@prodbyjoshwa

all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/maxrrss/denial

sorry for the inconsistency lately I been traveling and it's been hard for me to put out music since I'm not at home, hope yall enjoy this one tho <3


Lyrics:

Its like your stuck in denial
2,063 miles
The cost of love aint a smile
The shit u do always vile 
2x

I put my back on the burner
I stuck my neck out for you
I had you above myself
But that dont mean nun to you
Ive been okay
Its like you always want change
Cant even look at your face
Its like a never ending race
Waste of time 
I gave you my life
You said we’d be fine
Its too late to try 
ur wasting my time its true
I dont want anything to do with you
So dont hit my phone when you say that we thru
Im so sick of the bullshit that you used to spew
Sleep dont fix this tired
You keep me so wired
I know that you trying but baby ive been trying harder
Can i have a minute 
Need someone to fix this 
Slept thru my alarms but i dont care about my image
I want something then i get it 
It took me years to admit it 
I dont want this to finish
Its fine 
Its re-ocurring in my head but its fine


Its like your stuck in denial
2,063 miles
The cost of love aint a smile
The shit u do always vile 
4x

denial (joshwa)

prod @saiwai @poondauwu

@zephyrcove

lyrics
@riensu
Would u catch me if I fall?
Would u give it ur all, for me?
Talkin' to the moon just thinkin' about it
I don't think u understand it
How much of my heart is damaged :/
You know
That I
That I
That I'm
Falling apart
And it's all ur fault
Cause ur the only one I miss
Didn't wanna fall like this
And I'm not tryna hide it
Not tryna fight it
What I'm feeling for u <3

@ri4h
No reason to hide it boy
Give u everything that u want and more (and more)
Wanna be the only one u adore
Is that too much to ask for? 
Now ur saying that ur making a mistake (oooh)
Wasn't my idea anyways
Love, it can be hard boy
So tell me what u want now (oooh)
Wanna show u how i really get down
Do u wanna turn this straight around
Oh straight around
Ik this might be nothin (nothin)
But for sure we’re definitely something (something)
So are u willing to try again? (Try again)

@riensu
Would u catch me if I fall?
Would u give it ur all, for me?
Talkin' to the moon just thinkin' about it
I don't think u understand it
How much of my heart is damaged :/
You know
That I
That I
That I'm
Falling apart
And it's all ur fault
Cause ur the only one I miss
Didn't wanna fall like this
And I'm not tryna hide it
Not tryna fight it
What I'm feeling for u <3

What I'm feeling for u
What I'm feeling for u 
What I'm feeling for u 
What I'm feeling for u

@ri4h
So tell me what u want now (oooh)
Wanna show u how i really get down
Do u wanna turn this straight around
Oh straight around
Ik this might be nothin (nothin)
But for sure we’re definitely something (something)
So are u willing to try again? (Try again)

spotify

if i fall + ri4h (sai, poonda)

prod. xvn

sadchill amv: youtube.com/watch?v=8rp9l4zyNX4

@zephyrcove

lyrics

@1toge

Baby come on and use your words 
Cause our communication is lacking
How could have we let this happen
Oh la la la uh bby are you in denial
I swear its gon take awhile
So whats the need for these ties

Oh baby im over the edge
I cant feel so low over the edge
Cause i dont wanna feel no more
I dont wanna feel no more
If i come give you my attention
I expect you to catch me if i fall

@riensu

It's such a shame that things never changed
And now we're falling down
I tried to put into words but I can't explain
How I'm feelin now

I've had enough
Can't do anything right
But I don't wanna be alone
Maybe it's what I deserve
I dont know what you heard
Know I always put you first

And now you put your heart in a vault
You're puttin up all your walls
All your feelings dissolved
Can you still hear me
Terrified
Of what happens tonight

@1toge

It's such a shame that things never changed
And now we're falling down
I tried to put into words but I can't explain
How I'm feelin now

oh what a shame w/ riensu

prod. xvn

@zephyrcove

@lovekeanu

Had your legs up on the dash
Underneath all the stars
We got so tired as time would pass
As you’d fall in my arms

So if you love me how did all this go wrong
So won’t you come back to my warm embrace 
Cuz I’m still falling apart
How do I resight your focus

 I’m terrified of the way you move
And just like that’s there’s a new man
Damn.

