Name: #1 Fan by Mista
Duration: 2 min 28 s
Description: The creation of this song was inspired by the #1 fan in my life at the time

trap music real music truu story ********** Production by Kemist On Da Trak

Life Of A Hustla

TRYIN 2B/'05 at DALLAS

The creation of this song was inspired by the #1 fan in my life at the time 

#1 Fan

FlipSide/DMB Freestyle 2018

Turn Tf Up

Who's Dat Peepin

YOU N ME by Mista

I'M SORRY FOR THE MESS
ITS BEEN DARK INSIDE MY HEAD
I FEEL LIKE IT'S THE END
BECAUSE I CAN'T GET A GRIP

AND I KNOW IT'S REALLY HARD
CAN'T GO BACK
I'VE GONE TOO FAR 
SO WHEN I MEET THE END
DON'T PRETEND LIKE WE WERE FRIENDS

IT'S A SHAME THAT I FEEL LIKE THIS
BUT WHAT'S NEW?
I PUT A LOT INTO THE THINGS THAT I LOVE 
YEA I DO

AND I AIN'T EVER ASKED FOR MUCH OUT OF LIFE
BUT TO MAKE EVERYONE HAPPY INSTEAD I COMPLICATE THEN PREPARE AN APOLOGY
AND HONESTLY 
IT TAKES ALL OF ME
SWALLOWING PILL AFTER PILL
NOT TO FALL INTO MY SLEEP

IT'S TEMPORARY 
NUMB THE PAIN
SOME DAYS I REALLY CONTEMPLATE
NEVER WAKING UP AGAIN

IM UNGRATEFUL;
UNDESERVING
EVERYONE THAT HAS A LIFE 
THEY SERVE A PURPOSE
BUT I CANT FIND THE REASON WHY
IM FEELING WORTHLESS
THE PRESSURE THE SORROW 
BRINGING ME CLOSER TO CLOSURE
STILL I CAN'T HELP BUT TO CHOKE
I'M SORRY

I'M SORRY FOR THE MESS
ITS BEEN DARK INSIDE MY HEAD
I FEEL LIKE IT'S THE END
BECAUSE I CAN'T GET A GRIP

AND I KNOW IT'S REALLY HARD
CAN'T GO BACK
I'VE GONE TOO FAR 
SO WHEN I MEET THE END
DON'T PRETEND LIKE WE WERE FRIENDS

I THINK A LOT ABOUT DYING
I WISH I COULD STOP IT
CONVINCED I NEVER WILL ERASE  
THE HESITATION TO DROP IT

MY OPTIONS
FIRST THE PAIN 
NEVER THE PLEASURE
I ONLY GOT TWO CHOICES
LIVE LIKE THIS OR CLOSE MY EYES 
 AND FOREVER

YEA
I CAN SEE JUST HOW IT'S GONNA BE
GOT DREAMS GOING SIX FEET DEEP
BUT FOR REAL I COUNT MY BLESSINGS
LEARN MY LESSON
AND THIS LIFE
ITS KEEP ON TESTIN' 
PUSHING ME STRAIGHT TO THE EDGE
BLOOD IN MY VEINS FLOW TO MY HEAD
SCREAMING TIL MY FACE IS RED
HOW MUCH I WANNA GO
NOBODY CARES SO
I SHOULD GRAB THIS GUN AND PUT IT TO MY FUCKIN DOME 
THIS IS THE LAST TIME
COULD BE MY LAST RHYME
YOU NEVER KNOW
I THINK IT'S TIME FOR ME TO COME HOME

I'M SORRY FOR THE MESS
ITS BEEN DARK INSIDE MY HEAD
I FEEL LIKE IT'S THE END
BECAUSE I CAN'T GET A GRIP

AND I KNOW IT'S REALLY HARD
CAN'T GO BACK
I'VE GONE TOO FAR 
SO WHEN I MEET THE END
DON'T PRETEND LIKE WE WERE FRIENDS

DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M TRYNA DO 
BUT I REALLY GOTTA GO
YEA

DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M TRYNA DO 
BUT I REALLY GOTTA GO
YEA

Buy/Stream

SORRY4THAMESS [Prod. @basementghost]

i’m learning a lesson; 
a reason to keep my mouth shut
why did I speak when I can’t keep my head up?
and i’m steady thinking but nothing makes sense
 
emotions they’re keeping me running back and forth
sometimes i really feel like i’m nothing more
than a problem that you’re refusing to give up


today i asked what love is
what’s the purpose
feel like i ain’t nothin 
her heart’s broken

i ain’t wanna say shit
but i’m too upset
now i’m so ashamed with
every reason

i gave you to give up on me
i ain’t wanna change
didn’t want to push away
just wanna stay the same

and now i’m feeling all the pain






Social Media:
twitter.com/basementghost
instagram.com/basementghost
Prod/Mix - Shaolin G

#1 Fan

Mista

Related tracks