i close my eyes, but i can still see their broken faces

I know you want to hear that but why would you do that to someone that's always thought you were too good for them. 

forget everything else. why would you do that in the first place? 

at the same time I know it's my fault I just don't understand 

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hyperpop enthusiast 
sextrance slut

I should be of this world to which I am now opposed by my whole consciousness and my whole insistence upon familiarity. This ridiculous reason is what sets me apart to all creation

Abject human existence unfolds in a void of purpose, trapped in the relentless cycle of insignificance and despair. Life's meaning, elusive and fleeting, renders the human journey a futile pursuit of ephemeral happiness in a universe indifferent to its anguish.

The stars the sky... It's all a gigantic hoax. A lie.

i close my eyes, but i can still see their broken faces

mindvacy