@1toge

Wanna see you there
I wanna get to know you more than that
We do this every night
You wanna catch me in your arms
Why don't we stay a little
Wanna give you my all

Back in forth with these conversations
You love your one on ones
Pulled up to the function with you
Now I'm leaving with two
But it's only to make you look back
I just wanna see you mad
I just wanna see if you care
Cause I really wanna see you there

@lovekeanu & @1toge

I want you here
Right next to me
Won’t kiss and tell
What's on your mind
Oh girl you’re on it
Baby
And be alright 
I’ll kiss you everywhere you know that it’s true

wanna see you there w/ keanu.

self prod

@zephyrcove

lyrics
You fooled me once
Fooled me twice
And now I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do
Cause girl you got me sprung
Just tell me that I'll be the one in your dreams 
(the only one)

Tell me
Baby tell me
If I'm right
Don't tell me no lies
Tell me
Baby tell me
If I'm right
Don't tell me no lies

I can never tell you no
And you won't know until you know
That I'm never letting you go
You're all up in my head
But I would rather be in bed
With you

You took my breath in a second
Baby do you realize?
I'm so helpless
When it comes to you, you (oh, oh)
When it comes to you, you (oh, oh)

Tell me
Baby tell me
If I'm right
Don't tell me no lies
Tell me
Baby tell me
If I'm right
Don't tell me no lies

tell me

self prod ofc ofc

sampled this: www.youtube.com/watch?v=5KLsjhz9jMI

me and @maxrrss made this in an hour or so in the vc

if you wanna make beats like me buy my drumkit!

payhip.com/b/jSQW7

max:
i dont wanna see you when ur falling all apart
i tried to be perfect
when ur sad and all alone
trust me
i dont wanna be the one to see u go
cuz
i just want you!

me:
u dont need me
i feel unloved
maybe i should just say
im done with you
youuu

and u told me
im not enough
im so sorry
that i cant do it
for you
youuu

the sample!

i just want you! +max ruben

Rant: I made this song in 8 hours and uploaded it here bc I'm so fucking mad at myself that I'm nowhere near as good at music as I want to be no matter how much time I've put in. I understand that it's a never-ending path and that I lack experience, but when I listen to the music of the role models I admire or even any SC artist, I genuinely wonder what I'm doing. I keep thinking about how people in SC who have less equipment make such beautiful music, and I keep telling myself that I'm not cut out for making music because I feel like it might be true given that no matter how hard I seem to try, I just keep producing things that I'm not proud of.  I'm still fucking mad, but I won't stop trying.

Edit: Arhghghg you guys really liked this song and wanted it on spotify so I uploaded it there! Thank you so much for the messages and love. I don't know how to feel. So please feel free to listen on any platform you like ;w; ♥ (Though I mastered the spotify version a bit better heheh)

[Verse]:
Lately I've been taking so much shit from no one but myself
(You wanna break it off, break it off)
I cant get anything to work,
Is it just my lack of talent and reserve?
(Boy, youre just not enough, not enough)

But I wanna cross 
The boundaries that I never thought I'd touch
All the pain that I go through for things I love
And I wanna give it up, god I wanna stop

[Pre]:
God I cant,
Waste my life
All this time, 
Have I done any right?

Dont think I wanna do this anymore
It just makes me feel miserable
Dont even know what to do
Lately I've been feeling like a fraud
Now I put my heart in the ground

"You're not cut for this, stop it now"
Ha, yeah

[Chorus]:
Mess up all the time, oh no
Wanna stop but I cant keep it up no more 
Mess up all the time, oh no
Wanna stop but I cant keep it up no more 

(God I cant)
Mess up all the time, oh no
(Waste my life)
Wanna stop but I cant keep it up no more 
(All this time)
Mess up all the time, oh no
(Have I done any right?)
Wanna stop but I cant keep it up no more

