PHASMOPHOBIA

as part of Camp Frailty's Winter Solstice music event

- Hymn 536: Open your ears, O faithful people
- Oro solido bumps heads with Cherish after their remarkable resurgence
- Loansharks (Primadonna edit) [underscores’ True Colors Are Revealed!]
- A crash course in music business: Finding Success In An Everchanging Industry
- I’m Not Sure You Understand What I Mean
- Scandal!!! (Celebrity and Parasociality: A Comprehensive Analysis)
- Bktherula walks into a Phase Cancellation Machine, nearly emerges unscathed
- Jane Remover and underscores Reach A Mutual Understanding Regarding Completely Coincidental Salton Sea Symbolism
- Hymn 711: Seek ye first the kingdom of God
- S*nny (originally by Boney M)

Winter Solstice Hymn Sing, led by underscores

http://beacons.ai/mistakeboi

music, lyrics, and visuals by meee~

mastering by James Mehrkens:
https://www.instagram.com/jace_limb/
character design and art concept by Tanisha Nagevadia:
https://www.instagram.com/kranberii/

wading... (instrumental)

HYPERUKG MIX 26/5/2022

☆

prod and mix by @traxee 

BEATSCAPE: https://youtu.be/jIFm2VkaaQ8 

Get the elevator on the wrong floor I didnt press it right
Office job is kinda lame still stuck in the past
I wanna try a different way
Pet projects and cases that they throw away
Trash it and go back to grey

safe in the dark town
oddly unironic
and at least i can walk unafraid
if i believe things will be alright
Pillows on my bed
shove em all to the ground
and tryna feel less alone
by turning on the tv
open your diary
what did u write about me
ink lit up from the screen
the brightest show and tell
yea

Little glow in the dark
Ceiling with the stick on stars
its like the world is ours
when its not really at all
See how its all gonna play out
Still Trying not to fade out
Stick with me on the days
That aren’t easy at all

i confuse myself, help
i could use some self help
never know what to do
So I must be selfish too
leave it all on the line
trust itll all end up fine
leave it all on the line
Its why i look to you

and then I'm back to the real world
and i'm working 9 to 7s
wasting my freakin life
without learning any lessons 
realitys so numbing
Step one and then come through
I think i'll feel better if we talk 
in circles like we do

i got u using my slang
the words we say are the same
makes me believe in something
i used to think was insane

Ima watch it all unfurl
They make it seem so easy to fall
but i know i'd get picked up
even if it takes a while

Off the elevator on the wrong floor i didnt press it right
Office job is kinda lame but its not gonna last
i wanna try a different way
feeling out the phases
they say
go away 
always make it out okay

ultrabeat sound of my 18 (p. traxee)

GYAAAAAAHFHDAFHADLFJALF

prod tigrstar *kills maself*

would you swear you’re not dependent on whoever else is out there?
(if only you were mine)
you should come to me instead
took a while, but i’m starting to get there
messing around a lot before things get serious
gotta hide my eyes they’re a little too dilated

you didn’t hear it from me, but it’s appearing
here before you even know
hours inside, overhead is too bright
how can you expect me to sleep?
after all you did, come on

must be so far gone, always seeing things wrong
play it play it off, lemme play it play it off
i know we never dealt with it, i really felt that 
we could’ve gone further to
(be in love)

reminisce, try to admit, have willingness
to think out loud and accept what i’m feeling 
cus i wanna talk to you all the time, yeah
and i’m so far gone, do or you can die
you can do or you can die

if you wanna, wanna, wanna
play this out right, out right, out right,
say if you wanna, wanna, wanna
say it outright, outright, outright

i want you, what would you wanna do?
i want you, what would you wanna do?
we could talk all night, but if it’s silent i don’t mind
lets just lay down side by side

i’m not too sure but i feel so useless… she’s gonna miss

would you stay, if i asked you would you stay with me?
what do you say when you’re, when you’re speaking bout me?
would you stay, if i asked you would you stay with me?
until I realize that it’s better when
the truth’s in the corner, so i guess i’ll do it alone
decide what you want from me
(so sad on my own)

hours inside, overhead is to bright like
how can u expect me to sleep alone?
hours inside, overhead is to bright like
how can u expect me to sleep alone?

