prod meeeebitchessss
im so depressed lol i like to dance tho



i’m not needing any luck 
always having lots of fun 
chillin in the back of the club i’m boutta shoot it up 
idc bout anyone
all these pills they leave me dumbb
she really think i’m the one 
so addicted worse than drugs 
they all laughing at my grave 
laughing with them everyday 
when i’m bored i change my face 
i don’t ever run away 
i just wanna see them die 
i just wanna end their lives 
i don’t think it’s crazy i just do what makes me feel alive 

i wish life was better i’m a mess i’d do anything 
i need a new girl i wish she sent me a melody 
it’s a war in my head but idk what’s wrong 
this is not where i belong you’ll all miss me when i’m gone 
i wish life was better i’m on a race to get to the end
i’m still in the past i remember kissing wit my friends 
i’ll still hold ur hand idc if u smell like cigarettes 
i just wanna dance all night forget everything

hate my life 5 stars on me 
getting high everyday feeling like i’m in a dream 
it doesn’t matter everybody acting like they free
it doesn’t matter that’s why no one wanna talk to me
yea i see her all the time in my dreams every night  
yea it makes me feel alright till i wake up then i cry
all i wanna do is sleep i don’t wanna be alive 
everything too bright that’s why i don’t go outside 

always losing touch leave me on the floor 
told me that she hate me but ik she want more 
got my thoughts on repeat ik i said it before
take a pill to go to sleep then i’m taking 2 more 
now she cutting on me i’ve never seen that before 
it’s like she proving she a freak i don’t need anymore 
made me promise i won’t leave but ik she got bored 
had to lie to myself idc anymore

bruh im just tryna live

https://soundcloud.com/lil_wikileakz/im-not-irreplaceable-feat-lil-lotus-prod-93feetofsmoke?si=72a0a90a9cdb4efaacbbc83c73dad6dc&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing 
@cuterichgirl <-- they made the og song i just remade it because it means alot
i just hope you're happy

will be deleted later (i changed my mind)
i ruined my voice and its mixed like shit idrc

lyrics:
It's not alright
It's not alright
But you'll be alright
But you'll be alright
But you'll be alright

Holding onto something that we knew wouldn't last
And now we're both so damn invested in the things of the past
I hope you forget me, I hope your walls cave in
I hope you found someone who's gonna treat you better than I did
It's not hard
I'm not irreplaceable
I know you think I am
What the fuck is wrong with you?
It's not hard
I'm not irreplaceable
I know you think I am
What the fuck is wrong with you?
What the fuck is wrong with you?
Tell me what the fuck is wrong with you?
Tell me what the fuck is wrong with you?

And I just hope you're happy with the words you said
Leave me toss and turning, stuck in your bed
Oh my god, it's getting harder on my breath
Told myself this is something I'll never miss
And I'm sorry I can’t close my eyes
I'm too scared that I'll wake up again with you right by my side
And I'm sorry I can’t close my eyes
I'm too scared that I'll wake up again with you right by my side

It's not hard I'm not irreplaceable
Sorry I can’t close my eyes

I know you think I am, what the fuck is wrong with you?
I’m too scared that I’ll wake up again with you right by my side

It's not hard, I'm not irreplaceable
And I’m sorry I can’t close my eyes

I know you think I am what the fuck is wrong with you?
I'm too scared that I'll wake up again with you right by my side

And I'm sorry I can't close my eyes
I'm too scared that I'll wake up again
What the fuck is wrong with you?
With you right by my side

It’s not hard, I’m not irreplaceable
And I'm sorry I can't close my eyes
I'm too scared that I'll wake up again with you right by my side

I’m not irreplaceable

You right by my side
I can’t close my eyes

im not irreplaceable

prod omar duro

i think i luv it no one hmu
i think i luv u way too much
teenage suicide girl u should be by my side
tripple cs fentanyl nothing gets me high like you 
i turned her crazy cuz she wants me by her side 
i wear this like a chain but you’d look better in it 
tie my noose 
i see why no one call me
no one would find my body 
i think im almost dead but by the morning i’ll be sobbing 
nothing can make me happy idk what she sees in me 
addicted to blues addicted to almost everything 
addicted tragedy heroin xtc
take another i can’t breathe 
take another i can’t cuz these drugs are like my shadow they go everywhere i go 
i think i like the pain im so addicted chemicals 
they still talk to me if im morbid and im cold 
my flaws keep burning through my skin its always difficult

i turned her crazy

@disoc8 @misalivee @luvhexx @kiryoo @gutzxx @1stress

@disoc8
shawty hmu on my hello kitty flip phone
anorexic slut and her wrist is full of bar codes
she gon fuck me up cuz she's just like every other hoe
i got designer drugs we can split them all between us both

i used 2 be a reject i turned into a popstarr
hittin up my plug im like tell me what the costs r
i js blacked out and i woke up in a cop car
hated on by everyone but blowing up it's so bizzare

