don't mind me, just decorating and stuff :D
prod me, project soon :p

show you

at home diy (1sadboii)

catch me

catch me w/mei(den) #gggirl (innsmouth Chapter)

de·​pen·​dence (prod slam)

✟ ֆ say _

https://soundcloud.com/cementhead1
https://soundcloud.com/esperr

-soda-
Bad shit
Takes place everyday
I wish 
I could take all the pain away
Damage
Takin blows to the face
Bandage
But its only temporary
Low self esteem why do you compare me
Had to lose all the ego that I carried 
Had to find myself but nothing could prepare me
What was once self is now dead and burried 

At least Im honest
I could write you poems write you sonnets 
You think everthings ironic
I think cynicism left your brain rotten
Its just part life that people die and are forgotten 
Its just part of life when roses die in my Garden
You could find bliss when you sift through all the garbage 
I know its hard but dont ever turn heartless

-esperr-
eyes light up like a garnet
i just left my car running, i cant start it
i told you that i got flowers in the garden
and you’re trying to get a pic
but i already departed
i plan three steps, 
ahead cuz im smart 
its like planning on a mess
everything fell apart 
i put a lot of faith 
so much faith in things
im getting kinda nervous 
i spin my two rings
i just didnt know another way
had so much control 
straight look on my face
lighting up a cart i got spirited away
focus on me i can’t hear what you say 

~

My Garden ft. esperr (prod. enabler)

prod @spiiiral
feat 
@spiiiral 
@afterclass3 
@thankuant
 @lovujay

Spiral + Afterclass + ANT + J4y - OVER (prod. Spiral)

Ladders/Whisper [icu132]

forever rip

leaveMeLone (prod. neuroticdidthat + centi)

Can’t breathe 

can’t move 

when I’m not here witchu 

hope it 

haunts you 

the shit that you put me through 

tell me 

why you 

left me feeling so damn blue 

can’t win 

just lose 

I’m a fuck up but it’s old news 



Can’t breathe 

can’t move 

when I’m not here witchu 

hope it 

haunts you 

the shit that you put me through 

tell me 

why you 

left me feeling so damn blue 

can’t win 

just lose 

I’m a fuck up but it’s old news



I wish that youd say you hate me 

death been on my mind like daily 

been thinking bout ending it lately 

I won’t never call another bitch baby 

I don’t know if you really meant to play me 

but you played me 

yeah you played me 

yeah you used me 

told my momma sorry you gon lose me 

is heaven or hell gon choose me 

swerve my car up off a cliff im cruising 

told you life is like a race and im losing 

And im losing 

yeah im losing 

im a loser 


Feel my grip on the world get looser 


And I still hate myself that’s true sir  

And I know that the fucking truth hurts 

wear my heart on the sleeve of my shirt 

but I 



Can’t breathe 

can’t move 

when I’m not here witchu 

hope it 

haunts you 

the shit that you put me through 

tell me 

why you 

left me feeling so damn blue 

can’t win 

just lose 

I’m a fuck up but it’s old news



Can’t breathe 

can’t move 

when I’m not here witchu 

hope it 

haunts you 

the shit that you put me through 

tell me 

why you 

left me feeling so damn blue 

can’t win 

just lose 

I’m a fuck up but it’s old news

DJ Abysmal - old news </3 (Prod. DJ Abysmal)

Takeoff

@lovujay
@afterclass3
@ayfaint
@pretender9
@spiiiral

Spiral + Afterclass + ANT + J4y - OVER (prod. Spiral)

Mirage

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