ha-ha)
Ahhh 
I got disturbing news (DIE)
Jauuu
Bitch I got the juice (bruuuh)
Barks is way upon it
Feelin super SONIC

(Well) They killed me first and imma take what is mine
Label dicks wanna talk but they don`t wanna sign
Cause them asses scared as fuck they as fake as it gets
Imma sway them with ma glock now watch how real this shit gets

Imma smash ya crew with rave sounds
MUPPY knew that this shit`s gold
RMM knew this chicks bout to blow ring triple 9 after my show

I don't save it i throw it
I really mean it I’m on it
U chill hard with what u got I work my ass straight to the top
This shit is worth to give a fuck
I´m way to hot for majors (BLEH)

ENTER THE VOID

Sonic

SONIC [Prod. by MUPPY]

GERMAN LYRICS:

Swish Stich Stich Stich Stich Stich
Mimi Barks
You´ve chosen Mimi Barks
Pick up your weapons and prepare to fight
Ready. Set. Go (Game Over)

Ich komm in Zeitlupe rein wie der letzte Samurai
Lass sie tanzen schau sie klappen zusammen wie Butterflies 
Keiner dabei dem ich verzeih hau sie zu Staub wie bei Street Fighter 2
Hab euch gewarnt habs euch gesagt komm ich zurück ist hier nichts wies mal war

Bin ein Predator
Du hast gewusst ich räche mich
Bin der Endgegner 
Und du bist nicht mein Level Bitch

Mein Feuerball fokussiert dein Gesicht
Stehst kurz vorm Burnout doch weißt es nicht
In meiner Welt gibt es kein Gericht
In meiner Welt wird dir Gift gespritzt

Ni Hao Bitches Ni Hao Bitches
Ich komme mit KLINGEN & STITCHES
Euer Blut ist mein Lipstick

Ni Hao Bitches Ni Hao Bitches
Ich komme mit KLINGEN & STITCHES
Euer Blut ist mein Lipstick

Ni Hao Bitches Ni Hao Bitches
Ich komme mit KLINGEN & STITCHES
Euer Blut ist mein Lipstick

Ni Hao Bitches Ni Hao Bitches
Ich komme mit KLINGEN & STITCHES
Euer Blut ist mein Lipstick

Fordere dich raus zum Kampf 
Denn du bist echt kein Ehrenmann
Nein du kommst niemals an mich ran
Bitch go pick up your weapons FIGHT

Psycho ich bleib unerkannt
2 coins auf deine Augen dann
Gehts rüber hin zum Fährmann
Are you ready to fuckin´ DIE

Ich wurd als Outcast geborn
Singe dir Lieder von Korn
Hatte schon Alles verlorn
Doch hab euch Rache geschworn (Hahaha)

Es geht Stich Stich Stich Stich Stich Dikka
Du wirst zerlegt wie Tintenfisch Dikka
Die cops sehn nichts nichts nichts nichts nichts Dikka
Denn ich swish swish wisch dich weg Dikka

Ni Hao Bitches Ni Hao Bitches
Ich komme mit KLINGEN & STITCHES
Euer Blut ist mein Lipstick

Ni Hao Bitches Ni Hao Bitches
Ich komme mit KLINGEN & STITCHES
Euer Blut ist mein Lipstick

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ENGLISH LYRICS:


Swish Stich Stich Stich Stich Stich
Mimi Barks
You´ve chosen Mimi Barks
Pick up your weapons and prepare to fight
Ready. Set. Go (Game Over)

I arrive in slow motion like the last samurai
Let them dance look they fold up like butterflies
I won't show mercy to no one. I´ll turn them into dust like Street Fighter 2
I warned you I told you. Once I am back nothing will be like it was before

I am a Predator
You knew I would get my revenge
I am the final boss
And you're not my level bitch

My fireball is focussing on your face 
You're so close to burning out but you don't know it yet 
In my world there is no court
In my world you'll get poison injected 

Ni Hao Bitches Ni Hao Bitches
I come over with my BLADES & STITCHES 
Your blood is my lipstick

Ni Hao Bitches Ni Hao Bitches
I come over with BLADES & STITCHES
Your blood is my lipstick

Ni Hao Bitches Ni Hao Bitches
I come over with BLADES & STITCHES
Your blood is my lipstick

Ni Hao Bitches Ni Hao Bitches
I come over with BLADES & STITCHES
Your blood is my lipstick

I dare you to fight me
Cause you ain't no man of honor 
No you won't ever come close to me 
Bitch go pick up your weapons FIGHT

Psycho I will stay disguised
Two coins on your eyes and then
I’ll send you to the ferryman
Are you ready to fuckin' DIE?

