cant have what i want dont get what i need 
prod. me 
feat. @w6lker
mastered by me 

@misalivee
cuz ur the one i want u can cut me up

like yeah i watch i watch you from your window
you can cut me up for you're one i want
for you baby i would cut
haunt me like a ghost with your eyes closed
wrapped around my soul baby keep close

and baby im a mess but youre the one i want
you can take my heart take me any time you want
like baby hit me up cuz youre the one i want
pretty little ghost take my soul any time u want

@w6lker
i must atone, i cannot live, and i deserve to die
i let them put syringes in my skin, and tear out both my eyes
hate to admit that i was sick, i guess it's no surprise
become a martyr for my god, and give away my life

give what i owe, but they do not forgive
it's hard for me to move with these nails in my wrist
flail your arms at the sky, but there's no one above
trust i've tried it before, i have given my blood

i can't feel my heart, but it's beating, i think it is
so very somber, i try not to think of it
hunted as rabbits, he wastes us, and wears our skin
all things consumed, animals, that's the way it is

want what i cant have ++hauntingclaire

feels like forever
since that haunting night
showed up to my house
cold winter tends to bite
wrote down a note for me
said that i must stay
you are forever in my mind
since that day

speak to me
say my name 
are you real?
is it just a game?
up all night
i wait to hear
a song from you
it says you're here

take me higher
my desire
eats me slowly 
tell me why you're
whispering softly
through my body
just a moment
how you haunt me

you haunted me on and on
known me since i was young
you haunted me on and on
loved me since time had just begun

too much to remember
all those restless nights
turn on my radio
see you in the light
pieces of you are always
glued to parts of me
and on these chilly days
i can't not believe

speak to me
say my name 
are you real?
is it just a game?
up all night
i wait to hear
a song from you
it says you're here

take me higher
my desire
eats me slowly 
tell me why you're
whispering softly
through my body
just a moment
how you haunt me

haunt me

#𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓯𝓮𝓮𝓵𝓲𝓷𝓰
GOTTA FEEL IT PT 2
enjoy
pt 1 (i enjoyed making both these songs vry much so i gotta run ts back)

https://soundcloud.com/revenantmutilation/lavendr-x-iveyys-lullaby-x-kiryo-x-p6inkillr-gotta-feel-it-pixelhood





@1lav
————————

decaying bodies on the floor
you're such a dirty whore
i'm in love with all your scars
omg let's cause a scene
ik that's the shit you love
yeah she loves to see me bleed
omg i fell in love
pretty little stars aling
when she kills me as i cum
i need an autopsy
they wanna see me bleed
let's bring it back right now
i can't even see shit
girl ive got this feeling 
i might kill myself
put ur blade up to my heart
girl i wanna feel it


blairr (me)
——————

yea i wanna feel it 
bby let my body go 
am i fuckin rottin 
scrts that well never kno 
ion wanna be the one 
said its all said n done 
omg yur such a tease 
yes i love it when they run 
LUV IT WHEN YOU BLEED ❤️
CRYING OUT FOR MERCY 
CUT ME OPEN BBY 
YOURE THE ONE WHO HURT ME -_-
I CANT GET AWAY 
NO I CANT EVER RUN 
ION WANNA PLAY THIS GAME TS 
IS NEVER FUCKIN FUN


@misalivee
——————-

what what what???
baby watch me stunt 
im addicted to this baby i just wna cut 
oxy in my cup she want see me cut
yeah i hate myself bitches wna see me fall

everything i do bitch yeah bitch i just wna hurt
you watch me kill myself if thats just what u want
everything i do for you like baby watch me stunt 
and i dont care baby i just want it all


