inspo by jane remover 
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lyrics: so tell my why all these feelings keep holding me down
and everytime i try to talk i cant make a sound
and everywhere i go i always feel so down
i walk away in the dark
im falling right into the ground
bby im so done w/ u
n ur lies i see right thru
im moving 10 steps back
n now i cant move forward
n i get stabbed in the back
cant take this sh*t no more

n i cannot move on
istg im feeling so numb
i rly wish i wasn't so dumb
this is no fun
this is no fun
this is no fun 
this is no fun

this is no fun(prod. yandere)

@prod_death
@minteaness

https://www.instagram.com/minteaness/
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♡︎ ARTIST STATEMENT://
i wd go Thru Mountains to get2u..

p.s,, melodic piece @ the end by Moi \(^....^)/

(( lyrics ))

washed up on the shoreline
I fought a thousand monsters
and would face a thousand more
just to see u smile like u did
take my hand just like u did
cry on my shoulder like u did
touch my face just like u did

i’d move any mountain
and brave many storms 
just to be here w u once again ^_^

i don’t wanna leave
this paradise we created 
inside of our dreams
it hurts way too much
i can never let go
this feeling tht lingers around in my <3

now we’re 2000 miles
away from it all
you’re everything to me
plz don’t leave my arms tonight

and w fractured bones
i limp around the city
trying to recover what I have once lost

**northern cold - catchingyourclouds mini c0ver uwu**

have i ever told the story
how evry Sunday
i’d walk thru the city
and thru the alleyways
and one day while walking
i met a man
and he said the cards he held were not in his plan
he told me a story abt his old life
and how everyone he loved left him w a knife
in his back and 
his story was so clear to see
this man reflected on what happened to me

elysian [+ death]

elysian (death)

eternal +9souls (hiyori)

AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G6QgdJQWQV4

(cboy):

 i just wanna feel again
everytime i walk thru the door i feel my throat tighten
air is radiating in my lungs
feel like im poisoned 
getting up so early none of this was ever really planned
same old shit like everyday 
i wake up just to go to bed 
i dont have a purpose so i tried to fit you right in 
none of it will even really last cause im worth nothin 
i dont have a purpose thats what i say for attention

ill say what i want cause i know noones listening
i started taking medicine then i got addicted
i dont even really know if i can ever fit in 
cause i got so much free time im 
spitting nonsense

(owtiss):

i've been chilling living in different realities 
every time u open up it always saddens me 
what goes on in ur head
dont know what i could say
always bearing the pain
i wish i could relate
i dont know a single thing about u
cant help but worry that just what i do
cuz u kno that i always care about u
but idk what i should do

(cboy):

i just wanna feel again
everytime i walk thru the door i feel my throat tighten
air is radiating in my lungs
feel like im poisoned 
getting up so early none of this was ever really planned
same old shit like everyday 
i wake up just to go to bed 
i dont have a purpose so i tried to fit you right in 
none of it will even really last cause im worth nothin 
i dont have a purpose thats what i say for attention

Purpose

purpose w/ owtiss (MaxOTT)


@remiliaxd
@kyxtsnxwy

@prodarisu 
@oiwassupp



me
all the things that i been thru
wake up another day, feeling brand new
i gave you my heart, you tore it to pieces
and i couldn't believe it, but
i guess thats how things go
thought i had you, you slipped out of my hand
and all the time we spent, went to waste
i can't recall the things, that i said
and its all my fault, that how it is

@remiliaxd
that's how it is, falling to pieces
falling to my own thoughts, it hurts
yeah i said "i don't need it," but i still need it
and i guess that's how it is again
i hold you close, now i'm falling to pieces again
again, let my heart go
to think i'd lose it all again

@kyxtsnxwy
imma lose it all again
demons in my head
i know they wont let me live, i know
you held so many pain, now you’re cold
i’ll keep reminding you, i wont go away
i will take away your pain
no matter how things go, im always here to stay
if ever you need space, i’ll wait anyway
i know i live in hell, but i’ll take you to holy place

me + @remiliaxd
all the things that i been thru
wake up another day, feeling brand new
i gave you my heart, you tore it to pieces
and i couldn't believe it, but
i guess thats how things go

how things go
heart froze
heart hurts and it's frozen like the snow
let go
i know
i know that my heart is set in stone



Spotify

how things go + remilia & kishi (arisu oiwa)

featuring @kyxtsnxwy x @1kidsora x @muieternal
prod. @tores x @jichuuu

@akasukii
i dont wanna be alone
i dont wanna play pretend
that im okay without u
that this isnt the end
i dont wanna face the night
with no one to hold me tight
i dont wanna be alone
i dont wanna be on my own
tell me where did we go wrong?
how did we fall apart?
was it something i did something i said?
or was it written from the start?
i dont wanna be alone
i dont wanna play pretend
that im okay without you
that this isnt the end
i dont wanna face the night
with no one to hold me tight
i dont wanna be alone
i dont wanna be on my own

@kyxtsnxwy
i dont wanna be on my own
left me in the snow, its freezing and its cold
i know
please hold me tight closely
im right here by my lonely
it feels like u disowned me
im right here at the start again

lets please start again
all that im feeling is the feeling of dread
bullet be straight to my head
feeling like nothing im better off dead
all of the things that u said
hurting my soul, baby, im falling apart
take out my heart
baby its nothing its just all scars

