Banger!!!

you crazyyy

prod by xona(: 

-lyrics-
I still wonder if you watch me 
i sit alone and hoping things that could’ve have helped me 
and I know these things won’t change 
and you don’t care and I’m in my last day

and everything I do it’s so violent! 
everything you do is...
everything I do is- violent! 
but I still love you even if you make me cry..
cause I don’t care at all like why..?
should I try to hide from your eyes?
cause I don’t want no one besides.

(no one, no one oh...
no one, no one---)

everything you do is
everything I-

violent

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vocals by me and rouri 
art by phixel


wut do u want frm me?
i been silently waiting 4 u to leave
its a problem with u & not a problem w me
i been stuck in place, not moving constantly
u think ur safe w/ ur back trned
dnt feel surprised when this blade makes ur neck hurt
jus close ur eyes & wish 4 things to get bettter
acid lies always burning thru my sweatshirt

YOUTUBE

problem with u ft. rouri404 (yungspoiler)

Out on All Plats
https://www.instagram.com/ydkml0l/

So Good!

Sorry it's been a while
Thx @chriad 4 mix & master

Lyrics:

Why'd you lie
You said that I'd be fine
Said it was in my mind
You lied but at least you tried
More than most would do for me
I wish they could see
My Misery...

My health, on the decline
I can't tell
What you mean by im not well?
Can't you see why I can't tell?
Wanna live, but kill myself
And I won't cry cause it won't help
And I'd choose life if it wasn't hell
It's not my fault im just unwell

That's my life
That's my life
Wanna die
do you wanna die?
I tried, I tried, I tried
I'm unwell, unfit to survive
but you lied, you lied
Cause this life is yours and not mine

Fine, I accept the fault was all mine
And I apologize for your time
In the end, I can say I tried

That's my life
That's my life
Yes I cried
Cause it's too hard to survive
Take what's mine
You'll get nothing if you take what's mine
Waste of time
That's the story of my life...

Life's A Tragedy

Life's A Tragedy (SwiftSlash)

produced by xona, ruevi, & oc

big thank you to all individuals who helped make this song possible <3

@ruevi @prod-oc
@heylog
@hiraethsry
@sleepywater
@sinxi
@caspywaspy
@vilsynth
@valerii
@deadfishh

the lyrics were over 4000 characters and that's the limit for soundcloud ♥

-lyrics-
https://genius.com/Xona-avoid-ii-lyrics

xona

avoid II w/ ruevi, heylog, hiraeth, sleepwater, sinxi, casperrr, vil, valerii & deadfish

made this today decided to post
thank you to lukas

whos that (yung lukas)

produced by xona

short song <3

-lyrics-
ill walk it back home and leave your love roam
your bitter tongue holds to find another one

home
(make it)
home

im not here for you no-uh cause im just tired of what you've done
you could call up all on my fuss but i'd ignore all of your calls
uh, yeah and im a side for you and you know that too
home is where i knew where im safe from the truth

ill walk it back home and leave your love roam
your bitter tongue holds to find another one

home
(make it)
home

home.

produced by xona

-lyrics-

who’s arm do you need to hold?
will i care or will i even fall?
it didn’t matter to reverse the role
looking back, crashing into the wall
but tell me if you cry
when you think im not alright
doesn’t matter if I lie
when you see me in the light
i can’t get enough
i fell in love with your touch
it doesn’t bother that much
when you have me on your palm

~

it’s the silence i wish we could change 
stay aside me without an exchange
when you know what i love and i hate
you’re on my mind so it wouldn’t fade
but you know what it takes
to feel fine in the day
got your back, hope the same
cause i’d hate to feel afraid
it was me to get a grip
wish we never would’ve drift
now i push away our friends
i can’t get it through my head

valerie

produced by xona
piano by oc

cover by xona and heylog

@heylog
@sleepywater
@prod-oc

-lyrics-
yeah
want me back, want me back?
yeah, yeah

want me ‘back’ back?
i think you got wrong man
yeah
you need a 'hand’ hand?
i threw myself into the past
for you
so what you on with me?
we ain’t close so you can’t bother me
7k to reach so I don’t care if you needed me

~

i just wanted to say
that i hope you're doing okay
her skin is why i'm alive
i hope to feel it someday
getting on top of me
and giving the look, i see
her soul makes me resume life
and build up my legacy
her mind is taking a beating
so far it hasn't been easy
i could just tell from your arm
baby should i be alarmed
should i be scared when i hear about your past
i slowly wear, it's just hard to..
grasp

stop again
ill stop and glare
who am i now i don’t know him there
way i feel when im flowing w her
if i get on w u hold my hair
shut the fuck up ur someone i avoid
it wasnt worth it cos now im destroyed

want me ‘back’ back?
i think you got wrong man
yeah
you need a 'hand’ hand?
i threw myself into the past
for you
so what you on with me?
we ain’t close so you can’t bother me
7k to reach so I don’t care if you needed me

lend

lend w/ heylog & sleepwater

I was tryna make hella supersaws last night but then this dude starting singing about some girl wanting it in the day time, absolute fucking moron 💀

I've been practicing singing/making verses the past couple a days so I could be fun tu collab w/ but god yall make it look easy

Daytime (exp)

"Iris" LP out 8/31.

Written by Jessie Iris and Marc
Produced by Jessie Iris
Mixed by Zach Manno
Artwork by Ian Kunsey
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Bloom (feat. Marc) | "Iris" LP

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Daytime (exp)

Panko