performed, written, & produced by me @mental
featuring @blxty

[mental]
i could never hate u
doesnt matter what u do
i know that u hate me
usually i hate me too
tired of complaining
but idk what else to do
tired of explaining
every wrong move i choose

feels like ive lost every reason
nobody else to believe in
think ive got too many secrets
so i keep sleeping and dreaming
that once for a change i could feel something else
and it pains me to stay with the cards ive been dealt
i could keep moving forwards and look for some help
but id rather exist with just u and myself <3

[blxty]
so bby tell me what hits harder den my words
i'm sick n tired of explaining so u first
i still cant find it so i cant tell u my worth
so bby would tell me would u feel the same..
if u were hurt
Like wud it work?
wud u find me useful?
or wud i b like dirt?
and maybe it's just a process
One that i can not process
bang my head n the wall
and u wont tell me i lost it
pls jus tell me i lost it

https://open.spotify.com/album/5dkyRFb1yJPEI0MDEtQi8v?si=7obS22PkQE-X6LH4oxsTHA

after you feat blxty

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1bkLq1El7Alhh05uTrIBCQ?si=yjNBH0WzT2y2GhO5SQRUGQ&dl_branch=1
song :> with friends :) awesome
@psych
@blackwinterwells
@prodsoma

chance w/ psych & blackwinterwells (soma)

tongue tied + mitsu (shinju kojo)

https://open.spotify.com/track/6mJgvJBf1meJLILXl8dlZX?si=6c8213215f2a4ab0

@lovesickxo @care4u @9s0uls
prod. @y4ndere
art. care & 9souls

lyrics:

(lovesickxo)
i understand im talking to the wall
and i got tears i start to bawl
i cannot see at all
my faith is crashing down
and my walls
are caving in

(9souls)
you push I break 
i wish I'd take 
your advice 
when things don't go my way 
one step forward 
two steps backwards
break these walls
to show what I'm after 

honest I wish I was alright 
i need a better frame of mind 
I'll find it in due time 
behind these walls I feel so blind

(care)
take my hand 
and hold it tight
runaway w me from here 
dont look at whats behind
those words i take em back 
should've never said them
because u left me all alone 
was it all just pretend ?

Spotify

lovesickxo, care, & 9souls - crashing down (yandere)

i’ve been doing these drugs way too much all i ever fucking dream about is your touch
had my ex bitch leave for a new crush said im not fine but it’s all love

baby im a demon but i still got my halo im not fine but it’s fine i got you though
crazy bout this feeling i can see you with my eyes closed
i just wanna feel you but im hollow

we could turn this room into a palace me and you drinking blood from a chalice 
and im taking all these pills as an outlet asking me if i will ever stop like no i doubt it

life was such a nightmare then you saved me new girl bad but she fragile like a daisy
no one else can compare you’re amazing oh you got me down bad fucking drive me crazy
i try so hard give and take i’ve felt love but now it’s hate 
i’ve been bad that’s the past your love will never last

not as lonely as i used to be three gram blunt come talk to me
don’t tell me please don’t ask me why i put my life here on the line

i wont lie baby yeah you got me feeling like theres magic
romeo and juliet but we’re not ending tragic
you just took my breath away im feeling asthmatic 
now i rot away inside my room like it’s a casket

nightmare (shinju x garasu)

let go of me ft. mint「kojo」

help me [prod. senses]

your friend (horizon)

"ego death" feat ZS

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wjaCJyjlyvM

wells + 8485 - weathered (tmorave) [video in description]

w/ @emotionals
prod. @mkne
art. me
[Lyricss] Halo:
I crash - You fall
You're gone  - My fault :/

i dont even know if i feel human
seein an illusion       
lookin' in the mirror seems confusing O_o
  
sleeping all the time like i dont wanna get noticed
I live in my mind but im thinking that its broken 
maybe im alright maybe i just need to focus
i wont evn lie, thinkin all of this is pointless ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

reaching forward to touch the sky
I try forgetting this awful life.
If you could see me you'd understand why
Why I feel like I'm half-alive

Emo:
I don't know why, but I feel like this
Tryna get a hit, but I only miss
Tryna tell myself it was never meant
Tryna rewind but I cant fix it
Just say your sorry
Turnaround fast like ferrari
If you miss me - not sorry
If you text me - im ignoring
I hope you think of me
Sometimes when you can't sleep
I'll show up in your dreams
Know you'll remember me
And you're still mad - But I love that <3
Tryna change that - Can't go back
I wish I knew why
But you're still on my mind -.-

Half Alive w/ emotionals (maknae)

Hey there,
I'm Mint.

Insta: mint.btl

mail: deleganced@web.de

https://linktr.ee/mint.btl?utm_source=linktree_profile_share&ltsid=02e0ec4d-ee38-4ace-aeae-7ad72739a428