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Welcome to "Friday Devotional." Each Friday, I release a curated mix that is based in an idea, theme, or feeling. The intention is to provoke thought, to open your heart and mind, and to give you something amazing to listen to over the weekend.
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“You have to keep breaking your heart until it opens.” -Rumi
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THIS WEEK'S THEME: Missing You
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This year has been one of great loss for so many, and collectively. 

Especially the people we love, or our ability to connect with them. And as a culture we tend to want to minimize loss, to gloss over it, to be positive and say “well, it’s ok because...”

Or in my case, when I lose someone I love, I want to pick apart “what happened” and understand every aspect of how things unfolded so that I can make damn sure it never happens again. 

In these last several months since my ex and I separated, I have thought hundreds of hours about what I could have done differently, better, or more lovingly to avoid this pain. But the truth is that I did the best I could with the awareness and knowledge I had at the time. 

That’s what we all do in life. The best we can with what we’ve got.

So when we finally give up the story that there was some other way it could have been, all there is to do is take our lessons forward and confront the loss — and the pain.

There is no explanation that will make me miss her less. When we truly love someone and we lose them, there is no avoiding the hurt, the heartache, and the grief. And our distractions just prolong and deepen the suffering.

When we understand that, we see that our choice is simple: face the pain, embrace it as an expression of our love for them, and let the pain break open our hearts again so that love can enter once more.

So not only is it ok to think, “I miss you.” It’s beautiful, and it’s medicine if you let it be. 

Because heartbreak and grief is just love in drag. 
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THIS WEEK’S QUESTION:

What heartache, loss, or sadness have you resisted and turned away from? Why? What could open up if you turn towards it? And what do you need to do to create that opening?
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Cover Art: "Un:named" by IG: @jettergreen (jettergreen.com)

TATONKUH - Missing You - Friday Devotional Mix Series, 11.6.2020

Synthwave meets metal meets videogame music!

Inform, co-operate, assemble

ZXSP - Decay

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Skan - Goodbye

Anime Title:
Re:ZERO -Starting Life in Another World- Season 2

Release Date:
October 28, 2020

Composed and Arranged by:
Kenichiro Suehiro

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Re:Zero Season 2 OST - Margrave Roswaal by Kenichiro Suehiro

JV. - Changes 🌎
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JV. - Changes

The Aetherial Zone - Lvl 10
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0:00 Oliver Franken - Last Journey
5:21 Nomyn - Moonlight
8:49 Jellis - Send Me To The Deep
11:42 Ambyion - Atma
15:54 Wandr - Sufferance
19:04 Aurai - Hiraeth
24:42 Alyas - Seagulls
27:58 Michael FK - Farewell
33:06 Alchemorph - Going Up
37:08 Tiikk - Back To Yesterday
42:10 Gostes - Attraction Point
46:40 Zoozu - Goodbye
50:17 The Ambientalist - Tale of the Lost Dragon
53:57 Ocxone - Dimension

The Aetherial Zone - Lvl 10

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