written by Lxst Boy
produced by 4lexf & Pizzle

featured on Promoting Sounds
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=voU3Zy70Qts

-lyrics-
i can never look at you and say no
thats what you say so
now im holding back tears
while im trying to read your gravestone
vision getting blurry 
and the clouds looking fake though
you left your mark on me
like a bite from a mako
now im back to writing like i used to
everything left on these pages really are about you
remember all the times we sat on this couch watching pokemon
share our fries at dairy queen but now i cry cause its all gone

yeah
and I just really wanna talk to you
I pray to God and go to church just like we always used to
composing this poetry
I'm glad that you noticed me
in that class that fateful day
when our eyes met, now it's way too cold to see
all that you've given
girl, thank you for all the blessings
that you had sent my way
first time you called my name
and I know that I'm selfish cause I really really want you back
I hope you're flying safe in Heaven cause I really miss you bad

yeah I'm really mad
wrote you like fifty tracks
and now I'm sitting alone
my heart's broken through the thickest cast
I miss going to see you on the hospital
wished it'd last
now I'm asking God why He took an angel from my grasp
I'm laying on the porch wondering which one of these stars are you
really shining bright now I don't feel the solitude
I just wanna hear your voice I miss calling you
now these feelings I hold inside will one day return back to you

flowers by your grave... (4lexf x pizzle)

galaxy ft. Lxst Boy 

prod. mist3r 

much love people ❤ 💛 💙 

galaxy ft. Lxst Boy (prod. mist3r)

Girlfriend (p.clearlyyy)

surprise surprise;)
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don't usually do a surprise release, so take this as a gift lmao
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lyrics:
damn im talking to the moon again,
he's been there all my life but now he's become like a guardian,
my knight in shining armor, shielding me from pain,
but he's not overprotective, i'm still cruisin in my lane,
and maybe i got training wheels,
and maybe i'm up in my feels,
but never will i let that come between my love that's real,
and the person i embody, someone that has always smiled,
but now its painted on my face, i should've made it stretch for miles,

cause maybe then people will not take it for granted,
all the roots that i've planted
have drowned from all the rain that never seems to stop,
and my music seems to flop whenever i put in some thought,
but when i write them in 2 minutes, seems like gold that i have brought,

i promise you i'm not a king with a cave worth of his riches,
just a boy who likes his kisses, and the girl that he misses,
all my tears have collected in the ridges, and my attitude i switch it,
cause i'm bound to find an outfit that won't leave me in the ditches,

yea i hate that place, the anger plastered on my face,
i guess it's time that i replace, my face that's breaking at a pace,
it's got cracks like its a drought, and they are laced with doubt,
held together by the hope that i will make it out


(chorus)


the demons, they're all midgets,
the minutes, i've spent reflecting,
the hardships of comprehending,
the help they've been recommending,
reality i've been bending,
has stopped me from just pretending,
that i'm really fine, when my funeral ive been attending,

in a black suit, black coffin, black world, hope they care,
hope they show some color that they never seem to share,
in a world full of rainbows, im looking pretty gray,
that's probably why she left, i just had boring displays,


(chorus)

talking to the moon again (prod. cxrter)

RE:Lantionship ft. Ohanami`s day off ( prod . heyduim )

HALLUCINOGEN w/ giovanni (prod. m.e)

Walking through the graveyard with death at every step 
Mixed by T33H33
I made this song after watching Hyouka

Graveyard (prod. ambeatsnyc)

this song was suppose to come out in Feb. but it sadly didn't

LOVELY FT. LXST BOY & TRAA (PROD. BOYFIFTY)

i figured out what love is through your eyes w/ Senzu ¥ (prod. Roku Beats)

independent underground collective
alternative / bedroom pop / lofi / +more
all members followed
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artists:
Lxst Boy
jxsie beats
Kiano
kobayami 
backyard beetle 
hero 
Dedamin 
Rick Soundz
ueca
A Distant Voice
Dysphoric
Blondy
Devie
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@miserygxrden on insta
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"you're boring" -MiseryGarden (kobayami, jxsie beats, Vertigo, Giovanni, Senzu, and Lxst Boy)
coming soon!
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i figured out what love is through your eyes w/ Senzu ¥ (prod. Roku Beats)

MiseryGarden Collective

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