@1kidsora
all i ever needed was presence
all i ever needed was essence
i know im learning lessons
but, im still overthinking blessings
im trynna geek & i'm posted with Jayy
all that she care about is what i make
so- imma just pray
i dont know how much more i'll take
of this- of this
she bid me farewell
with a silent kiss
of this- of this-
u all know i cant miss-

@muieternal
i think ive had enough
u said u'd have our love
the distance in ur touch
i'd never hate so much 

u promised on ur word
now i cant make this alone
ruminating this thought
leave this love in a knot

pretend w/kishi, kid sora + mui [tores x jichu]

ft @blxty prod @gnde @juuzou
Track 6 - SELF DISCONNECT: https://open.spotify.com/track/4P5iQWTPjL3sEbM6AmTIM9?si=8ac8bc00fd6646e6

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Uploaded on SoundCloud @ Jan 15, 2025
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[miraie]
tear a part of my face, now im bleeding
feeling down, lost my voice cause im screaming
fall apart, lost my hope, think im dying
im all alone, your name reciting
breaking down, in the void, i am gone, lost my soul
memory, on rewind, it's not fine, lost control
you were part of me, how do i cope?
stuck in the dark... no way to go...

[blxty]
im so stuck, idk where to go
you're in a rush, i dont want u to know me
you're my warmth when i feel so cold
i love u, i just want u to know... oh
tell me do you love me?
i could say you're the reason im alive
tell me is it something? oh
i could say you're the reason im alive

[hook]

[miraie]
and every time im hurt, i try to pay no mind
but the memories pull me back every time
wish i told u sooner that everything will be fine
wish i kept u closer baby please just 1 last time
now it's all gone
everything went wrong
but it is okay
deep down it's not okay
now my heart's gone
it's why i write this song
it is okay to not be okay
wish i told u sooner that everything will be fine
wish i kept u closer baby please just 1 last time
now it's all gone, everything went wrong
everything went wrong
everything went wrong
wrong-

SELF DISCONNECT

it is okay to not be okay

Spotify ❤️‍🩹

it is okay to not be okay +blxty (grandee + juuzou)

i got a spotify now!!

prod. @bothhappyandsad @seoulisms 
ty wallflower for awsom beat :D

send biteki some love for the amv

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you say you dont mind
baby, if i fuck it up
(you) gotta promise you wont hate me 
till tomorrow, tell me love
i dont need anything else
cos you’re already who i love
dont let me stay by myself
cos ive been all outta luck

yeah im whispering my heart out
you dont know all that i go through
to reach you till i black out
and i come back to my senses
see these fucking faces
they welcome back my self doubt again

why wont i make sense
now ur tryna frame me
i wont take the blame baby
you js lit a flame yeah
girl what do you mean yeah 
what are we to be 
if we aint one and the same

love (wallflower, seoul)

solo :3

nobody else to cry for
you dont know that i wanted you before
let it go n im so lost now
was i 2 slow
turn off 
forget it noww ur not who i know of
fall off, say what, now i have nobody else to cry for

never feel again
once i fell into your arms
ive never felt the same

you wont follow through again
i guess now its the end
i guess now this is the end
	
wym we’re days apart
rest on me, ur flawless heart
breathe and heal my coldest scars
wished i told you from the start
its like time went way too fast
hold my breath till its my last
hate me? you dont make me laugh
baby you cut me in half

2slow (me)

He stood there quiet, shoulders tight,
afraid of wrong, afraid of light.
The world around him spoke too loud —
I felt the echo of that crowd.

The fear to fail, the need to hide,
the ache that builds from deep inside —
I knew the weight beneath his skin,
I used to break the same way in.

⸻


All the eyes that judge too fast,
all the years I carried past —
and something soft inside me said:
Stay kind, stay calm, stay one step ahead.

⸻


So we sweep the static from our days,
gently clearing harsher ways.
You raise your guard, I raise a smile —
I’ve walked that tension for a while.

No need to win, no need to boast,
just spark and shadow, both so close.
We sweep the static, slow and clean —
the quiet strength we rarely see.

⸻


He learned the world in fragments small,
too many rules, too many walls.
And I remembered how it felt
to bend myself for someone else.

So I stayed steady, stayed sincere,
not too close and not too near.
Sometimes the kindest thing we do
is show another: I’ve been you.

⸻


Maybe grace is quiet fire,
a softer shape of true desire.
A gentle voice in darker times —
where comfort slips between the lines.

⸻

So we sweep the static from our days,
soft reflections, subtle ways.
You guard your heart, I guard the room —
to give your voice a little room.

No need to win, no need to boast,
just spark and shadow, almost close.
We sweep the static, slow and clean —
the strength we learn from what we’ve been.

⸻


Not here to lead, not here to teach,
just here to meet where hearts can reach.
A softer world begins inside —
the kind we never had in sight.

⸻


So we sweep the static from the air,
your quiet fear, my softened stare.
Two different stories, same old ache —
still choosing warmth in what we make.

Raise all your storms — I’ll stay beside,
no judgment left, no wounded pride.
We sweep the static, spark and ghost —
the gentleness we need the most.

What We Carry Quietly

Where the Little Wings Cry” is a soft Celtic fantasy ballad filled with warmth, magic and tenderness.
A gentle tale of trust between a forest spirit and the small creature who cries on her shoulder.
Soft vocals, dreamy atmosphere and a touch of ancient Celtic and Nordic mysticism — like a whispered story carried by the wind through an enchanted forest.

elysian (death)

minty