to be honest i 
pray that i won’t let go 
i’m not insane 
i just wanna love you 
every fucking time you say 
i love you 
u gotta say it again 
u gotta say it again 

to be honest i 
pray that i won’t let go 
i’m not insane 
i just wanna love you 
every fucking time you say 
i love you 
u gotta say it again 
u gotta say it again 

yuh 
i told you don’t fuck around and find out so u fucked around and found out 
it’s all good til they try to kill you 
noose wrapped around my throat telling you i feel you 
everytime everytime without a doubt ye
let me down going down like Earhart ye
make a wish pray to god that he hears you
ain’t nobody ever there to gaf yeah

to be honest i 
pray that i won’t let go 
i’m not insane 
i just wanna love you 
every fucking time you say 
i love you 
u gotta say it again 
u gotta say it again 

to be honest i 
pray that i won’t let go 
i’m not insane 
i just wanna love you 
every fucking time you say 
i love you 
u gotta say it again 
u gotta say it again 

m1v 

I wanna love you right
Do things that make you fly
Promise
Ill love you till our names on our graveyard
Pull me on rip 
Hold on me lift
My pain off my shoulder
I cant catch a shift 
Ill love you till our names on our graveyard
Cant catch the drift when i let go
I hold you dearer while we grow
Cant stand a pain on your behold
Rip it in pieces thousandfold
And it is all a cycle
we do it again


to be honest i 
pray that i won’t let go 
i’m not insane 
i just wanna love you 
every fucking time you say 
i love you 
u gotta say it again 
u gotta say it again 

to be honest i 
pray that i won’t let go 
i’m not insane 
i just wanna love you 
every fucking time you say 
i love you 
u gotta say it again 
u gotta say it again

I’m not insane, say you fucking love me! ft. m1v

my favortie knife by 9aradox produced by milkyway

my favorite knife🔪♡[milkyway]

prod omar duro

i think i luv it no one hmu
i think i luv u way too much
teenage suicide girl u should be by my side
tripple cs fentanyl nothing gets me high like you 
i turned her crazy cuz she wants me by her side 
i wear this like a chain but you’d look better in it 
tie my noose 
i see why no one call me
no one would find my body 
i think im almost dead but by the morning i’ll be sobbing 
nothing can make me happy idk what she sees in me 
addicted to blues addicted to almost everything 
addicted tragedy heroin xtc
take another i can’t breathe 
take another i can’t cuz these drugs are like my shadow they go everywhere i go 
i think i like the pain im so addicted chemicals 
they still talk to me if im morbid and im cold 
my flaws keep burning through my skin its always difficult

i turned her crazy

@disoc8 @misalivee @luvhexx @kiryoo @gutzxx @1stress

@disoc8
shawty hmu on my hello kitty flip phone
anorexic slut and her wrist is full of bar codes
she gon fuck me up cuz she's just like every other hoe
i got designer drugs we can split them all between us both

i used 2 be a reject i turned into a popstarr
hittin up my plug im like tell me what the costs r
i js blacked out and i woke up in a cop car
hated on by everyone but blowing up it's so bizzare

@misalive
like fuck bitch shut the fuck up
you tryna hit my blunt yeah i rly think u dum
like catch me in the club fucking with some sluts
i been off the drugs baby i dont want it nuhhhhhhhh
oxycotin paramol yeah i mix the lot dont really give a fuck
hope it kill me soon cuz baby i just really want the drugs
BFC like the olympics you cant see or talk to us
i dont give a fuck i dont give a fuck

@luvhexx
baby hmu if u wanna go and smoke
i’m pretty much a ghost feel my body turning cold
all these drux r like my shadow they go everywhere i go
everybody ask me where im at ig they’ll never know
i hate everything damn what a surprise
buried alive guess its time to say goodbye
i said i cared but that shit was just a lie
just like halloween im scared i think ima die tn

@kiryoo
crashing in my sports car
idrgaf
i just wanna cry slit my wrist like suicide
bitch im taking pills idrgaf
lets go all night fuck it up all night
skinny jeans everything bitch i want everything
leave me fuckin dead drop dead leave me in my head
go go go
imma fuckin throw up
keep talkin shit pussy we dont even know ya

@gutzxx
shawdy fucking hate us
cuz she know we on the come up
and my baggie full of drugs
cuz you know we cant stay sober
I be of the fucking pills
cuz It gives me fucking thrills
everyday is like a party
cuz im trying something new
I keep razors in my pocket
slide on me I'll show you something
and I see cuts all down your arm
fuck me up I don't feel nothing
talking on my name
like bro your a no one
took to many bars like damn
I cant see anyone

