prod @1lav

mixed by me 
mastered by @kiryoo at the hotel
MV LINK https://youtu.be/N0a_qDuAh-w?feature=shared
im at a very low point in my life where i hate everything myself included 
i thank yall for the love it rlly makes me wanna keep going 
yall are the best supports i could ever ask for <33
https://www.instagram.com/iveyyslullaby/
https://www.instagram.com/fucklavendr/
ww.instagram.com/epicgamerkiryo/
we talk 
we fight 
we fuck
tonight
everything we do 
ill swear to god ill change your life
girl theres jus one thing you gotta kno 
im unstable
break me down 
like a fable 
 the cuts on my skin 
the scrts that i keep 
overmedicated slowly killing me 
she got that black dress on 
i jus got my eyes on you 
but you gotta stay away idk what ill do 
killed a "pretty" girl last night
red n blue flashing lights 
bby come with me you can die by my side 
oh wedding bells 
you broke our fuckin vowels 
so when i kms 
ill go back to the fucking ground
i deserve this hell's 
where i belong 
this life wasnt made for me 
i jus wanna pass on 
i feel like shit 
midlife crisis 
maybe these fuckin drugs 
will fucking stop it 
social relasp 
i wanna go back 
ima fuckin snort ts til my eyes roll back 
puking out my guts i stg
this body sucks 
youre such a dirty bitch 
and im jus a fuck up 
plzz dont touch me 
i feel so disgusting 
choking on my words because this shit
 doesnt mean anything 
i wanted everything baby just put me down 
im so fuckin childish 
this shit sucks i want it now 
im sorry that i just ruin everything
i touch
i dont wanna self destruct 
but this pain its not giving up 
wtf 
man wtf 
glass shards breaks into my wrist 
 it makes me wanna fucking wanna cut
the cuts on my skin
the scrts that i keep
overmedicated slowly killing me
she got that black dress on
i jus got my eyes on you
but you gotta stay away idk what ill do

black dress 🎀 🐇#𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓯𝓮𝓮𝓵𝓲𝓷𝓰 *MV OUT NOW IN DESC*

self prod <3

walkin thru the forest 
see ur face everywhere
its like ur chasing me
hear ur footsteps everywhere
its not fair
thought u gave u everything
but ur still chasing me
u must wnt something
cuts on me
feel like a disease while u run around me
i will always harm me
i will fkin hurt u
endless fkin circles yea i feel so abused
lifes so cruel 
idk what to do
everytime i talk its like im talking thru u

i lost a peice of me 
im losing eveything 
i found my peices 
but they dnt rlly ressemble me

it fkin looks like u
it fkin looks like uuu
cuz every peice of me
is just a peice of u
nd i cnt hate u
even after everything
everything u did to me
i just wish the best for u
its the ghost of u
its in my fkin room
i ruin everything every time i move

walkin thru the forest 
see ur face everywhere
its like ur chasing me
hear ur footsteps everywhere
its not fair
thought u gave u everything
but ur still chasing me
u must wnt something
cuts on me
feel like a disease while u run around me
i will always harm me
i will fkin hurt u
endless fkin circles yea i feel so abused
lifes so cruel 
idk what to do
everytime i talk its like im talking thru u

ghost of u

prod @p7e
ft @cholorofilm
yes I accidentally misspelled this MF long ass name LMAO 

woah woah woah woah
i just wanna turn it up
i can give u dmt i can give u any drug
wut u want wut u want
idgaf
bby turn it up
bby turn it upppl



i can give u any drug /w cholorofilm (winter)

im so right w/ vintagepopstar prod luvhex and me

prod meeee
ft @misalivee

hating everythinggggg

get myself sick
walkin round hating everything 
everybody like to stare every time i walk in 
smoking crack with a bad bitch XD
luvhex double suicide that's wats happening
change for me or ill nevr love u 
i just blacked out that's the only way i tell the truth 
take me back to highschool make myself sick da ba de bitch i feel so blu 
every time i think of u i just don't know what to do 
every night i get too high i hope that u know i can't let u go