me
-------------------------------
y̷̩̻͘ḙ̵̳̥̆̅ḁ̶̡́̕͠ ̸̙̉͒̀į̸͆̔͛ ̵̪̀̊͘w̵̧̞̹͊͌a̴̘͆̽̒n̷̤̩͚̈͆͑n̷͉̆̋͗ȃ̴̪͉́̚ ̶̺̿͆f̸̫̄̍ȩ̶̤͔̒̏ḛ̷̍̍l̴͇̊̉̓͜ ̷̼͑ĩ̷͈̟̻͝t̴͉̯̄͗́
̸̡̭̥͐b̴̺̯̂b̶̰̞̅̆̕y̵̼̽̌ ̷̗͎̠̄̇̕l̵̼̃è̷̩͐̏t̷̲̹́̓ͅ ̸͕͕̉̇͌m̶̨̰̾̀̓y̶̞̦̆ ̴̼͂́̕b̵̡̙̅ó̴̜͕͖̉̋d̴̰̒ÿ̵̖́ ̷̋̉̀͜g̶̻̣͑͜o̸̲̹͊
̸̤̈́͒͜ǎ̴̧m̸̞̫̍͘ ̶̪̿͝i̵̧̛̖̾ ̷̽͜f̶̤̦̈́ŭ̶̡́̋ĉ̵͛̐ͅk̷̫̮͊͛͘i̷̼̐n̴̳̲͝ ̴̣̽r̸̭̺͍͗͌̅o̶͎͇͌̄̈́͜ţ̵̝͑͝͝t̵̠̗͆ị̶̢͉̿n̶̰̥̑̑͌
̵̜͙̚͝s̸͈̉͐c̴̹̍͝r̵͕͗̀͠t̶͉̂̉̃s̵̙̿́̕ ̴̝̃ṱ̷̥̭̍̌̏ẖ̸̢̗̀͆ǎ̷͎̾ț̸̩͙̽̆ ̶̟͝w̴̲̩͖̽̋̃e̸̹̅l̵͎̿͠l̴̩̯̑̈́͆ͅ ̵͚̀͊n̷̩̮̐͠ͅe̸̬̫͐͑v̴̖̏͐ȇ̴̘̭̙͌r̵̼̱͘ ̶̛͉̣́̓k̷̰̿n̶̛̫̤̐o̸̠̓̄̚
̶̮͓͂i̵̼͈̍o̷̲̱̥͐̽n̵͖̔̾̍ ̷̜̿͆̀ẁ̵̬̩͕̈̄a̵̛̗̗͑͊n̴̠̜̜̽̍n̷̹͑̋̑a̶̲̩͘͜ ̴̬̜͗̓͝b̴̧͔̤̿e̶̪͖͛͗ ̴̭̕t̴̤͘h̷̼̮͐̕͠e̵̮̐̈́̌ ̴̫̮̀̅o̸͓̼͖͝n̵͈̆͝e̵̮͒̎̋
̶̳̓s̸̟̞͙̎a̷̲͠ï̷̼͇d̸̳̮̖̂̓̒ ̷̦͇̂̆í̸͉̇̃t̶̺̣͍͛̓͊s̸̰̈́̓̂ ̶̭̀̈́̆a̴̰̻̐̉l̷̜̎̏l̷̘̥͓͐̎̈́ ̸̭͚̓̂͐s̵͎̓̎ǎ̶͉͙̆̇į̶̝̌̑d̴̮̗͔̓͝ ̶̝̾n̵͖̉͠ ̷̣̙̪̾͠d̷̡͉͉̊o̴̭̬̾̈́͝n̶̗̊͠e̷̛̦
̵̹̼̾̂̾ő̶̝͊ͅm̶͚̺̂̓̚g̵̲̒͒͘͜ ̶͚̩͂ý̷̺̱͎̊̓ű̶̮ṛ̶͇̍͑ ̷̤̳͂͜s̷̲̯̗̏̕ư̷͕͆́č̵̣̞̓h̵̡̹̕͜ ̵̤͖̘͑̐a̶̳̼͒̀ ̴̥͛̇t̵̛̍ͅe̶̻͠ȧ̵̬-




lavendr again
--------------------------------
decaying bodies on the floor
you're such a dirty whore
i'm in love with all your scars
omg let's cause a scene
ik that's the shit you love
yeah she loves to see me bleed
omg i fell in love
pretty little stars aling
when she kills me as i cum
i need an autopsy
they wanna see me bleed
let's bring it back right now
i can't even see shit
girl ive got this feeling 
i might kill myself
put ur blade up to my heart
girl i wanna feel it

MIND_FUCK w/ lavendr + misalive #𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓯𝓮𝓮𝓵𝓲𝓷𝓰 (lavendr)

https://soundcloud.com/misalivee
https://www.instagram.com/misaliveee/
https://www.instagram.com/wintr0_o/

Produced by me

Lyrics:

(wintr)

Are you anaemic? Why are you so pale
Can you feel it? Your eyes get sore when you wail
You hurt me, you don't deserve me
You won't desert me, With death, i'm flirting

Ahh ahh, your skin is white as paper
Ahh ahh, she's dead 20 minutes later
You hurt me, you don't deserve me
You won't desert me, With death, i'm flirting


