de·​pen·​dence (prod slam)

despair (kibo)

✟ ֆ say _

https://soundcloud.com/cementhead1
https://soundcloud.com/esperr

-soda-
Bad shit
Takes place everyday
I wish 
I could take all the pain away
Damage
Takin blows to the face
Bandage
But its only temporary
Low self esteem why do you compare me
Had to lose all the ego that I carried 
Had to find myself but nothing could prepare me
What was once self is now dead and burried 

At least Im honest
I could write you poems write you sonnets 
You think everthings ironic
I think cynicism left your brain rotten
Its just part life that people die and are forgotten 
Its just part of life when roses die in my Garden
You could find bliss when you sift through all the garbage 
I know its hard but dont ever turn heartless

-esperr-
eyes light up like a garnet
i just left my car running, i cant start it
i told you that i got flowers in the garden
and you’re trying to get a pic
but i already departed
i plan three steps, 
ahead cuz im smart 
its like planning on a mess
everything fell apart 
i put a lot of faith 
so much faith in things
im getting kinda nervous 
i spin my two rings
i just didnt know another way
had so much control 
straight look on my face
lighting up a cart i got spirited away
focus on me i can’t hear what you say 

~

My Garden ft. esperr (prod. enabler)

g0o! [prod feardorian]

prod @spiiiral
feat 
@spiiiral 
@afterclass3 
@thankuant
 @lovujay

Spiral + Afterclass + ANT + J4y - OVER (prod. Spiral)

Ladders/Whisper [icu132]

forever rip

leaveMeLone (prod. neuroticdidthat + centi)

Me and You

Love n affection

@lovujay
@afterclass3
@ayfaint
@pretender9
@spiiiral

Spiral + Afterclass + ANT + J4y - OVER (prod. Spiral)

Mirage