prod @saiwai @poondauwu

@zephyrcove

lyrics
@riensu
Would u catch me if I fall?
Would u give it ur all, for me?
Talkin' to the moon just thinkin' about it
I don't think u understand it
How much of my heart is damaged :/
You know
That I
That I
That I'm
Falling apart
And it's all ur fault
Cause ur the only one I miss
Didn't wanna fall like this
And I'm not tryna hide it
Not tryna fight it
What I'm feeling for u <3

@ri4h
No reason to hide it boy
Give u everything that u want and more (and more)
Wanna be the only one u adore
Is that too much to ask for? 
Now ur saying that ur making a mistake (oooh)
Wasn't my idea anyways
Love, it can be hard boy
So tell me what u want now (oooh)
Wanna show u how i really get down
Do u wanna turn this straight around
Oh straight around
Ik this might be nothin (nothin)
But for sure we’re definitely something (something)
So are u willing to try again? (Try again)

@riensu
Would u catch me if I fall?
Would u give it ur all, for me?
Talkin' to the moon just thinkin' about it
I don't think u understand it
How much of my heart is damaged :/
You know
That I
That I
That I'm
Falling apart
And it's all ur fault
Cause ur the only one I miss
Didn't wanna fall like this
And I'm not tryna hide it
Not tryna fight it
What I'm feeling for u <3

What I'm feeling for u
What I'm feeling for u 
What I'm feeling for u 
What I'm feeling for u

@ri4h
So tell me what u want now (oooh)
Wanna show u how i really get down
Do u wanna turn this straight around
Oh straight around
Ik this might be nothin (nothin)
But for sure we’re definitely something (something)
So are u willing to try again? (Try again)

spotify

if i fall + ri4h (sai, poonda)

prod. xvn

sadchill amv: youtube.com/watch?v=8rp9l4zyNX4

@zephyrcove

lyrics

@1toge

Baby come on and use your words 
Cause our communication is lacking
How could have we let this happen
Oh la la la uh bby are you in denial
I swear its gon take awhile
So whats the need for these ties

Oh baby im over the edge
I cant feel so low over the edge
Cause i dont wanna feel no more
I dont wanna feel no more
If i come give you my attention
I expect you to catch me if i fall

@riensu

It's such a shame that things never changed
And now we're falling down
I tried to put into words but I can't explain
How I'm feelin now

I've had enough
Can't do anything right
But I don't wanna be alone
Maybe it's what I deserve
I dont know what you heard
Know I always put you first

And now you put your heart in a vault
You're puttin up all your walls
All your feelings dissolved
Can you still hear me
Terrified
Of what happens tonight

@1toge

It's such a shame that things never changed
And now we're falling down
I tried to put into words but I can't explain
How I'm feelin now

oh what a shame w/ riensu

Small song I made for epic girlfriend (●´◡`●) <3

Lyrics:
[Verse A]
It's been a long day
I wanna hear you say you miss me
And I'll say the same
Cause I know we've both been busy with

Too much on our plate
I hate it when it gets late
I wanna see your face
And girl I really gotta let you know

[Chorus]
I love you babe
I wanna be the one,
To love you babe
You're all I ever want
Let me fuck you babe u//w//u
You're all I'd ever want
Cause god you drive me crazy

[Verse B]
It's been a long night
Am I really the guy you wanna stay with all the time
But when you say you're mine
God, girl your voice makes these thoughts go away

And I hate when things feel wrong
I'd lie and It'll go on
I wanna make things right
So can we take our fucking problems and just

[Bridge]
Set it on the side, give ourselves some time
Yeah I'm selfish I wont lie, I just want you here tonight
Don't wanna text "goodnight"
I need you by my side
I know I mess up all the time, but baby, just know that

[Chorus]
I love you babe
I wanna be the one,
To love you babe
You're all I ever want
And when I touch you babe
You'll make me fall in love again
Would you stay with me?

