this album is a 50+ track, 2 hour + 28 mins compilation of beats i produced from late 2018 up until mid 2021... which was during my darkest times...

from 2018 - 2021, i used to produce beats to stop distract myself from having breakdowns, which lead to the creation to a good amount of songs from this compilation. these were originally released under other names of mine, but i decided to re-release all these under this name for all to enjoy!

btw, most of these are demos + loops, there is some finished material on here, but a lot of it i never had the time to give proper structure.
credits

contains songs from my side projects :
softcatfur.bandcamp.com/album/beat-compilation
softcatfur.bandcamp.com/album/angeless-ep
softcatfur.bandcamp.com/album/ingenting-h-r-lolhttps://softcatfur.bandcamp.com/album/--2
prodyy.bandcamp.com/album/exploree-deluxe
+ unheard alt versions of songs :>

fake_friends

Premonitory Dreams

first remix of 2020

@virtualself

you can also find this on youtube
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OeA2KbQkgbs

Ghost Voices (alti Remix)

Virtual Self - Ghost Voices (alti Remix)

a present given when it isn’t your birthday, of course.
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it took me a while just to settle in
i spent my hours writing callbacks
people don't understand

but when my promises were frigid 
and i thought we'd burn these bridges
can't think of what to say
just for one more kiss

but you're still me
it's gonna take a while before you can be happy
create your little world
i'll take my chances & understand that
it's my

unbirthday
inside on a rainy day
you're just gonna run away
instead of thinking 'bout me

and though the mountains have been higher
and i know you'll start a fire
things will get better i swear
you know you're almost there!

i talked to your friends just the other day
ended up seeing them on doomsday
you know your dreams aren't far fetched
you've got all that you wanted,
and i know you are exhausted
so take a breather, lighten up, up, up 

and you’re happy
it took a while to face reality
they’re in real life now
keep your chin up, smile & don’t give up! :)

unbirthday
outside on a sunny day
im not gonna hide away
instead of thinking bout you
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written & produced by @fejuko
mixing by https://soundcloud.com/imbrvken
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written 01.19.2020 on the appalachian mountains

Unbirthday!

STREAM

justa mood...

follow
@clearlew
@id-rathernot

ORIGINAL SONG
https://soundcloud.com/clearlew/dont-go-back-w-id-rather-not

clearlew - don't go back(justaboy remix)

uhhhh stan bh

follow bh:
@bhproducer
https://twitter.com/brycehawle

follow meeee (if you'd like teehee)
https://twitter.com/makinawastaken
@ex-makina

bh - staring at the ceiling (makina remix)

This was originally my submission for All Nighter VOL 5  https://soundcloud.com/artbyform but it didn't make the cut but hey theirs always next year :D, It was a really stressful but still a super fun event thank you PINK LADS for setting this up this event it was awesome <3.

This event was for charity so please donate to Doctor's Without Borders 
https://msf.org.au/donate-now

Dusk

Made for All Nighter Vol. 5 by @artbyform

Produced by:
@mistmurk
@danielxor
@superrobekitty

mistmurk + danielxo + Suroki - following my path back to the place which i call home

MySong1 (EXTENDED MIX)

this track was originally made for a compilation album for eiranull but due to issues it never came out so here's the track. 

i hope u enjoy