Sour Switchblade

H8 you

This is about wanting to confess to your ex that you're friends with but afraid it'll ruin the friendship. 

(Made back in 2020, one of the first few songs I've made. This is Track #3 in my 2nd Album "Comfort in the rain".)

Lyrics: 

"How should I even start?
Should I really risk my heart?
It's been leading up now 
I've tried to let it go now 
but see
my heart doesnt agree with me 

(chorus)

So how do I even 
with my dumb heart beating 
Say..
Ever since that day 
I've been feeling the same 

Promises were made
Now I feel ashamed
No I'm not okay 
But I didnt want to drive you away"

Do I Even (Demo)

This talks about feeling mentally and physically isolated, even in a room full of people.

(Made 2021, Demo finished in 2022. This is Track #2 in my third album "Counting nobody but me")

Lyrics:

"Room full of nobody 
nobody and me
Feel like I'm taking too much space with my body
Someone look at me 
please
I don't wanna be alone eternally

Room full of nobody
Nobody and me

Someone hold my hand please
and say I'm imagining

Room full of nobody
Nobody and me
I'm barely breathing why
will no one want me?

Room full of nobody 
nobody
room full of no one
no one except me
nobody (x5)"

In a room full of nobody (Demo)

Wanting and yearning for something you can't seem to reach.

(Made 2022, Track #4 in "Counting nobody but me".)

Lyrics:
 
"Why not me?
Why not me?
Even with band aids
I'm still hurting

I'm wishing for what I yearn
I reach far and in return
I'm left in a void
It aches, it burns

Intertwining and holding of fingers 
That's what I want
Concious clear and far of purgatory
thats what I want
Vessel clean and bright once again
That's what I want

But all I want, is not

Why not me? oh
Why not me?
Im yearning
Im reaching oh
WHY NOT ME? OH
WHY NOT ME?
WHY NOT ME?
WHY NOT ME  ?"

Why not me? (Demo)

Not being able to recognize who you are/someone you care about/being replaced.

(Made 2023, Track #3 in my 5th album "The awakening/rebrith".)

Lyrics: 

"Who are you? 
I don't recognize who you are

"What are you?
You're not my friend

You're just a shell of, 
who you once was

A carcass devoid of,
light and love

(Verse 1)

You're not around, much

Your mouth tilts weird 

In all of my dreams even you aren't who you used to be

I'm frightened by the thought you dont care anymore 

and in the end it's just going to be me 
(and me alone)

(Chorus)

Dont go anywhere, stay right here

My ears are focused and ready to hear

To you, to your voice and your cries

Hold your hand soothingly throughout the night

(Who are you?

I'm you.

Why are you here?

To be you.

I'm always you.

No-

You're not me-

I'm you

I'm here.

No- I'm not- no-
I'm not
I'm not you
Youre not me

You're not me

YOURE NOT ME-)


( You're staring at the reflection you've made.

This, is who you've created.

This version of yourself.

This version, will always be here

This version
will ALWAYS
be
here.

In your mind

in your soul

you cannot escape. 

I. AM. HERE.)


(Verse 2)

Your eyes are void

and your hands are stiff and cold

You're not you anymore

you're not you at all

it's starting to hurt please stop

let go 

let go...."

Not you/Erased (Demo)

When someone close to you becomes distant, until eventually, you realize they don't care anymore.

(Made 2023, Track #5 in "The awakening/rebirth".)

Lyrics:

 "Sitting alone when you are gone
Wondering what the hell is takin so long
I'm typing and then delete
A cycle I do throughout the week

My baby is the best in the world
My baby comes home and doesn't say a word

A word

Tell me whats wrong 
I want to help
Tell me your problems 
You don't have to to do it all by yourself

My baby is the best in the world 
My baby comes home and doesnt say a word

A word

At home, in the dark alone
Wondering were you couldve gone
Its been weeks and you still havent showed
Have I done something wrong?
Guess I'll never know
guess I'll never know
I'll just be a ghost 
without a home

Sitting alone when you are gone
Wondering what the hell is takin so long
I'm typing and then delete
A cycle I do throughout the week

My baby is the best in the world
My baby comes home and doesn't say a word

A word

Sitting alone when you are gone,
wondering why the hell it took me so long
To finally see the truth
I'm of no more use to you

to you 

oh you"

My Baby Betrayed Me (Demo)

(Track #1 In Album Enchantress)

Think of growing up, being exposed to the dirt of the world, young, and that becomes your identity. That’s all you know, that’s all you are; an Enchantress. An object of man’s desires. So you used it to your advantage. And It always worked for you—until it didn’t.


Lyrics:

I can get any man I want all the time, but when it comes to, you only one on my mind,. I wish I could say I was sure this time. but I can’t even start to begin to define.

I even use all my powers on you, my seduction is sweet and my body is too. Why won’t this work? Oh what do I do? Why aren’t you fazed? Do I need something new?

(Chorus)
I’m an enchantress, just wanted one kiss, but you keep breaking my heart.
I’m an enchantress just wanted one kiss, but you keep tearing me apart.
Oh, I’m an enchantress

I guess you could say I was addicted to you. I know it’s a fact that you like me too because why wouldn’t you? When there’s people who do. Make it make sense. My screws gettin loose.

Even if I can’t get away with a thought of having you near, of having you not. I’ve done everything to try to make you believe. I’ve sacrificed blood. I’ve gone down on my knees.


(Chorus)
I’m an enchantress, just wanted one kiss, but you keep breaking my heart.
I’m an enchantress just wanted one kiss, but you keep tearing me apart.
Oh, I’m an enchantress

I love you (love me)
I trust in nobody else I only trust you(trust me)
I need your touch, I need your love, I need you (touch me)x2

Enchantress // (Demo)(Unoffical Song)

(Cover originally made back in October 2022/Finished November 2022) (Posted on yt channel)

Lyrics:
 Oh no, she likes another boy
And I'm feeling sad
And at the end of the day
I'll know there was something that we had

I see her kiss him with my eyes
And it makes me mad
But at the end of the day
I know she don't love him that bad

And if that's so
I'll wait around
'Cause it will take a little time to let you go

I watch her from across the room
She dances so nice
And if I see her again
I'm not so sure we'll just be friends

I want to get a little close
So let me in
And if you push me away
Baby, that's where I'll stay

And if that's so
I'll wait around
'Cause it will take a little time to let you go
And if that's so
I'll wait around
'Cause it will take a little time to let you go
And if that's so
I'll wait around
'Cause it will take a little time to let you go

She likes another boy (Oscar Lang - cover)

go see this on my youtube! :) 
SONG PRODUCED BY ME! SINGING IS DONE BY ADDING A MELANIE AI OVER MY VOCALS! NOT UNRELEASED AND NOT LEAKED! 
thanks for showing this song so much attention on my yt guys, i love yall ❤️

PERIOD SIX - Fanmade / AI K-12 song (melanie martinez)

babooshka (tiktok version)

Hi There! You can call me Moth :)

I make covers and original songs! (Also looking for an engineer to help my music sound better)

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