@misalive
like fuck bitch shut the fuck up
you tryna hit my blunt yeah i rly think u dum
like catch me in the club fucking with some sluts
i been off the drugs baby i dont want it nuhhhhhhhh
oxycotin paramol yeah i mix the lot dont really give a fuck
hope it kill me soon cuz baby i just really want the drugs
BFC like the olympics you cant see or talk to us
i dont give a fuck i dont give a fuck

@luvhexx
baby hmu if u wanna go and smoke
i’m pretty much a ghost feel my body turning cold
all these drux r like my shadow they go everywhere i go
everybody ask me where im at ig they’ll never know
i hate everything damn what a surprise
buried alive guess its time to say goodbye
i said i cared but that shit was just a lie
just like halloween im scared i think ima die tn

@kiryoo
crashing in my sports car
idrgaf
i just wanna cry slit my wrist like suicide
bitch im taking pills idrgaf
lets go all night fuck it up all night
skinny jeans everything bitch i want everything
leave me fuckin dead drop dead leave me in my head
go go go
imma fuckin throw up
keep talkin shit pussy we dont even know ya

@gutzxx
shawdy fucking hate us
cuz she know we on the come up
and my baggie full of drugs
cuz you know we cant stay sober
I be of the fucking pills
cuz It gives me fucking thrills
everyday is like a party
cuz im trying something new
I keep razors in my pocket
slide on me I'll show you something
and I see cuts all down your arm
fuck me up I don't feel nothing
talking on my name
like bro your a no one
took to many bars like damn
I cant see anyone

@1stress
anorexic girl txt me on ur kitty flip phone
she said tht she scared of me i said bby i know
im stunnin lik a popstar everyday i go hard
its #bfc in the club take anothr bar
i dont wanna get better now i jus wanna hurt
i told tht girl stop stalking me ima have to stab her
xoxo kisses hugs 123 u've had enough
now we're at ur door ask u where'd u get ur sound from

popstarz (prod. disoc8)

prod. me
master. @angelicamori
feat. @disoc8

life is so meaningless

lyrics:
@disoc8

everything's so fucking bleak
my life is just a chore
rotting in my sheets
can u take me to a morgue
i feel like a freak
i'm shaking from withdrawals
(blood)drying in my sleeves
and my wrists are fucking sore

my life's in black and white
and i panic till i vomit
if i said i could provide
bby i was so dishonest
i dnt wanna go outside
i wanna fucking die
me n u forever bby double suicide

if my life was a movie it would prolly be a scary one
i feel so alone i'll do anything for anyone
chop til i see bone, i just wanna see my skeleton
oh my god im so alone and im so hated by everyone

@misalivee

and i wont talk tough bitch yk i play for keeps
imma kill myself u can catch me in the streets
post traumatic alcoholic bfc on me
and i dont know the fuck is ever wrong with me
and i wont act tough and i cant act up
tell me what what you want n imma get u fucked up
and i just want to know what the fuck that ive done
to make you hate me so i just wna get it done

what the fuck is wrong with me ++disoc8

@blairrwitch
@misalivee
Prod and mastered by Misa

Diazepam w/misalive & iveyys lullaby (misa)

feeling (prod. lavendr)

AK-47

@6aive ~ stay the same(naïve éxclusive)

hit a play den i cash out
talk tough pussy boy u gon back out
in my head feelin spaced out
pink sippin shroom trips im in a safe house
got da tec at ur front door
doubt me i jus run more
used 2 trap a lot dats a cheat code

i been w da bros stackin up
no fold
bad bitch geekin in da trap
no clothes
fuck a front up bitch pay me upfront
so much cash i can see yo bitch is stunt
81 bpm bitch im in pocket
shoot a shot bitch thats a profit

ay bitch im off the map
u cant find me
stacked blue in my jeans
thats a crime scene
81 on the dash
movin timely

x2 or sum

safe house prod. nutro

https://soundcloud.com/benadryl-fan-club

i just wna die in your arms