Frustrated

prod clozz 

lyrics:
if you were wrong
would you admit that
i was onto your lil gameplan
i wont judge
because the things you do 
i see myself in your shoes
i wish that we could do better
cuz when im 

by your side
it feels like im losin it 
u wanna be intimate
but i could never
tell u why
i know that your missin him
pretend im oblivious so i can be there

u said we had it all
i know you love to talk
you keep on sayin the same things
ur fuckin up 
u call me say that ur better
baby ur not in love
theres more to life then just tellin me that u wont interupt


not in ur right mind
im not ur lifeline
call when ur drunk
im too scared bout what i might find
wasting my damn time
u know its not right
acting so shady i never seen this in my lifetime

u wanna hurt me so bad
i know much better than that
u said u want something perfect
so why u keep coming back
ur promises always broken
i fuckin hate what we had but when im

by ur side

Here's a smol track for yall!! I made this song yesterday while trying to create a vintage-sounding piano by running it thru tape, but somehow I ended up making this song with that piano lol.

I feel like there's still so many more things I could have done to "fix" elements in the production and vocals, but it got to the point where I'm just ruining the song, so I stopped myself and exported :"). 

Hope you guys enjoy this until I make better stuff ♥ 
Lyrics:

[Verse]:
I wanted to love her
Now Im not too sure
Said she dont got the time, cause
She gotta "let go"
(Dont wanna let you go, wanna let you go)
Girl, that's not what I want
(Dont wanna let you go, wanna let you go)

[Chorus]:
So baby could you
Love me, baby, slowly
Love me, baby, slowly, yeah
Love me, baby, slowly
Love me, baby, slowly, yeah

[Verse]:
Yeah
Girl I wanna take you out on the dates
No rush, lets take it in our pace
Dont think I'll be ever needing space
(Nah girl) Cause I dont wanna make you wait

When youre lonely and down girl you say that its fine
Never see you around, said you lacked the time
Am I waiting in line, girl, to make you mine? Oh no

[Chorus]:
Girl I want you to
Love me, baby, slowly
Love me, baby, slowly, yeah
Love me, baby, slowly
Love me, baby, slowly, yeah

[Outro]:
I wanted to love her
Now Im not too sure
Said she dont got the time, cause
She gotta "let go"
Girl, that's not what I want

Slowly

og song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LNauH5q8pQY

slowly (cover)

[verse]
@1toge
You got me tongue tied, losin my mind right now
Oh baby tell me why’d you have to go and leave
Cause this pain
It won’t go away
I only talk to you
Te amo to the moon

[verse]
@1kise 
I said there ain’t nobody else but you
I think that I’m ready to make my move
I know you feel the same way about me too
I guess there’s only one thing left to do
Oh my
I don’t wanna waste no time
I just wanna spend all of my time with you

[hook]
@1kise 
Babe you’re my only option
I see nobody but you
@flaued
Nobody else around me makes me feel like you do
@kise 
Babe you’re my only option
There’s no one else I would choose
@flaued
Without you, I’d have no clue
 Oh baby, what would I do?








  
[verse]
@yokulol
I want some more
Live in my head some more
Been all my life 
without you
I didn’t know what I was missin’
Can’t you just see I’m the one?
Can’t you just see I’m the one?
And all I want from you
Tell me I was right
Is all I want from you
And I don’t know what’s best for me
To the moon and back for you
Cause you’re my only option

[verse]
@flaued
Oh, late at night, all I do is think and dream about you
Cause you’re the one
You’re the one who makes me feel like a fool
A fool for you
Oh, just give my heart a chance

[hook]
@1kise 
Babe you’re my only option
I see nobody but you
@flaued
Nobody else around me makes me feel like you do
@kise 
Babe you’re my only option
There’s no one else I would choose
@flaued
Without you, I’d  have no clue
Oh baby, what would I do?






@riensu
If you asked me I wouldn’t know where to start
And I can’t stand the thought of us being apart
(don’t you let me go)
Wish this’d last forever
So don’t you let me go
Baby you’re my one and only
And I don’t mind that you’re my one and only love
I’ll go to moon and back for you
Cause you’re my one and only
I’m forever yours

"tothemoon" w/ yoku, kise, wil, riensu & manni ✰ (prod. kana)

Hello! I'm Shane (。・ω・。)

(Discord: angurishu)

Slowly

Mirin