emo summer https://soundcloud.com/ogeli916/sets/emo-summer

ogeli x deathbed - shecryin (prod. pekarot)

Why I keep wondering when’s my time 
Cause at this point I don’t even care if I die 
Why I don’t even listen cause everything you say just sounds like a lie 
Just sounds like a lie 

I might just go and ruin my life 
Taking all these drugs only way I can sleep through the night 
Lately I feel like I been stuck in my mind 
Lying in my bed thinking about the lies that you said 

I do this for my daughter 
So In the night she don’t have to hear us holler
Looking at my friend group
An it’s only getting smaller 

But my worries getting larger 
Want to be the best man I can 
Yeah I cant fail as a father 
No I can’t fail as a father 

Wanted to be the one you needed 
I was struggling by myself 
Still you act like you can’t see me 
I guess I don’t need no one else 
So I never ask for help 
Guess I never needed no one else 
So I’ll never ask for help 

Why I keep wondering when’s my time 
Cause at this point I don’t even care if I die 
Why I don’t even listen cause everything you say just sounds like a lie 
Just sounds like a lie 

Most days I wake up and I wish I didn’t 
Feel like I’m in a competition but of course I’m never winning 
Tired of this love shit 
I guess I just don’t get it 
That’s probably why I never get it 

You turned around stabbed my back and left me out to die 
Still I wish I had you by my side 
And I just don’t know why 
I just don’t know why 
Time flies with you on my mind 
So time flys

Wishing things wasn’t the way they were 
It’s never perfect in the beginning 
And that’s just where we were 
But we couldn’t make it work 
And I guess now it’s for sure 
Guess I got what I deserved 
Sorry that I bothered you
And gotten on your nerves 

Thought I’ve been through heartbreaks 
But this one really hurts 
Got me feeling like it’s my first 
Cause this one’s  been the worst 
Yeah this one’s been the worst 
I give up on this love search 
cause I think that’s it’s been cursed 

Why I keep wondering when’s my time 
Cause at this point I don’t even care if I die 
Why I don’t even listen cause everything you say just sounds like a lie 
Just sounds like a lie 

I might just go and ruin my life 
Taking all these drugs only way I can sleep through the night 
Lately I feel like I been stuck in my mind 
Lying in my bed thinking about the lies that you said 

I do this for my daughter 
So In the night she don’t have to hear us holler
Looking at my friend group
An it’s only getting smaller 

But my worries getting larger 
Want to be the best man I can 
Yeah I cant fail as a father 
No I can’t fail as a father 

Wanted to be the one you needed 
I was struggling by myself 
Still you act like you can’t see me 
I guess I don’t need no one else 
So I never ask for help 
Guess I never needed no one else 
So I’ll never ask for help 

Why I keep wondering when’s my time 
Cause at this point I don’t even care if I die 
Why I don’t even listen cause everything you say just sounds like a lie 
Just sounds like a lie 

Most days I wake up and I wish I didn’t 
Feel like I’m in a competition but of course I’m never winning 
Tired of this love shit 
I guess I just don’t get it 
That’s probably why I never get it 

You turned around stabbed my back and left me out to die 
Still I wish I had you by my side 
And I just don’t know why 
I just don’t know why 
Time flies with you on my mind 
So time flys

Wishing things wasn’t the way they were 
It’s never perfect in the beginning 
And that’s just where we were 
But we couldn’t make it work 
And I guess now it’s for sure 
Guess I got what I deserved 
Sorry that I bothered you
And gotten on your nerves 

Thought I’ve been through heartbreaks 
But this one really hurts 
Got me feeling like it’s my first 
Cause this one’s  been the worst 
Yeah this one’s been the worst 
I give up on this love search 
cause I think that’s it’s been cursed

I don’t even care

Don’t feel my pain

offthecliff(push me) prod. sir.ivanii

scraps

featuring @xxemosceneangelxx
prod. by @13senpai

call me david blaine

sheets stained red (ft. lord wavy)

Recorded this track in my schools studio. Featuring Vocals from my beautiful friend Faith :)

BongWater ft. Faith

more than broken (prod. wrxst)

hella bands

Checkmate – COLOR BREATHING (FT. HEADS)

South Flower (Ft JiT $hawty)

Massachusetts based independent recording artist.

BongWater ft. Faith

Minimal Sanity