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hebes scortationem

кни кор

unfinished demo

Take a minute to catch my breath and swallow all that pride 
Give the finger to that other life that you have left behind 
I know it’s nothing that I can escape it’s with me til the grave 
Staring at me like a big ol scar that’s planted on my face 

—

Did everything that I shouldn’t do
No i can’t even look at you 
He’s everything that I couldn’t be
No you don’t want to look at me 

—

Get me out of this doghouse, take the choke chain of my neck
Get my mitts on the biggest brush and I’ll paint this whole town red 
The likes of which they’ve never seen before, it’ll be one for the books 
I swear to god they’re gunna rue the day they ever let drew off the hook

I Can't Even Look At You

Weatherglow

Asian Glow + Weatherday - Center

passing by

SacriStuff-Virus

Released from KarenT http://karent.jp/album/1669

閉じたドアで消える　きみの声の形
見つめる二人の視線の距離はレールの音で離れてく
流れる雲に溶けて消えてゆく

今度会える時はほんの少し長く
短い髪を風がなびかせて光の粒が流れてく
振り返るきみを繰り返してる

天気雨　夏の風で虹を描いて

二人だけの秘密　流れてゆく時間
大きな夕日を黙って見てる　残りの日々を数えてた
少ない言葉が漂っていて

天気雨　太陽の光が揺れる

天気雨　夏の風で虹を描いて
また夏の風がきみの影を運ぶ

Sunshower

album: https://smilingbroadly.bandcamp.com/album/for-a-moment-i-saw-myself-as-inexorably-beautiful

fake blood recipe

reset

slowly, my grief fades

h4rtbrkr - i hate you

Look Me How The Moon

My Life Is A Lie

instrumental cover of suicide note by belowground

i know i'm not attractive
i know i'm not the best
i know you all hate me
i know i should be dead

i think i'm sick of it
sick of the ridicule
ill fucking shoot you down
ill fucking kill you all

i know that im a loser
i know i cant go on
ill end up as a shooter
its all your fucking fault 

i think i'm sick of it
sick of the ridicule
ill fucking shoot you down
ill fucking kill you all

Loser

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Miraidempa - 懸想


死にたいと思う午前

もう僕はこの硝子を拾うことはしない

少しの遊びが根差している
光と闇のグラムシェード
昔の記憶が未だに僕を苦しめる

生きたいと願う手前

ねえ僕はここから何処かへ飛びたいな

左の視界が歪んでいる
誰か間違う気がしている
もしも一人じゃないなら 僕は生きれる

妄想してる I wanna be ill このPとTとSとD
この繊細なジョークを笑い飛ばすだけの僕はもういない


Old Memory

The English Riviera

We Broke Free

Song 3

Motherfucker

step in line in front of me 
this truth has almost torn me 
i think i'd rather take another number and wait my turn again

oh you say how could it be 
its time that we should be leaving 
you say you'd like to take another walk around the block again

we were stuck on the good times
they straddle such a fine line 
you say you like to ask a couple questions about my state of mind

(chorus)
that moments already slipped away
only silence what could i say
getting stronger every single day
making progress don't get in my way

picture me on the asphalt
my whistle's wet from the last call
i think i'd like another sip of teachers to get that sick again

(chorus)
(solo)
(chorus)

My Turn

Holy Hands, Holy Voices

ここは実験的なトラックが多め。
main: https://soundcloud.com/mridmp

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