(misalive)

i just wna know will u fuck me up 
acid on my tongue baby i just want the drop
i hate myself but i really want the drugs
be my everything bitch u might fuck me up
 
baby dont desert me please hurt me 
cut me up like baby i need surgery 
like baby im your ghost take me how u want
i might kill myself yeah i do this shit for fun 

(wintr)

Are you anaemic? Why are you so pale
Can you feel it? Your eyes get sore when you wail
Are you anaemic? Why are you so pale
Can you feel it? Your eyes get sore when you wail

porcelain princess ft. misalive

lyricss:

m0lly:
i dont want you i just want your fucking girl
say she got a phat ass so i say give me a twirl
i gotchur girl
best in the world
dont you know that me and misa we be taking all the gurls <3
Dont you ever talk to me like you know me
im so high all you other fuckers OD
say wht you owe me...you be so lonely
too many fucking bitches but not bitches fucking phone me :(

like OMG
how could you be so dumb??
bitch what the fuck
you be so covered in my blood
one more time with the coke on the table
got this bitch sayin she bad but i really wouldnt say so
LIKE WTF
YOURE REALLY SUCH A SLUT
I do not like you, you are such a fucking cuck
such a slut.
youre such a cunt.
baby come show me your titties that are covered in my blood :P

misalive:
like what want bitch who you know
acid tabs baby i can get you blow
wit m0llyroxx we hit the show
baby i could kill myself n u wouldnt even knoo

d d dance baby yeah we can get it on
i dont wna die but my bitch she love to cut
fucked up off these drugs i can get you drunk
yeah i hate myself bitch cuz i cant be enuff
n i got acid on my tongue yeah we goin dumb
watch me gettin lit cuz i do not gafff
i just want the drugs bitch just hit us up
we can get you drugs baby i dont want i nuhhhh

Anything you want (ft. Misalive)

prod mixed and mastered by INHE11 (me)
@misalivee

lyrics:

Sacramental Preparation
Around my head, ants are dancing
Below the dirt, you hold no semblance
Behind the fence lies an entrance
My body is a dumpster and you're my coffin
From the room over I heard coughing
It sounded strangely suggestive
Father is teaching mother a lesson
Does the bottle help it lessen?
Bronze snake neckless, you're so reckless.
Get my manna straight from heaven
You still stuck at 7/11

Sapphire gleaming
Won't you believe me?
Black and white checkerboard
Oh, I'm just a whore
Come to me, gentle storm
Praise the lord
I'm a whore
Gentle star, how far?
Must we march,
Into the dark

baby swear to god my heart is filled with blood
everytime you cut baby i just wna rot
fill myself with drugs drink until i drop
you cant take soul try to help myself with drugs

i hate myself watch me cut
im inhe11 baby youre my only drug
oh god baby what what what
scream until it hurts
sraight into my soul
baby know my heart is yours

youre my only drug and it sucks
yeah my life is fucked


FATIMA w/misalive

produced by @misalivee
mix + master by @romziie
https://www.instagram.com/rromziiee/

lyrics:
[@romziie]
I'm the friend they talk abt behind the fckin screen
I wanna stab em with a blade and make em fkin scream
bloody wounds to the chest all night long !!
the feds are coming for my name I gotta fuking run
I didn't think this through, and now I'm fckn lost
while I'm creeping in the woods with a molotov
I'm gonna blow this joint, set it all to a flame
i thought sht was going fine, but im going insane

[@misalivee]
loading....

nightmare w/ misalive [MV SOON]

prod. me (its just a salem song turned into a beat)
feat. @hoshiestar
master @luvhexx

i suck and i should end it
lyrics: 

@misalivee
like baby hit me up
what the fuck am i supposed to do
never cared? kill myself to be close to you
like hit me up cuz youre the one
acid tabs yeah i keep that on my tongue
and i swear baby you dont gotta cry
anything you want girl i would never lie
youre the only thing i see when i close my eyes
youre the one i wont ever let you go

@hoshiestar 
and i wanna be right by your side 
fucked up so high so fried 
and i never wanna let you go
on my nose you can see the snow baby
all these drugs made me crazy
maybe
maybe its time to call it quits
stuck up in an abyss 
who you know make money like this 
iom care tho baby im rich 
still theres hoes on my dick
yeah his girl wanna pic
sniffin that snow
sniffin that whitney
prettiest star just like britney 
before the break down
fucked up sniffin the k now

ill never let ++hoshie star

@abyzowuxit
@randzarchive
@kandibrat


lil bowika lyric :