Lara ♥

self prod ofc ofc

sampled this: www.youtube.com/watch?v=5KLsjhz9jMI

me and @maxrrss made this in an hour or so in the vc

if you wanna make beats like me buy my drumkit!

payhip.com/b/jSQW7

max:
i dont wanna see you when ur falling all apart
i tried to be perfect
when ur sad and all alone
trust me
i dont wanna be the one to see u go
cuz
i just want you!

me:
u dont need me
i feel unloved
maybe i should just say
im done with you
youuu

and u told me
im not enough
im so sorry
that i cant do it
for you
youuu

the sample!

i just want you! +max ruben

Rant: I made this song in 8 hours and uploaded it here bc I'm so fucking mad at myself that I'm nowhere near as good at music as I want to be no matter how much time I've put in. I understand that it's a never-ending path and that I lack experience, but when I listen to the music of the role models I admire or even any SC artist, I genuinely wonder what I'm doing. I keep thinking about how people in SC who have less equipment make such beautiful music, and I keep telling myself that I'm not cut out for making music because I feel like it might be true given that no matter how hard I seem to try, I just keep producing things that I'm not proud of.  I'm still fucking mad, but I won't stop trying.

Edit: Arhghghg you guys really liked this song and wanted it on spotify so I uploaded it there! Thank you so much for the messages and love. I don't know how to feel. So please feel free to listen on any platform you like ;w; ♥ (Though I mastered the spotify version a bit better heheh)

[Verse]:
Lately I've been taking so much shit from no one but myself
(You wanna break it off, break it off)
I cant get anything to work,
Is it just my lack of talent and reserve?
(Boy, youre just not enough, not enough)

But I wanna cross 
The boundaries that I never thought I'd touch
All the pain that I go through for things I love
And I wanna give it up, god I wanna stop

[Pre]:
God I cant,
Waste my life
All this time, 
Have I done any right?

Dont think I wanna do this anymore
It just makes me feel miserable
Dont even know what to do
Lately I've been feeling like a fraud
Now I put my heart in the ground

"You're not cut for this, stop it now"
Ha, yeah

[Chorus]:
Mess up all the time, oh no
Wanna stop but I cant keep it up no more 
Mess up all the time, oh no
Wanna stop but I cant keep it up no more 

(God I cant)
Mess up all the time, oh no
(Waste my life)
Wanna stop but I cant keep it up no more 
(All this time)
Mess up all the time, oh no
(Have I done any right?)
Wanna stop but I cant keep it up no more

Frustrated

GO PRESAVE FILTERFREAK ITS SO GOOD ----> https://linktr.ee/c.zephyr_

A smol cover of this unreleased song by zephyr (@heyzeph) that I made the day I found the song lol. I found it from max ruben's ig story, I've been listening to the snippet way too many times ohmygod. My cover doesnt have the same chords; it's reimagined ;w;

FILTERFREAK

FILTERFREAK Snippet (Mirin Cover)

Here's a smol track for yall!! I made this song yesterday while trying to create a vintage-sounding piano by running it thru tape, but somehow I ended up making this song with that piano lol.

I feel like there's still so many more things I could have done to "fix" elements in the production and vocals, but it got to the point where I'm just ruining the song, so I stopped myself and exported :"). 

Hope you guys enjoy this until I make better stuff ♥ 
Lyrics:

[Verse]:
I wanted to love her
Now Im not too sure
Said she dont got the time, cause
She gotta "let go"
(Dont wanna let you go, wanna let you go)
Girl, that's not what I want
(Dont wanna let you go, wanna let you go)

[Chorus]:
So baby could you
Love me, baby, slowly
Love me, baby, slowly, yeah
Love me, baby, slowly
Love me, baby, slowly, yeah

[Verse]:
Yeah
Girl I wanna take you out on the dates
No rush, lets take it in our pace
Dont think I'll be ever needing space
(Nah girl) Cause I dont wanna make you wait

When youre lonely and down girl you say that its fine
Never see you around, said you lacked the time
Am I waiting in line, girl, to make you mine? Oh no

[Chorus]:
Girl I want you to
Love me, baby, slowly
Love me, baby, slowly, yeah
Love me, baby, slowly
Love me, baby, slowly, yeah

[Outro]:
I wanted to love her
Now Im not too sure
Said she dont got the time, cause
She gotta "let go"
Girl, that's not what I want

Slowly

[verse]
@1toge
You got me tongue tied, losin my mind right now
Oh baby tell me why’d you have to go and leave
Cause this pain
It won’t go away
I only talk to you
Te amo to the moon

[verse]
@1kise 
I said there ain’t nobody else but you
I think that I’m ready to make my move
I know you feel the same way about me too
I guess there’s only one thing left to do
Oh my
I don’t wanna waste no time
I just wanna spend all of my time with you

[hook]
@1kise 
Babe you’re my only option
I see nobody but you
@flaued
Nobody else around me makes me feel like you do
@kise 
Babe you’re my only option
There’s no one else I would choose
@flaued
Without you, I’d have no clue
 Oh baby, what would I do?








