for a friend who died in august, 2023.
produced by @jolst

sincerely 
why would you do that to me?
can't believe that just happened, please just talk to me.
pressure upon my chest, I think I'm starting to sink.
I'm truly sorry, shits just started to bring me down
it's start to make a wound, can't you see?
I swear to god, it's sad as fuck to let you leave.
deep inside my soul, I just want you back to life
drowning in the blood, nobody even sees you die.
oh, why? everything's all spacing as I lie awake
hoping I can see you in the afterlife, no faith
why no one even care when you ache?
why no one even care when u said "good night"
I don't even know that was your last goodbye
hope these memories will always on my mind
till the day I die
when we come alive
can we be together again?
sincerely.
why would you do that to me?
can't believe that just happened, please just talk to me.
pressure upon my chest, I think I'm starting to sink.
I'm truly sorry, shits just started to bring me down
it's start to make a wound, can't you see?
I swear to god, it's sad as fuck to let you leave.
deep inside my soul, I just want you back to life
drowning in the blood, nobody even sees you die.

a song for my beloved friend (jolst) // 2023

#4s #infinitude @1straycats #neverhappygang

a song for my beloved friend (jolst) // 2023

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