I was born as an outcast
Sing you songs from Korn
I already lost everything
But I swore I´d get my revenge

It goes stitch stitch stitch stitch Dikka 
You'll get chopped like octopus Dikka 
The cops see nothin´ nothin´ nothin´ Dikka
Cause I swish swish wipe you away Dikka

Ni Hao Bitches Ni Hao Bitches
I come over with BLADES & STITCHES
Your blood is my lipstick

Ni Hao Bitches Ni Hao Bitches
I come over with BLADES & STITCHES
Your blood is my lipstick

Klingen & Stitches

KLINGEN & STITCHES [Prod. by KILL FVRGO]

video https://youtu.be/C17NvHEfjkI

I don ́t understand what they mean when they say
That I`ll be okay I ́m broken in pieces
The hate in my head is insane got shocks in my brain
But they won ́t make me speechless

These pills in my hands for the pain I throw em away
I do what It takes to feel deepness
With ache in my chest skin so pale
I ́m no more myself I ́m drawn to the evil

Shatter my kaleidoscope
Breach me like no one before
I don ́t count the stabs no more
Push me down and break me more

Show me that I ́m none but dirt
I ain ́t bleeding I ain ́t hurt
One more word and bitch I swear
You will get what you deserve

Take a look in my eyes. Can you see THE DARK?
Now you know something ain ́t right. Can you feel THE DARK?
Take a look in my eyes. Can you see THE DARK?
Now you know something ain ́t right. Can you feel THE DARK?

I gravitate to a world in between
I feel so goddamn cold and I don ́t know what that means
First I laughed then I fell and felt nothing at all
Then I realised my heart got replaced by a hole

He smelled that I ́m weak
He knew that I ́d be good prey
Down on my knees
He did me like it should be

If god is with me, what made me turn to a goat
If I don ́t believe in him why would he believe in my soul
If god is with me, what made me turn to a goat
If I don ́t believe in him why would he believe in my soul
If god is with me, what made me turn to a goat
If I don ́t believe in him why would he believe in my soul
If god is with me, what made me turn to a goat
If I don ́t believe in him why would he believe in my soul

Take a look in my eyes

Take a look in my eyes
bleh.
 
Between the devil and the deep blue sea
I found myself a place to be
A world as dark as my heart
My pulse rate has stopped

Between the devil and the deep blue sea
I found myself a place to be
Way beyond what human eyes can see
And I swear I´ll take you with me

The Dark

THE DARK  [Prod. by MUPPY]

YouTube   https://youtu.be/8bfndiRI068

Attention please
You fuckin cunt
Listen

You´re just a TRANSIENT in my life work
I got no time to show you how my mind works
I got no love to show you, Griffith Berserk
Line up they all want a bump I make ur nose bleed, I make your nose bleed
I make ur nose bleed, I make your nose bleed

TRANSIENT

All em fukkbois creeping "you´re so fly"
Stacks up on your records but got no style
Keep u in my leg lock till your last sigh 
If he comin to my city it is knife crime 

U like punk is out smh go fuck yourself
Painting your clothes to hide the Primark tag
It’s a no brainer, I don´t fuck with waste 
Still u jumping on ya dick think u might get a taste

Rejection bitch, I learned it from my father you can call it quits
Caption this, I see you getting nervous I can smell the piss
Ain´t got no time for this, throw a fukkboi in my circle pit
M.I.M.I.M.I. the brand new era Nemesis 

Imma imma heard ya talking with some new friends bitch
Yeah em acting like they know me but they don´t know shit
All em peasants so damn phoney go and cut your wrists
All em groupies shut the fuck up I don´t need ya
Imma imma heard ya talking with some new friends bitch
Yeah em acting like they know me but they don´t know shit
All em peasants so damn phoney go and cut your wrists
All em groupies shut the fuck up I don´t need ya (Snitch snitch)

