production: 6/5/24 - 7/14/24 :3c

after a whole month of jamming tracks together, i've got this done!! i do hope you enjoy it! i feel like i worked hard on it! which might be a good thing! or a bad thing?? idk :0cccc

a lot of the song choices were either based on songs from my childhood, teenhood, or whatever came to my mind during this process. theres also little kamen rider tidbits here n there bc i cant help myself ahahaha

castle?? in the sky?? it's more likely than you think

bïtchës snippet

PRODUCED BY ProdKult

FAUXCUS: https://linktr.ee/FAUXCUS
SHXLO: https://soundcloud.com/shxlo

LYRICS:

FAUXCUS:
what’s it mean when i’ve seen you in my dreams again
a glimpse into the little life that we could’ve lead
but now you’re just a fleeting thought that i’ve seen a lot i never gave a shit until you took a shot my legs are locked

and now im running running spinning i got vertigo 
some time has passed and now im left with nothing left to show
and now i know im never dealing with her shit again
you left me crawling from the grave back from the dead

where did you go
you’ve left me running running running around
no choice
sold my soul to never see the ground
but now i’m crumbling to an ice cold meltdown
what’s the deal cause i haven’t seen you ‘round our town

and now i’m waking up my body shaking
my words had been mistaken
if i could have another chance i’d tell you what it’s taken
so much energy lost to a lost cause
cant speak girl i’m stuck with a locked jaw
devoted life to an image of one with you
i’d like a notion of where your heads at too

where did you go
it hasn’t been the same ever since you left
new place
new kicks but i’m bereft now
i really wish that we could sit and work things out
what’s the deal
cause i haven’t got a damn clue how
where did you go
you’ve left me running running running around
no choice
sold my soul to never see the ground
but now i’m crumbling to an ice cold meltdown
what’s the deal cause i haven’t seen you ‘round our town
and now i know im ever anybody’s first choice

SHXLO:
ice cold heart i caught your bad flu 
cant think when im living without you 
never change when i’m breaking my soul hues 
count our days cause we’re far and they’re so few 
always looking for ways to rid my past 
you should enjoy it cause it might be my last 
where would you go i got a second home with you in my arms 
same brain still leaking to my shallow heart 
now i could say the same about you and we’re falling apart 
think its ugly but our lives were always meant to be hard 
where is my soul it always disappears when you say goodbye 
same bones still rattle till the end of night 
i made decisions that’ll lead me to the end of the line 
new beginnings never resonate im fooling my mind

Thank you for listening!

VERTIGO feat. SHXLO

E PAIN DEM GENG (MAZZA 2.0)

"An angel is kicked out of a false heaven..."

August 1st, 2024 - April 3rd, 2025

it took about 9 months to take 30 beats, filter that down to 6 Tracks, and somehow end up with only one half from that pile. I wish things went more smoothly as I had intended to finish and release this EP back at the end of Last Year, however, getting evicted, having to move and deal with another person around in their apartment is, frankly, frustrating.

I thank everyone for putting up with me while I was working on this EP, idk If I'll finish the other half, we are supposed to move again soon, idk when, idk where, and while hopefully I'll finally be getting my own room again at that point, idk if the feeling of Cyanometer will remain

I also thank you if you give this a listen, I really tried putting my heart into it, as much as I could, and hopefully next release I'm able to put more of my heart in that, be it musically, artistically whatever, 

again things aren't good rn, I don't have my own room to live in , to do art, to do music in and the experience I've had bc of this has made me miss... loving people? loving friends? loving in general? i'm not really sure how to articulate my feelings...

I just hope things get better. for you and me both. 

Kelsey

Ararat

Lo-files

drwn.vvv

TOTORI (LEAKED)

a track im working on for another EP, its gonna be more of a lowkey, vibe-y EP compared to what I was doing on Cyanometer (the other three B-sides will come out in the end of December!! 

it felt better to show something as I have been sleeping on too much stuff hahah
also subject to change too lol 

LYRICS: 
The structure 
Is failing…
Why do you even try?

To keep it
Stable….
You’re gonna make me cry…

“The Family
Must Remain…
No matter how hard they pry”

But don’t you?
Get it?
It was only a matter of time…

Before they 
Stood up
for everyone and themselves

And I know, that I was always in the wrong
But theres nothing like digging your shoes in the cement...

cement_demo

天堂不欠你, 

“”Side project”” (anything that I don’t feel fits the main)
If you find this congratulations hahaha

castle?? in the sky?? it's more likely than you think

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