nostalgia

to be me

to be me (feat. Gunnr)

I realized that for years I’ve been saying everything’s the same
When actually it changed
I consider sabotaging myself in exchange for a lyric
I deny all forms of help then wonder why they don’t hear it

I pray for this 
Day and night
Have to embrace the change with open arms
Give me a chance and I’ll tear you apart
Feels like nobody can do me no harm
It’s all in my hands and I don’t need a charm
Watch the whole world bend in tandem with my art
If I switch up on my friends then I’m just not polearm
I broke the cycle, don’t need to restart

I had to change it up for the low attention spans 
Best believe I got a plan
I made it out the county just for me to circle back
I almost got my confidence then fell back right on my ass 

Been 4 years I got the same jeans on my ass
They’ve been tweaking in my comments they should touch some grass 
Who am I to talk when I don’t even go outside
Ive been so locked in
I still live in real life

I wouldn’t change my image just to move with the times
I didn’t like these beats until I heard someone actually try
Better than everyone my age I know you cannot deny it
Everything I’m doing’s free game till you gotta apply it

I stopped working with ****** cause that shit was too cheesy
I gave you a chance to grow can’t believe that you still need me
I went to treacherous waters and it turned out to be Fiji
That shit might go over your heads but I know that you still feel me


change

I take back everything I said, tear it all to shreds
Wasn’t long ago we were still hanging by a thread
Carry my regret from promises I never kept
Still get a sense of dread for everything ahead

Until I’m stuck in rush hour traffic
And all the exits end up looking the same
I’m counting mile markers for my mistakes
It’s all a one way street I cannot retrace

It’ll take some time to complete the puzzle
I was only 20 seconds late for the shuttle
Might miss my flight 
I’m sorry but i might be walking in the door way later tonight

2019 I hopped right off the porch 20 thousand in savings I was making 6 bands a month 
Now it’s overdrafted accounts
Crazy how I went up then down
I’m tryna get it all back
Turn my whole life back around 

I think I’m built different but I have to think I’m great
Your current situation’s a product of your brain
You gotta manifest with efforts that you make 
Put in the work and you can always change your fate 

I’m standing on this til’ it all breaks
I know change will come with fame I’m aware of the stakes
I might’ve moved up in the ranks but life just cut the brakes
I can’t stop

I was watching the summer smash livestream your favorite’s set was a wreck
I know I could do better
I think Cole Bennett should book me next because I could do better
I don’t do this for a bag I speak for the real in these letters

But I take back everything I said, tear it all to shreds
Wasn’t long ago we were still hanging by a thread
Carry my regret from promises I never kept
Still get a sense of dread for everything ahead

Until I’m stuck in rush hour traffic
And all the exits end up looking the same
I’m counting mile markers for my mistakes
It’s all a one way street I cannot retrace

dredd

all watched over by machines of loving grace (prod. chinapoet, enlil & dreamnote)

dont stick ya hands out
cut ya hands off
everyone bleeds
if she fanned out she get ran down
thats on me
we was downtown way too geeked up
city of dreams
watch the world drop kiss till countdown 
new year eve

i love how she freaky freaky
money green just like luigi 
thick as hell but itty bitty
situation sticky sticky
off that molly stickin stickin
any problem now we can fix it
girl i love you just listen listen
everybody cant fight the distance
you dont anything bad
i wanna be like i wanna be like
i wanna be like that
i wanna be less damaged
everything makes me mad
you need to raise ur standards
im not the best man
thats the way the fuckin cookie crumble
imma chocolate nigga 
she on willy wonka
pop the trunk it got a chopper under
she a pretty hoe nd i rlly want her
i been working out the whole summer
i dont owe nan nigga nothin
got some fine shit on her hands and knees
she dont run from it

dont stick ya hands out
cut ya hands off
everyone bleeds
if she fanned out she get ran down
thats on me
we was downtown way too geeked up
city of dreams
watch the world drop kiss till countdown 
new year eve

trying too hard

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