Tracks // originals, collabs, flips, remixes and bootlegs

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Lyrics: 
Why do I fail when I aim to succeed?
Only finding wealth when all hope leaves.

Now slowly at the top of my game,
pushing through my struggles, 
I can never be the same.

I've crippled my innocence on this road
unrecognizable, it's so far gone.
Thinking that my mirrors can ease the pain
Cracking my surface all over again.

Why do I fail when I aim to succeed?
Only finding wealth when all hope leaves.

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Lyrics by Merilynd & Mindswitch

never be the same (feat. Merilynd)

This track of Kelly Clarkson has held a special place in my heart when I was younger. I've always felt it could have a more energetic approach. Lately I found myself coming back to it and giving it a drum'n'bass spin. 
Hope you enjoy!

Behind These Hazel Eyes (mindswitch flip)

Alternatively titled "Last walk with an old friend".
This track is dedicated to my dearest friend Henri, who sadly passed away in the beginning of this year. 
Just a few days before his departure, we were up all night, sending tunes back-and-forth to eachother, giving feedback and sharing the joys and excitement of our creations. 

This was the track that I started that night. 
Henri was one of the reasons I've been on this musical journey of mine, supporting and guiding me through. We organized events together and found ways to support ourselves both financially and emotionally through music from our early teenage years. 
Although you have departed this reality, your memory lives within me. 
Until we meet again, my dear friend and companion in this life. May your soul be at ease. 
🩵

empty streets

I started this track on my birthday, I think it was the year 2022 or 2023. It has been sitting in my drive for a while. 

I'm home while writing this, trying to recover from a humbling pneumonia, thinking of all the things I adore in this life. Making and listening to music has always been one of the few things that has comforted me in these tough times. I've realized that I cannot hold these tracks with me and it's time to release these oldies in one way or another. 

Thanks for reading and listening to my inner thoughts. I hope you find solace in them.

attention deficit

lazy day

everything feels like a fever dream lately

the heart wants what it wants

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