  
[verse]
@yokulol
I want some more
Live in my head some more
Been all my life 
without you
I didn’t know what I was missin’
Can’t you just see I’m the one?
Can’t you just see I’m the one?
And all I want from you
Tell me I was right
Is all I want from you
And I don’t know what’s best for me
To the moon and back for you
Cause you’re my only option

[verse]
@flaued
Oh, late at night, all I do is think and dream about you
Cause you’re the one
You’re the one who makes me feel like a fool
A fool for you
Oh, just give my heart a chance

[hook]
@1kise 
Babe you’re my only option
I see nobody but you
@flaued
Nobody else around me makes me feel like you do
@kise 
Babe you’re my only option
There’s no one else I would choose
@flaued
Without you, I’d  have no clue
Oh baby, what would I do?






@riensu
If you asked me I wouldn’t know where to start
And I can’t stand the thought of us being apart
(don’t you let me go)
Wish this’d last forever
So don’t you let me go
Baby you’re my one and only
And I don’t mind that you’re my one and only love
I’ll go to moon and back for you
Cause you’re my one and only
I’m forever yours

"tothemoon" w/ yoku, kise, wil, riensu & manni ✰ (prod. kana)

prod. dec3m/dami4k/me

lyrics:
said what you want to me
don't know what you planned from the very start
i put you on top so tell me what you want
cause i-

baby i need you more than life
baby i need you by my side
by my side
are you alright?

(don't hold back at all)
1, 2, 3, 4

don't hold back at all
now look at all the timing
blood straight from my fall
i guess it's just a reminder
to stay far away from you
we can't stay attached no longer
oh-

said what you want to me
don't know what you planned from the very start
i put you on top so tell me what you want
cause i-

baby i need you more than life
baby i need you by my side
by my side
are you alright?
(don't hold back at all)

by my side (p. dec3m, dami4k, yuni)

are you mine tonight?

Song with @dwennn!!!

Lyrics:

Baby won't you talk
To me?
I need your lies, to breathe
Oh baby I
Just need you beside me
Was wanting to love you
My mistake?
Cause now I'm lying here awake
Waiting for you

Why don't we talk about everything you
(Made me do)
You wanted love when days turns into dark
(Baby was I-)
Was I for fun or was anything real?
(Made me a fool)
Oh lie to me, cause now I need your love

Don't wanna talk 'bout how she really feel
(No she don't)
Wanted your love but I was not enough
(Baby your love)
Was I for fun or was anything real?
(Made me a fool)
Oh lie to me, cause now I need your love

But no, I didn't have enough
Don't let me go
I need you by my side
Oh baby girl
I'll take your hand
We could make some plans and take it slow
But I know you'll lie cause I'm just some plan B

So it should've been her, biding my time
(I waited for you)
Cause now I get to see her with some other guy
(I wanted to love)
I'm staring at your pics just to pass time baby oh
(I wanted to love, oh)

You got me all alone, conversating
It's hard enough to breathe
Don't know what to believe
You got me all alone, come save me
But baby girl you got me lost

Why don't we talk about everything you
(Made me do)
You wanted love when days turns into dark
(Baby was I-)
Was I for fun or was anything real?
(Made me a fool)
Oh lie to me, cause now I need your love

Don't wanna talk 'bout how she really feel
(No she don't)
Wanted your love but I was not enough
(Baby your love)
Was I for fun or was anything real?
(Made me a fool)
Oh lie to me, cause now I need your love

Loving you
Was my mistake
So I'll be here lying here awake
Waiting for you

ENOUGH (w/ dwen)

Hello! I'm Shane (。・ω・。)

(Discord: mirindesuyonn)