@1stress
anorexic girl txt me on ur kitty flip phone
she said tht she scared of me i said bby i know
im stunnin lik a popstar everyday i go hard
its #bfc in the club take anothr bar
i dont wanna get better now i jus wanna hurt
i told tht girl stop stalking me ima have to stab her
xoxo kisses hugs 123 u've had enough
now we're at ur door ask u where'd u get ur sound from

popstarz (prod. disoc8)

prod. me
master. @angelicamori
feat. @disoc8

life is so meaningless

lyrics:
@disoc8

everything's so fucking bleak
my life is just a chore
rotting in my sheets
can u take me to a morgue
i feel like a freak
i'm shaking from withdrawals
(blood)drying in my sleeves
and my wrists are fucking sore

my life's in black and white
and i panic till i vomit
if i said i could provide
bby i was so dishonest
i dnt wanna go outside
i wanna fucking die
me n u forever bby double suicide

if my life was a movie it would prolly be a scary one
i feel so alone i'll do anything for anyone
chop til i see bone, i just wanna see my skeleton
oh my god im so alone and im so hated by everyone

@misalivee

and i wont talk tough bitch yk i play for keeps
imma kill myself u can catch me in the streets
post traumatic alcoholic bfc on me
and i dont know the fuck is ever wrong with me
and i wont act tough and i cant act up
tell me what what you want n imma get u fucked up
and i just want to know what the fuck that ive done
to make you hate me so i just wna get it done

what the fuck is wrong with me ++disoc8

Mixed by @romziie + @disoc8 + @misalivee
Produced by Geam
Mastered by @romziie
B1TXH ITS HALLOWEEN

LYRICSSSSSS
[@romziie]
like b1tch its Halloween..
taking all this molly yeah we smokin all this w33d!!
they takin all these drxgs, yh it turned me to a fein
I cant get enough of you, stop tryna be like me >.<
fxck1n up my mental gonna snort sum k3t4m1neee

[@disoc8]
yeah, b1tch its Halloween so we sm0ke dopeee
yeah b1tch its #BFC we are known h0ee ///
yeah post a mlg and a quick scope!!!!
can you let me fck1n sleep, let me d1e slow..
suicide fck1n party lets all k1ll ourselves
these drxgs r makin me sick, I need something else
spooky b1tch tryna fxck in a haunted house
I like to party until I'm on the fck1n ground

[@misalivee]
flashing lights cut my body up
bitch its Halloween
fuck me up in the haunted house
ur the one I need
chew me up like a zombie slut
watch me fucking bleed
watch me cut watch me kill myself
cuz its Halloween

addicted w/ disoc8 + misalive

update fuck that bitch
prod. alldecay
@vampgore
instagram.com/birthdaysuicide

i jus ate a Xan
baby i dont feel alright
every night i be thinking about my suicide
i know she loves me
but i really wanna fuckin die
if he tryna talk w me
he gonna meet my nine

yea hes actin big on the phone
baby ur ex is such a fuckin hoe
u so beautiful like u already know x2

u already know 
u so fuckin beautiful
u already know
that u so beautiful

suicidal highs

cant have what i want dont get what i need 
prod. me 
feat. @w6lker
mastered by me 

@misalivee
cuz ur the one i want u can cut me up

like yeah i watch i watch you from your window
you can cut me up for you're one i want
for you baby i would cut
haunt me like a ghost with your eyes closed
wrapped around my soul baby keep close

and baby im a mess but youre the one i want
you can take my heart take me any time you want
like baby hit me up cuz youre the one i want
pretty little ghost take my soul any time u want

@w6lker
i must atone, i cannot live, and i deserve to die
i let them put syringes in my skin, and tear out both my eyes
hate to admit that i was sick, i guess it's no surprise
become a martyr for my god, and give away my life

give what i owe, but they do not forgive
it's hard for me to move with these nails in my wrist
flail your arms at the sky, but there's no one above
trust i've tried it before, i have given my blood

i can't feel my heart, but it's beating, i think it is
so very somber, i try not to think of it
hunted as rabbits, he wastes us, and wears our skin
all things consumed, animals, that's the way it is

want what i cant have ++hauntingclaire

on all plats
prod by me

@disoc8
even if it's secret bby tell me what u want
u can msg me whenever u don't ever gotta front
i'm just tryna keep it real i think i do too many drugs
i can't never stop for nun bby but ur still the 1 i want

okay
at the club, let's fuck it up
like molly rocks, let's crush it up
it's not the drugs, i'm so in love
ur stuck with me, so suck it up.
took 20 xans i fell asleep
so many bands u won't believe
cmon lets dance on xtc
if it's me n u it's meant 2 be

like shutter shades and kandi
hella haze relax me
share drugs w/ u bby got molly eyes we can't see
so much anxiety the xans come in handy
i wanna get so fucked up u can't understand me

ur the one i want <3

produced by 1stress

lyrics 

Winter:

I like to kill the ones i love, because i don't have a heart
Nothing behind my eyes, baby where do i start?
So judge me there, and cast your stone
For being so empty, maybe i should just be left alone?

Where the fuck did it go, i wish i'll never know
I wish i never run, because now you're done
Maybe i could've been a better son
Now you're the one infront of the gun

I only think about myself
Maybe i should go and get the gun on my shelf
Will i get into heaven if i kill myself?
Shit, times' up, guess im never leaving this house

x2

I like to kill the ones i love, because i don't have a heart
Nothing behind my eyes, baby where do i start?
So judge me there, and cast your stone
For being so empty, maybe i should just be left alone?
  
x2

suicide song (stress)

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i just wna die in your arms

want what i cant have ++hauntingclaire

misalive

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