You Wayne you Wayne
Cannot even pronounce ya fuckin name
You bastard tryna try me
Can’t match me and my god damn pain
Got nottin to say u way too sane      
That´s why ya music fake as fuck, cannot relate
You on ya universe shit, I am the Universe, bitch
Kneel the fuck down and beg for forgiveness you trick
Nuit, Queen of Space, continuous one of heaven
U a snake tryna seek my shelter, no 11
Because!? 
Because is dead
If you compete with me you´ll wish you´d be better of dead
I hear you weeping, so what are you afraid of hä?
Better keep the lights on, I said better keep the lights on

Imma imma heard ya talking with some new friends bitch
Yeah em acting like they know me but they don´t know shit
All em peasants so damn phoney go and cut your wrists
All em groupies shut the fuck up I don´t need ya
Imma imma heard ya talking with some new friends bitch
Yeah em acting like they know me but they don´t know shit
All em peasants so damn phoney go and cut your wrists
All em groupies shut the fuck up I don´t need ya

You can go fuck yourself with your Dick Pic
I´m gonna slice it off cause I´m sick sick
Drive by skur skur Pussy Wagon whip whip
Trunk full weapons cause boi I´m lit lit

But u won´t get a taste
So lemme get this straight you are not my game
The only drip u got is when you salivate 
Over me in the shower look what u became

Transient

Mimi Barks - TRANSIENT

Lyrics;
Fistfuls of blood
Red smears across my face
Like what you got?
Now bear it with grace

I did you wrong you payed the price
One life long means too much time
All night long I hear you cry
You can ́t stand a love like mine

What a pitiful sound
Of such a beautiful soul
Imma make ya mouth shut
With words so damn cold

What a paralyzing show
I ́m about to blow
This dawg deserves to die
I make em puppies cry

Is it love or is it pain
ERROR ERROR inside my brain
Imma pour em down the drain
Call it love I call it pain

Is it love or is it pain
ERROR all over my brain
Imma pour them down the drain
Call it love but don ́t complain

Your face in cold blood stain
Imma drive em boiz insane
Make them com and go again
They won ́t buck my rusty chain chain chain chain

Don ́t we all look better jaded
You must see your time has faded
Do what I must I got bred that way
A life so short and no god to pray

Is it love or is it pain
ERROR ERROR inside my brain
Imma pour em down the drain
Call it love I call it pain

Is it love or is it pain
ERROR all over my brain
Imma pour them down the drain
Call it love but don ́t complain

You ́re depending on me you hopeless stray stray stray
I am the haunt and you ́re my pray pray pray
Fill me up with novocaine
But you ́ll never heal my pain

You ́re so innocent
I hate that It ends
You digged way too deep
So imma make you sleep

Sleep with the fishes
Chop you up in inches
No time for wishes
Pisces the fishes

Error

Mimi Barks - ERROR  [Prod. by MUPPY]

Original Version

Lightin 100 dutchies like I´m in The Hague
Blow smoke up my ass like it must be fake
Smell a cunt on 100 yards like he be fish cake 
I don’t pay for clubs I do get payed for fuck sake 
 
Chains like KitKat culture class from overseas 
If he ain’t with that get this trick tied on a leash
Cry baby cry for me. Pass out shawdy die for me 
I´m no good for nobody I´m no good for your body 
 
Cross the street with my eyes closed
Walkin through life like i´m comatose
Spendin my mind on an overdose
Wastin no time on a goddamn hoe 
 
Cross the street with my eyes closed
Walkin through life like i´m comatose
Spendin my mind on an overdose
Wastin no time on a goddamn hoe 
 
BIG ASS CHAINS  
Make a fukkboi wanna die for me
Big Ass Chains
Make a fukkboi wanna cry
 
BIG ASS CHAINS  
Make a fukkboi wanna die for me
Big Ass Chains
It´s an eye for an eye
 
Like oh
U caught me on that low 
Jau
U caught me on that low
 
I got em toys on their knees ah
Lined up like sheep
Now they feeling the heat
I´m a slayer baby 
I got em toys on their knees ah
Lined up like sheep
Now they feeling the heat
I´m a slayer baby 
 
BIG ASS CHAINS  
Make a fukkboi wanna die for me
Big Ass Chains
Make a fukkboi wanna cry
 
BIG ASS CHAINS  
Make a fukkboi wanna die for me
Big Ass Chains
It´s an eye for an eye
 
BIG ASS CHAINS  
Make a fukkboi wanna die for me
Big Ass Chains
Make a fukkboi wanna cry
 
BIG ASS CHAINS  
Make a fukkboi wanna die for me
Big Ass Chains
It´s an eye for an eye

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