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Epunk/alt rock

r9gay

garbage throwaway

r9k everyday i swear the sites rotting my brain
all the time everyday i think im gonna end it my way

i cant take another fucking day looking at this imageboard of a girl on r9k
i swear its a new girl everyday but i'll orbit her the same baby wont you look my way

r9k everyday i swear the sites rotting my brain
all the time everyday i think im gonna end it my way

when its time to go home
i'll see you there on my phone
i'll see you again

/r9k/ (unreleased demo)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5VB4gmtytVPs1LrKT5vM7Y?si=30f9bb4345ad407d

hahaha imso mentally ill lol

produced by me

im callin you to let you know i need help
i wanna slit my wrist and burn in hell
(no i dont)
please save me
im callin u 2 please save me

in the back of the club just poppin drugs
in my seat thinkin will it be enough
what would u do if i gifted u a cup
full of my love
please help me im going crazy
rip to the kids that tried to save me
rip to my homies in the backseat
rip to me cuz im deadly
x2

(look at me in the eyes when i kill myself
regret everything u did but it didnt help
see u next time, rot with me in hell)

s/o kenji for original concept <3

u ruined my brain ;/

Did you know there's only a limited amount
of happiness on earth to even go around
and it would be nice to get my hands on some
other people always turn out to be
the problem

if you don't mind could you please stop
you're always smiling at me
if i was you
id be gloating too
i hate it when you're happy

ill max out all my credit cards and never worry again
cause im a rich greedy banker winning this zero sum game
and fuck having friends they just get in the way
im a crab in a bucket pulling you down
the drain

if you don't mind could you please stop
you're always smiling at me
if i was you
id be gloating too
i hate it when you're happy

Emotional Autarky

prod me + wujek

u said that everything would work out
u said we would be here for a while
x4

u said that youll be here until it all fades away
they dont understand that ill be with you until the grave
they were never nice to you
you know i can fix that
light a cig and smoke it up
i might miss what we still had
lookin out the window
guess its coming to an end
if we dont surrender we will die
but otherwise i wont see u again
i see ur smile
lets wait here for a while
if its time then im goin out of here in style

u said that everything would work out
u said we would be here for a while
x4

looks like thats it

ANXIETY

she rly wants 2 die (ft. fanboy808 & desmi)

7.17.23 the person i wrote this song about left last night

waking up here again
above all you said we'd be here together
but nothing lasts forever
yeah nothing lasts forever
stuck inside this game of yours
constantly worried that ur bored
bored of me my texts are green
i texted u so patiently
please tell me is it worth it
take oxy my stomachs hurting
throw up outside the curtains
wish i still knew for certain
sweet release
you got me down on my knees
ill do whatever you need

hook

Forever

love the world and it'll love you back

if you're a girl and single, DM me... maybe..

[Verse 1]
I'm feeling detached
There's no coming back
I wanted to say that
I hate you
The hate in my heart
It drives me so far
Away from the things that
I always knew

[Chorus]
I miss the love that I know I lost
I miss the one that I love a lot
Drinking alone in the parking lot
When is it gonna stop?

[Verse 2]
You're all getting kids
You're all bowling pins
That I would strike down
If life was a game
So thoughtless and cruel
You think you're so cool
I don't think you deserve
Another day

[Chorus]
I miss the love that I know I lost
I miss the one that I love a lot
Drinking alone in the parking lot
When is it gonna stop?
I miss thе one that I know I lost
I miss the one that I lovе a lot
Drinking again in the parking lot
When is it gonna stop?

The Love I Lost - Fried by Fluoride

prod @weejk

@weejk 
my bleached skin on your lipstick  black hair girl im goin ballistic  girl you dont know what ive been through  ive done so much jsut to be with you  i love u cant u see  we can go out together on a killing spree i need u here with me  if u want you can even wear my hoodie   cause im your jeff and ur my jane  when ur not here  i swear i go insane   u can wear my blood stained clothes ill give u a blood red rosee go to sleep while ur in pain im ur jeff and ur my janeee

me
im jack but ur still my jane
it was love at first sight when i saw u thru the pane
you were stalkin someone then i yelled out ur name
recognized u from another spot.... i believe we're the same
when we met i just latched onto u
not in a literal sense i just thought that u were cool
so bb tell me why its so hard to talk to u
i dont think i have an answer but i'll tell u wahts true
im ur jeeefff and urrrr my janeee 
i thoguth u loved me but ur making me go insane
becuz im ur jefff and urrr my janeee
i wooonder whyyy it always plays out the same <:(

ur my jane [+ wujek]

@akira3ksucks @weejk 

(pwnd:)

red eyes
i might die
you fill my thoughts with suicide
drugged up everytime
you cut my name into your thigh
bloodstains on your dress
you left me here with nothing left
stab your knife right in my chest
treat me like all of the rest

i cant decide
if you should live or die
rot my brain everytime
you're never satisfied
if i say that i love you
would you say it back
my head is filled with fluoride
turn to a maniac

(wujek:)

you decide if i should live or die
i cut my wrist while you look in my eyes
tell me lies until i feel alright
watch me die as you lay by my side

(pwnd again:)

red eyes
i might die
you fill my thoughts with suicide
drugged up everytime
you cut my name into your thigh
bloodstains on your dress
you left me here with nothing left
stab your knife right in my chest
treat me like all of the rest

pwnd x h4rtbrkr - kms

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