I want to kill myself

harmful

harmful [i_dont_care_anymore.wav] [FC, 21/06/2023]

nobody will ever understand this self loathing

Dehumanizer

in 2024 i had a psychotic break 
i wasn’t ok i was in a lot pain 
I asked god if i should die
she said yes i don’t know why 
prayers only get you so far 
killing myself is self care
and purity my only sin

heaven today
heaven tonight
heaven is dead
for death is heaven

HEAVEN & PURITY

Abandoned

take me home after it’s done
take me home after it’s done
i just wanna go home 
i just wanna see my pets

i just wanna be alone 
i don’t know why though 
is it the anxiety
crippling mental i can’t breathe 

omg it feels like the end
omg it feels like the end
omg it feels like the end
omg it feels like the end

TAKE ME HOME

9b73095f

its snowing in july

past decisions

nasanoa & pa_l4ch - minun гроб

oh, as I obliterated to the sky I wondered what soap tasted like





https://svpacyberia.bandcamp.com/album/disc-ntinuous-xis-ence

cutting soap

going out into the woods to self lacerate
Yume 2kki OST - Shield Owl World (Purple Pillars)

bloody snow angels

The second offering from the Abyss is a labyrinthine journey drawn from the kaleidoscopic mind of Te Whanganui-a-Tara–based artist 𝐈𝐤𝐨𝐧𝐚.

Within Aotearoa’s psychedelic circles, Ikona needs little introduction. A steadfast vessel of sound with a vision wholly his own. Master of sound design, modular synthesis, and live performance, he’s inscribed his name deep upon the walls of the scene.

We welcome 𝐏𝐞𝐫𝐩𝐞𝐭𝐮𝐚𝐥 — a descent into the labyrinth, its corridors lined with winding rhythms and shifting textures, each track a prismatic spiral of sound, standing clear testament to Ikona’s singular voice.

Perpetual

Unfolding

AM I HERE OR WHAT
By Alteregonaut 
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(Hip Hop Grime 08.10.2025, 20:39)

AM I HERE OR WHAT

● Buy Link: mestnost.bandcamp.com/album/ratio-et-caritas

● Artist: Dubree
● Track: Expedition (Original Mix)
● Album: Ratio et Caritas
● Label: Местность (Mestnost)
● Catalog: MES032
● Genre: Electronic Dance Music
● Style: Electronica
● Release Date: 10th October 2025
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● Follow the artist here:
Soundcloud: @dubree

● Label's Links:
Soundcloud: @mestnost-records
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Vitaliy Dubree’s new album Ratio et Caritas finds the Chernogolovka-based producer stepping outside his familiar dub techno framework into a more exploratory electronic space. Known for his releases on Leipzig’s Insectorama, Dubree shifts focus here toward intelligent electronica with clear traces of Berlin School sequencing and electro-inspired rhythm design. The record explores the balance between structure and emotion, through precise sound design, pulsing low-end movement, and melodic phrasing that gradually builds narrative tension.

While still grounded in the spacious atmospheres and delay drenched textures of dub, Ratio et Caritas feels more introspective and narrative driven than Dubree’s earlier output. Each track carries subtle references to Soviet era sci-fi films, weaving archival fragments into the mix to create a sense of cultural memory and modest futurism. The result is an album that bridges studio precision with emotional resonance, less a functional dance record, more a focused study in texture, pacing, and the intersection of human and cosmic scale.

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(readth) die alone

16 yr old idm/breakcore producer
july 31st

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////////////.rip is shutdown. maybe i will upload the archive and samples to archive.org, but honestly i don't feel like giving this retarded community anything back especially@mirrormgae98698486489568 and vlam you piss me off so much, kattmynta was right about every single one of you
@mirrormgae98698486489568 you think you know so much about waqs, but you know maybe 30% of the rabbit hole, you have no idea who milen is or what he believes in. and vlam is even worse, keep sampling the same 5 popular waqs tacks, are you retarded? and they are not even good, the music SUCKS ASS.
constantly advocating for suicide in their song names, but as soon as someone says something slightly pro-choice you block and ban him, very nice. the best thing is, milen agrees with me, he has very similar opinions on this topic, but you idolize him and ban me? are you stupid?
@mirrormgae98698486489568 but, you will never in your shitty existence listen to milen's secret project and to his unreleased 2016 album. and that makes me really, really, really happy.
fuck this community

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