my room smelled of loneliness
excluded from school because i was never nice
i spend my days playing and jerking off
just waiting for this fucking life to end

i'm a fucking neet a hopeless loser

Nobody likes me I know, you don't need to rub it in my face
my death will be soon
locked in my disgusting room you will find me hanged

i'm a fucking neet a hopeless loser

I'm a Fuckin Neet

Another day, another time to sleep
another time, just maybe
i might just leave my house
i don't want to go out

why leave? I'm so comfy.
i have everything i need.
if i get hungry i can just order a but to eat.

i have nobody
that's fine by me
i chose this life for me
i want to be hikkikomori

i have nobody
that's fine by me
i chose this life for me
i want to be hikkikomori

Unknown

Hikkikomori

Four Letter Word (shooter cover)

i'll show you everything you've done
no point in trying to explain yourself
can't help it now
no words can leave your mouth
you'll reap exactly what you sow
it doesn't matter if you understand
the seeds will grow
they'll eat you up alive 

kiss it all goodbye
you'll be dead and in a coffin
you can wish that you knew why
but in the end you'll have forgotten
all these people drawing lines
parallels and intersections (partitions and connections)
crossing bridges between lives
tying strings into the other side

death never asked you for consent
forever is a moment's rest,
upon you now
breathing your own pollution
the blooming flower of your pride
has a weight so insupportable
it has to die
the stem cannot sustain the burden

(i am a man, a match, a burning mass, a billow of a flame
i am a soul a coal a fullness i'm unable to relate
my name is dream, my flesh is grass, and i grow older every day
my name is words, my flesh is dirt, my name is carved into a grave)

parallels and intersections

https://open.spotify.com/album/2geUiWrks5OttBVNcfZFrv?si=cIY2bGcJSbWM7JMAIyOHYA
https://soundcloud.com/user-470248955/lay-down-and-die

i dont want to try
fuck the world and fuck my life
i cant take this shit anymore
so sick of this lifes a chore

i wanna lay down and die
i know i cant go onnn
dark thoughts poisoning my mind
where did it all go wrong

all alone
and i did it all on my own
nobody likes u when yr sad
so either die or learn to act

i wanna lay down and die
i know i cant go on
dark thoughts poisoning my mind
where did it all go wrong

lay down and die (fried by fluoride cover)

deleted computer loser song

https://youtu.be/pZm08yZbOHw link to the video were I got it from



Computer Loser - Walk Away As The Door Slams feat. Popkill (reupload)

Computer247

it's alright
I'm cool now
come closer now
I won't bite

you don't have to be afraid
I am no longer who I was before.
you don't have to be afraid
It's okay if you don't trust me anymore.

It's Alright

rock phone (gee tee cover)

from the album: https://soundcloud.com/w4str/sets/trial-and-error

Do You Realize You Aren't Human Anymore?



[Verse]
I dont know why you cant get out my head 
I wanna die take my life i wanna drop dead
I cant image you with someone else 
It hurts my soul it makes me wanna cut myself 
I wish I can move on but that cant do
Cuz my mind and my heart cant get a clue 

[Chorus]
I cant help myself 
I wanna kill myself 
I wanted just to move on 
And just accept myself
I don't like it here 
Its something that I fear
I don't wanna be here 
I wanna be with you 

[Verse]
I dont know why 
You make me wanna cry 
Cuz you said we'd last I guess that was just a lie
Please just take me back 
Our love will never crack 
I just wanna be with you 
Until our time is due

[Chorus]
I cant help myself 
I wanna kill myself 
I wanted just to move on 
And just accept myself
I don't like it here 
Its something that I fear
I don't wanna be here 
I wanna be with you 

Computer Loser - Walk Away As The Door Slams feat. Popkill (reupload)

.miserythrope

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