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brazillian phonk

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[Lyrics]

she said that you’re not that broken 
i’ll drown you for choking 
like honest no honestly don’t step all over me
i’m 
tired 
i’m tired, loving gets harder broke down my rotor
i’ll become a floater
that’s what you taught me 
don’t try to lie
.
i slipped up and i’m sorry 
you sped up my heart beat
depressive self 
and she wished me away 
reliving that day
i mean well i’m hopeful
wasting away? 
i know wasting away
flashbacks from that day 
looks like i’m madder than mad 
missing what we had 
 all over
i would hold her 
that’s what you taught me
don’t try to lie
she said that you’re not that broken
i’ll drown you for choking
like honest no honestly don’t step all over me
i’m

waste

produced: goldenhour

picture by goldenhour: 

song title (@semichromatic)

my sleep paralysis demon is still coughing up worms

lyrics:
im a loser,
im retarded
i just ruin everything

you show me love
i dont deserve it
im a worthless human being

stab me 80 times and drop my body in the lake
id probably blow my brains if you escape and run away

im a loser
im so selfish
i want you all to me

i have the keys
to your house
and ill come in while you sleep

you cant change me
ive already gone crazy
its amazing
you sticking with me
even though im lazy
and stupid
and clueless
and maybe im too wreckless
ill buy you any necklace
ill do the things you tell me
and probably its gon kill me
youll bring out all the real me
and the real me is crazy
crazy, crazy, crazy

well im crazy now i guess

w/ @six-days-after-christmas

like a deer in headlights 
when i saw your face i froze in fear 
ran back home in hopes that 
all the thoughts i had would dissapear 
thinking bout ur face while sitting sippin on some shitty beer
lay in bed dreaming that maybe one day 
youd be near 

monday wasnt good at all 
walking past you in the hall 
i saw you with your friends 
laughing and joking  at someones expense i 
didnt know them 
but im glad it wasnt me 
cus im hoping 
maybe i can talk to you at least

i cant get any closer 
my friends told me walk up but i dont even know her
i havent had this feeling in a while itold her
i know how it endsmaybe try when we're older 

cuz its i hate you and you hate me
your lifes a little more private but i'll still see 
cuz if ur all i need you're all i'd be
but i cant see that much from here i'll just see u in my sleep

deer in headlights

https://open.spotify.com/track/2AIMz1yFQSTO7E0Hbh5Q6s?si=NSZ2Tck2Sp6qQe6lrRXbXg&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A04w5f3YMAtRZknzgxzVjuc

prod me

take it easy
u expect too much from me
im just tryna love
didnt know this is how u feel
i still imagine finding hairs
all across my room
reminiscing on the scent
of u

i cant believe it
ur lies that im seein
ur hurtin, i see it
thru the curtains
of ur theatre

theatre of lies

� - call me whenevr .

@kaysnoto
such a silent girl
like what did i do
ya im tryna be right with u
but now your picking and choosin
ya im up in ruins
like what am i doing
like what am i doing
look at what your doing
like what am i doing (what did i do)
like what am i doing (what did i do)
look at what your doing (what did i do) 
what did i do
what did i do
what did i do
what did i do
oooooo
what did i do
what did i dooo
oh you take my soul
and your running away with it
oh you take my home
and now your stuck up and your livin in it
such a silent girl
like what did i do
ya im tryna be right with u
but now your picking and choosin
ya im up in ruins
like what am i doing
like what am i doing
look at what your doing
like what am i doing
@wasitbroken

silent girl w/wirt

fuck summer i love autumn ft.losyr

instrumental - @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later 💌


and you don't like my mind 
but ill change it tonight
and make sure your alright 
make sure you don't cry
I was the boy you liked
now your with other guys
you don't think bout my life and what I saw

and are you even listening at all
girl I don't care
not self aware like you 
I swear I told you not to get involved
but you still did that 
you broke everything I had

change it tonight

lyrics:
I know you know
and I could change it all for you
get up in your body and now I'm blue
and I didn't have a fucking clue

tell me how I'm supposed to have it all
I don't know how I'm supposed to handle it all

doo da doo da doo(X5 I think)

I know you know

lyrics:

(Eric Cartman)
Mistvale I honestly don't get how anybody like you
like your so fucking stupid and you just need to fucking die

(Mistvale)
You can cry yourself to sleep
and I don't really care
because you hurted me

You thought this love was lust
I knew it from the very first time
You never had a heart
So that's why you took mine

You can go away
you don't have to live today

they don't gotta know(4x)

Can you tell me how you know
I wanna kill you
take you body out to the cabin
and make a meal out you
and make a mean out of you

You can cry yourself to sleep
and I don't really care
because you hurted me

You thought this love was lust
I knew it from the very first time
You never had a heart
So that's why you took mine(2x)

I honestly want you to kill yourself

comfort song 4 u

prod me 

wanted her face 
that was a mistake
dont know what i did wrong
i dont know what im missing
just wanted it to be her that im kissing
instead im stuck just reminiscing

waaaaaooooooooo
waaaaaaaaaooo

reminiscing of her

Seapoint dippin' biscuits
In the back of the car
In this line of work you always have to come prepared

And you know there's no help coming
Only another batch of sweetened bread

Seapoint dippin' biscuits
Instead of eating the help
The egg he hatched from had zero nutrients left

And you know there's no help coming
Only another batch of sweetened bread

Seapoint dippin' biscuits
In a bowl full of blood
There's no judgment here only our admiration

Seapoint dippin' biscuits
We need an endless supply
We never asked his preference; we just let it ride

And you know there's no help coming
Only another batch of sweetened bread

Stephen Murphy - Guitar, Bass, Backing Vocals
Nick Nunziata - Drums, Guitar, Vocals

Seapoint Dippin' Biscuits

Lyrics:

I've got a knife
to cut off a slice of life
and feed it to you
And I'll make sure
You chew yourself to pieces

Goodnight
and Goodbye
this is the last time we'll try
to make meaning
between the keening
of our hearts as they lie to each other
Goodnight and goodbye
this is the last time we'll try
to make meaning

And all this well wishing
all this goodnight and goodbye
is just fishing
for a way to soften the blow in the night
and I don't want to know
the meaning behind why you cry
and I don't want to know
the sound of your flesh
as you chew yourself to pieces

Goodnight
and Goodbye
this is the last time we'll try
to make meaning
of our hearts as they lie to each other
Goodnight and goodbye
this is the last time we'll try
to make meaning

So don't worry about me
I won't be what eats you alive
I'll leave that up to life
I'll leave that up to life
So don't worry about me
I'm pretty sure I'm gonna just be fine
I'll be alright
cuz I won't be the one 
eating themselves alive
this ain't goodnight and goodbye
I'm done with all that  

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I honestly want you to kill yourself

Mistvale

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