she gone leave me stuck
you gone leave me drained baby idgaf
twisted off my drugs i never gave a fuck
i would kill myself just to see u know im dumb
say what? idgafff
used to think im cool 
now wont ever hit me up
i know im dumb
i just love a ghost
this dont even matter 
she wont hear it so ill go
```

make myself sick ft misalive

featuring keta @yungketaslime

https://www.instagram.com/convulse2011/

lyrics:

(wintr) 

there's another me deep inside my head
and it doesn't care whether you end up dead
i, won't lie
this time
i swear i'll rewind

i know i'm irreplaceable
it's simply principle
ugh, ugh, ugh
ugh, ugh, ugh

i know i'm irreplaceable
it's simply principle
ugh, ugh, ugh
ugh, ugh, ugh

i swear i'll rewind

(keta)

youll find my body by the train tracks
baby y u say that
memories i play back 
now ur gone i hate that
i watched your love shrink
dont say you love me
coz if you really loved me our paths wouldnt be parting 
i been starving carving
how could you not want me
wake up throw up blood take a xan n go back to sleep
i been holding onto hope
that maybe youll come back to me
this is my greatest tragedy
your loss is my fatality

and all my friends mad at me coz i cant get off the shts
when u left i put slits all over my wrists
i wish i could forget you and not be burdened with this
our love was like a fairytale but it ended in shit
im sick of tryna climb my way out
brains empty only thoughts i think are doubt
ciggarettes on my skin while i scream and shout 
your love was my drug and now i amwithout (edited)



antisocial ft. keta

self prod

said she wanna b w me
its just my heart u can keep
ik that its gonna hurt bby
its gonna hurt me
take my eyes i cant see
i cant fkin breathe
u just cut me up
u dont care about me
dead on scene
i dont like being
i dont like being me

ooo
ooooo

i dont like u bitch let go
i dont think u wanna b with me
im leaking blood its from my sleeve
the leafs will change while im deceased
found in the woods its u and me

said she wanna b w me
its just my heart u can keep
ik that its gonna hurt bby
its gonna hurt me
take my eyes i cant see
i cant fkin breathe
u just cut me up
u dont care about me
dead on scene
i dont like being
i dont like being me

off the k and hennessey
ik what u want
u wanna b with me
i will always hurt me
bby u cant help me
im so gone
im so fucking ruined 
and im puking out my guts
idgaf
bleeding out my cuts
gave u all my love
gave u everything i can

hurt me

prod. https://soundcloud.com/onlyicansavemenow
feat. https://soundcloud.com/sicklikeadog

i dont get it 

lyrics:
@misalivee
omg what baby u dont give a fuck
all the shit i said i hope that you forgot
omg i dont give a fuck
everything i love just seems to fucking rot
im so done with this shit bitch just watch me die
just watch me cut know thats wat you like
i tried my best baby watch me die
watch me bleed bitch just watch me cry its aight
watch me bleed bitch just watch me cry

@sicklikeadog
i rlly dont gaf
kiss up on my cuts bby watch me fucking die
puke out my fucking guts i wont make it till 2night
roll up another blunt just 2 make it thru the night
paparazzi wit me im in the spotlight
it's 4 lyfe we 4 lyfe bae we could've been forever
doing line after line only time i feel pleasure
i feel fine i feel fine i'm not getting any better
i don't know whether i should love u

i cant take it back ++sicklikeadog (onlyicansavemenow)

https://www.instagram.com/iveyyslullaby
https://www.instagram.com/technosexwitch

kill everyone before they try and kill you

She jus took an X 
Now shes dead on the floor
Blood on my demonia 
I think she wants sum  more 
I stomp his fuckin lights out
Make that pussy pipe down
I got Ket up on my dick 
Im sendin shots like 30 rounds
Youre jus a druggie 
A pOser 
Ill be dead in october 
I wont talk to that bitch
You cant cry on my shoulder 
Leave em fukin dead
Im just sick all in the head

blood on my demonia (technosexwitch)

produced by corpse disposal

featuring @cholorofilm & @yungketaslime

https://www.instagram.com/freakdiaryentry/
https://www.instagram.com/cholorofilm/
keta got no ig rip

lyrics:

(wintr)

kissing in my car
with ur blood spilling out of my heart
we can go far
ur the one ur a star
wishing for a better day
baby take it all away
yea, yea ha
baby ur violent
my bruises theyre violet
dont think its time yet
to say that ur mine yet
baby ur violent
my bruises theyre violet
dont think its time yet
to say that ur mine yet

(cholorofilm)
i be with the gang we be fucked up
til the violence went n took my heart out
i dont know where my home at
coke lines a bitch really love that
red wine feelin numb, do i cut myself
do i take the jump, everyday in hell
i dont need u fucking bitch
everything i said u would forget

(keta)

did you forget about the words you spoke to me
pass out drunk wake up with u holding me
im in love with what were supposed to be
im weak i let all these drugs control me
passion never goes away u never had it in the first place
faith i had in u was misplaced i am such a disgrace
fucked up everyday
drugs cover pain
i miss when youd say my name
for your love id trade every bit of fame
but itll never be the same 
forget about me while the drugs rot my brain

violent, but i love you w/ cholorofilm & keta

Teenteen w ajinrx4 (jaechii & seven)

https://soundcloud.com/benadryl-fan-club

i still bite my tongue

i cant take it back ++sicklikeadog (onlyicansavemenow)

misalive

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