Vagabunda colorida
brilho neon no salto de sangue
às 12 teu zap tocou
pulso sangrando no banheiro
vomitando arco iris, omg lsd de ogro
vejo nyan cat lembro de voce
scene girl comigo no myspace
zombie zombie 


kandi lyric:
você é meu amor você é meu amor
meu deus estou perdendo a cabeça me desculpe
eu sou uma pequena scene, você é tão cruel
por favor amarre meu pescoço im so scene
andando como um zumbi sob a heroína
eu sou uma puta tão burra, i need more cocaína
pulsos emo fofos cortados nas minhas paredes
por favor deixe-me chupar pau
eu pareço tão gostosa que sou um pouco magra
por favor, me estupre, por favor, me estupre agora
por favor corte meu corpo por favor me foda mais agora
atire em meu cérebro com sua arma
a vida de uma vagabunda é tão desafiadora
eu quero morrer agora 
eu quero morrer agora

EU SOU TÃO VAGABUNDA QUE SIM EU QUERO CHUPAR
POR FAVOR, SACRIFÍCIO ME AGORA
TIRE MINHA VIDA E ME FAÇA MORTO
EU SOU A VAGABUNDA DA SCENE PARA SEMPRE


Vagabunda Colorida w/ ABYZOWU x Randz x Kandibrat [Ortoxone]

Lil Bowika x 8trxck - Red Room [hospitalsimp]

Lil Bowika X hauntingclaire - Nightclub [prod. 8trxck]

prod meeee
ft @misalivee

hating everythinggggg

get myself sick
walkin round hating everything 
everybody like to stare every time i walk in 
smoking crack with a bad bitch XD
luvhex double suicide that's wats happening
change for me or ill nevr love u 
i just blacked out that's the only way i tell the truth 
take me back to highschool make myself sick da ba de bitch i feel so blu 
every time i think of u i just don't know what to do 
every night i get too high i hope that u know i can't let u go

she gone leave me stuck
you gone leave me drained baby idgaf
twisted off my drugs i never gave a fuck
i would kill myself just to see u know im dumb
say what? idgafff
used to think im cool 
now wont ever hit me up
i know im dumb
i just love a ghost
this dont even matter 
she wont hear it so ill go
```

make myself sick ft misalive

prod. sustain

featuring misalive https://soundcloud.com/misalivee

misa , 

baby fell inlove wtf ash it out im pourin up
you dont even seem to get me idgaf
fallin down dont pick me up
baby itll be alright let me fuck it up
new bitch hit my phone 
its like every i leave you try and hit me up wtf
bitch i dont give a fuck turn my back to leave
and youre just gna tie me up

wintr ,

she wanna fuck
shes kissin on my cuts
im like i dont give a fuhh
she said that she in love
but she only outta luck

honesty is the best policy
and i want ur body
all honesty no privacy
when i touch ur bodyyyy

she wanna fuck
shes kissin on my cuts
im like i dont give a fuck
she said that she in love
but she only outta luck

x2

kissin on my cuts ft. misalive

prod. https://soundcloud.com/onlyicansavemenow
feat. https://soundcloud.com/sicklikeadog

i dont get it 

lyrics:
@misalivee
omg what baby u dont give a fuck
all the shit i said i hope that you forgot
omg i dont give a fuck
everything i love just seems to fucking rot
im so done with this shit bitch just watch me die
just watch me cut know thats wat you like
i tried my best baby watch me die
watch me bleed bitch just watch me cry its aight
watch me bleed bitch just watch me cry

@sicklikeadog
i rlly dont gaf
kiss up on my cuts bby watch me fucking die
puke out my fucking guts i wont make it till 2night
roll up another blunt just 2 make it thru the night
paparazzi wit me im in the spotlight
it's 4 lyfe we 4 lyfe bae we could've been forever
doing line after line only time i feel pleasure
i feel fine i feel fine i'm not getting any better
i don't know whether i should love u

i cant take it back ++sicklikeadog (onlyicansavemenow)

pathetic love story punk cover

𝔀𝓪𝓷𝓷𝓪 𝓫𝓮 𝓹𝓸𝓹𝓼𝓽𝓪𝓻🎀
@benadryl-fan-club
@sacrificialcollective
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i still bite my tongue

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@benadryl-fan-club

@prettydeadgirlz
"her throat was whiter than driven snow."

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