bridge needs rerecording 💁🏻‍♀️

i'm blood bound to
the moon
i was meant to
play among the stars
one day here
and i'm gone too soon
but you can't stop
what's already started
cuz you could
never save me,
when a voice beckons me
in the night...

let go,
let go,
breathe in
breathe out

i'm out of my head,
what to say?
i need to get over it
but i cant 
i'm losing my grip
and my heart
it can't stop
playin the memories
that just won't stay dead

cut me open
see what's inside
watch my guts
they leak and writhe
on bloody knees
as i begin to kneel
god, tell me how
to feel

when everything 
decays
but i remain 
the same
do the scavengers 
hear me
scratching, crying, pleading 
from the grave
moribund, i 
waste away
bound to the dirt
and skies of gray
my bones are a
weapon
my body
a temple
you plunder
and desecrate

for a bunch
of pharisees
who see nothing 
but their needs
can't you sense 
that they're lying
they'll all eventually
leave us to bleed

do you hear the
bells ringing?
i can hear the
vultures praying...
and they're praying for me

"get out of your head
what to say
you need to get over it."
but i can't 
i'm losing my grip
and my heart
can't stop
playin the memories
that just won't stay dead

blessed be

would you not kill
to see me naked,
to lay prostrate
in your bed
ready and aching
for you to take
control over me?
bind my hands,
bleed me dry,
string me high
burn my clothes
and blind my eyes
tear my skin
eat my flesh
rip my heart
right out my chest...
and watch it bleed
for you.

as i hear the whisper
in the winds...
say it's the
beginning of the end...

cut me open
see what's inside
watch my guts
they leak and writhe
on bloody knees,
you pray
as i lay
to die...
what a delicious
sacrifice.

child of the moon (almost complete vocal demo)

man in the machine

I Could Be Forever

Punish

Charli XCX - Sympathy is a Knife featuring Ariana Grande (EASYFUN Remix) [Zephyr Extended Edit]

Preacher's Daughter by Ethel Cain, but instead of heading "West", she headed to the underground rave scene in Prague.

All IDs can be found on the track-by-track album version on my profile, along with credit to all other artists I have mashed up with or used remixes from.

Of course, all praise goes to @mothercain and her team! None of this is monetised and this is just a fun little passion project for me. pls dont copywrite me :)

Club Cain: The Full Album Mix

This took way too long to drop.
Thanks to Zelo for producing this fire beat and to TKS and JiJi for enriching the track with their performances!

"Answer your damn textssss!"

Credits:
Performed by: HEMMI, JiJi, ThatKidScott 
Written by: HEMMI, JiJi, ThatKidScott 
Produced by: Zelo

Links to the artists:
Zelo: https://soundcloud.com/user-500840712-177531683
JiJi: https://soundcloud.com/jiji-369454845
ThatKidScott: https://soundcloud.com/scottfangs-everything

Left On Seen with JiJi & ThatKidScott  [prod.Zelo]

Scan

So Sweet

feel it in my soul
feel it in my bones
its everywhere i go
i find myself at home

used to feel so lonely
used to call my friend every single day
with the way i'm feelin lately
i think i need some space
moved across the country
just to get away
felt like i was going crazy
but it just wasn't my place

i think i need some grace
for the ways that i've been feeling
i think i need some space
because i need time for healing

confident and pure uh
that's my kind of aura
no longer insecure, love
when it comes down to it, i'm a killer

killer (demo)

Hi all! This one is finally available on Spotify and other streaming services!
https://open.spotify.com/track/3fX8gKej41rxmSvG5vJ19f?si=b79ac70438ef4cff

killer (demo)

meyli