but just know that I did love you, with everything I possibly had

loveisheavenly - love is heavenly

loveisheavenly - nothing like it used to be

lamprima aurata

loveisheavenly - blindfolded

:(

"my dog just ran away
and i am feeling pretty bad
i've been sneaking out at night
and my parents are real mad
i’ve been taking lots of drugs
cause they teach me not to care
yeah, i guess that’s how you cheat
because life doesn’t play fair

my brother told me
that he's gonna
kill himself tonight
with a whole bottle of prozac
or a shiny kitchen knife
he said that when he is dead
ill have his nintendo 64
and i can play all it night long
sitting on the basement floor

my girlfriend told me that
she doesn't love me anymore
and i wish i didn't care but
i thought she was really cool
so i drank a ton of liquor
then i threw up in her sink
she said next time use the toilet
then she offered me a drink"

original sample: https://ifidieinmississippi.bandcamp.com/track/nintendo-64-alex-g-3

winter 2009 ❄️💙

sometimes i wonder
where do u send ur mail to
when u don’t hav a home?
does it just float in oblivion
until u find a place of ur own?
sometimes i wonder
who do u evn turn to
when you are all alone?
do you just float in oblivion
until u find that special some1?

it’s hard not to wonder
when ur riding in the car
what stops the world from ending?
and the sky from eating up everyone?

i wish it was simple
but nothing evr seems to be this time 
i’ll try not to 
fucking end it 
all ovr minor turbulence
again i need to
get it togetheragain 
i need to get it 2gether again 
i need 2 piece it together
bc it’s all falling apart

oblivion

Written performed and produced by Thank You, Agamemnon.
Thank you, for waiting :-)

Don't Worry Guys, I Have it All Figured Out

The holy contracts we make with people we'll never meet again. Each verse is a different encounter that changes everything while changing nothing.

Covenant of Strangers

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I am ruler 
Of the universe 
Could it be 
Because of  
Something humorous? 
From my omniverse 
The gratuitous gift 
From the exuberance. 
To the communicants 
Through service 
And illuminance. 
Not unbidden  
Or forbidden 
But the allowance 
Of me 
To set the world free. 
As Poland is  
Being squeezed 
By the drones 
Looking to see. 
Can it be 
Up to me? 
This ascendance 
From only a deference. 
How can this all be? 
A world and me. 
Waiting for me 
To direct it’s fate 
And mold the space. 
The planets 
Have no gravity. 
Has it been erased 
Or is it me 
Transcending through 
Time and space. 
Where am I  
Within this 
Human race? 
Am I in a state 
Of divine grace? 
Or in a state of war 
Trying to sing in place. 
Could it be 
I’m singing 
With grace? 
A diaphragm 
Vibrating, 
Projecting a sound 
As my feet are 
Deeply rooted 
In the ground 
With the knowledge 
Of the vast divine 
Message 
Of what is profound. 
The understanding 
That it’s me 
To see me. 
To let it all free. 
The projection of 
An emotion 
Through a 
Harmonic potion. 
Bleeding form past 
Its own denotion. 
My Self is ruler 
Of the Universe.

Sing the World Free

I could feel that something wasn’t right
We weren’t as close as we used to be
Did something break while I wasn’t looking?
What did I miss? Was it something I did?

Your eyes, sharp like shattered glass
Every moment felt like the final drop
Like we were always close to breaking
Two meteors on a single crash course

I never wanted to collide with you
Never meant to hurt or tear you apart
I just need to understand how we got here
‘Cause I still don’t know where it all fell apart

The silences that used to bring peace
Now cut like glass, they cut, they bleed
And we’re fading into the emptiness
Through cracks in the silence

We’re getting lost in uneasy silence
It’s carving a canyon between you and me
I don’t know how to close this distance
I don’t know how to break the quiet

If it’s something I did, just tell me, I’ll make it right
But something’s pulling us down separate roads
And I don’t want to let this fall apart
But every step I take toward you
You take two more away from me

The silences that used to bring peace
Now cut like glass, they cut, they bleed
And we’re fading into the emptiness
Through cracks in the silence

Ah, ah, ahhhh
Cracks in the silence
Ah, ah, ahhhh
Cracks in the silence

loveisheavenly - nothing like it used to be

miserable