if you wanna, wanna, wanna
play this out right, out right, out right,
say if you wanna, wanna, wanna
say it outright, outright, outright
if you wanna, wanna, wanna
play this out right, out right, out right, 
say that

heartburst

UGLY BOY

theworst w/ evilmiku & swazy* (prod. swazy* x jxck0 x mistakeboi x fry)

OUT NOW EVERYWHERE: https://ffm.to/petalsdoblossom

prod: me / chiba

backstory of this track:
chiba and i were actually rivals at one point. we then came together because we realized how similar we were. a year goes by and we come together and say, "hey lets make some music together" so thats what we did. chiba flew out of asia to california to come see me. he stayed with me for about 8 months. we made music basically 24/7. this track you're listening to right now was originally a single i wrote when i got my heart broken in 5th grade. i was in a field picking petals off a flower singing, "she loves me, she loves me not." over and over. i kept asking myself, "did she really love me? or did she just use me for my playground in my backyard." the answer is, i'll never really know. that's the point of life, isn't it? anyways, back to 2019 when chiba and i started this masterpiece. we just finished it today. so i hope you enjoy it as much as we do. and remember, petals do blossom. (:

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petals do blossom

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This is probably the stupidest song I've written (lol). I kinda like it though! It's weird, people see it as fun and quirky, and I do to, but to me, I hear more....hmmm..desperation? It's a tinge bit sad too....I'm not really talking to anybody other than myself! At the end of the day, it's just a girl wanting something she's never had before....will she ever get it? We'll see! Thank you everyone for listening, and like I said previously, more music to come!

<3 hemlocke springs!

Lyrics:

You say I want to be your girlfriend
it wasn’t really in my plans
when you’re around, i got arrythmia
so in the end, i play pretend

You got *ugh*
of a cool dude
but you should know i like it hot
but if there’s really no denying what this is
then come on let’s give it a shot

whuh-uh ohh

you said i want to be your girlfriend
who said i want to be your your girl
you say i want to be your your girlfriend
well it all depends

you say i want to be your girlfriend
but do you want to be my man?
i’ll treat like you are a carry on
like you’re my one and only fan

my kindness is of a false pretense
i’ve got the ego of a god
but if you take me in your arms, be confident
i’d commit a character fraud
(stab stab stab)

whuh-oh ohhh

you said i want to be your girlfriend
who said i want to be your your girl
you say i want to be your your girlfriend
it wasn’t really in my plans

ehh eh

secretly i’m aiming for a rhythm that exceeds my expectations
am i ever gonna get it?

your girl is in the business so there’s little room for idle contemplation
(ya ya ya)

with you
oh whoa oh

(you said i want to be your girlfriend
who said i want to be your your girl oh
you said i want to be your your girlfriend
who said i want to be your your girl?)

you said i want to be your girlfriend
who said i want to be your your girl
you say i want to be your your girlfriend
it wasn’t really in my plans

girlfriend

100% of the money from the sale of 'balance' will go to The Trevor Project, who work to provide crisis intervention and suicide prevention services to LGBTQ youth! find out more about their work here: www.thetrevorproject.org

anyone who would like to use this music for their project need not ask; i grant full permission for anyone to use 'balance' in their work.

i'd love to hear what you're working on, don't be a stranger!
email: mistakeboimusic@gmail.com
links: beacons.ai/mistakeboi

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this music is the result of a personal challenge to create 30 original musical moments based on characters from the d&d podcast 'the adventure zone: balance' by the McElroys.

keep up with the adventure zone here: maximumfun.org/podcasts/adventure-zone/

#TAZMusicChallenge

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