i think ive had enough
feels like im fading again
all these thoughts inside my head and they might lead to my end
i swear ive tried to change
but i know the feeling still there
let it linger let it take all that it can

cause i cant help myself
i think i need your help
i think i need your help
twisted lies
im hypnotized
i dont realize
that its real life
im paranoid
my hearts a void
that i cant ignore

i think ive had enough
i think ive had enough
let it linger

cause i cant help myself
i think i need your help
i think i need your help
twisted lies
im hypnotized
i dont realize
that its real life
im paranoid
my hearts a void
that i cant ignore

help myself

LYRICS

I don’t wanna be here tonight
This song is about my life 
time can fly too fast 
I’m not alright
Can you understand my past 
what I’ve gone through
I cannot feel without you
I don’t need heal 
Can you fuck me over for real
cause I like the way it feels
cause I like the way it feels

I enjoy the pain 
It really brings me back to when I liked to sit and relax 
in my chair
roll one up tonight now I’m gone
I use to get so high I didn’t remember my name
All these girls always make me feel insane 
Why couldn’t I just end up okay
Now I’m looking back on these better days 

Time can fly to fast
I’m not alright 
I don’t wanna be here tonight
This song is about my life 
time can fly too fast 
I’m not alright
Can you understand my past 
what I’ve gone through
I cannot feel without you
I don’t need heal 
Can you fuck me over for real
cause I like the way it feels
cause I like the way it feels

I like the feeling (prod. taymxru)

demo from our upcoming EP

#rock #indierock

wait - demo

Violet.

A time where I almost ended it all. 

Lyrics 

I gashed my skin 
I was feeling sick 
The silence roared 
And my thoughts turned thick 

I don’t feel safe 
In this head space 
If my close 
Will I leave this place 

I wrote you one liners 
I hope you read 
I’m hoping you find me 
Before I bleed 

I’m sorry I’m sorry if I fall asleep 
These voices inside me they get to me 
Maybe you’ll find me inside my dreams
I’m sorry I’m sorry if I fall asleep 

My memories rot But times moves on 
I’m in a world where I don’t belong 
These lullabies they keep me calm 
But if I stay you’ll see me gone 

I can not stay they keep me here 
They cut me up it’s hard to scream 
My breath is it’s breaking I cannot speak
So save me before i fall alsleep

I’m sorry I’m sorry if I fall asleep 
These voices inside me they get to me 
Maybe you’ll find me inside my dreams
I’m sorry I’m sorry if I fall asleep 

#altrock #rockartist

Asleep

⚝ lyrics:

just feed me to the beast
just don't you let her off her leash

just feed me to the beast
but don't you take her off her leash x2

just leave me to die
there's nowhere to hide
from the beast that's inside
it's in you and i
i've watched the darkness cover your eyes
i've seen the dark thoughts cross through your mind

she said i'm falling apart
with these thoughts in my head
i should have known from the start
how all this would've ended

just feed me to the beast
but don't you take her off her leash

im stuck in the haze in your goodbyes
counting the cracks of my own mind
looking for peace that i'll never find
i'm crying out but the echo dies
got me trapped in this void
i think im paralyzed -
from these thoughts in my head
i should've known from the start
how all this would've end

she said i'm falling apart
with these thoughts in my head
I should have known from the start
how all this would've ended

just feed me to the beast
but don't you take her off her leash



† 5hy:
https://soundcloud.com/im5hy
https://open.spotify.com/artist/2TcMB2b7duIzDoXnAr4iTr
https://www.instagram.com/im5hy
https://www.youtube.com/@im5hy


† WHYTYLXR:
https://soundcloud.com/whytylxr
https://open.spotify.com/artist/2618WoveBPd91A0xWide3w
https://www.instagram.com/whytylxr/

LEASH

я не выйду на работу

[Verse ]
Tried to paint you
In my sleep
But you
Won’t stay

[Chorus ]
You left a shape
On the wall
Still there
When night falls

[Bridge]
I talk to the frame
Like it still holds you

ripples

Last one did pretty good 😭
So we dropping another one

Stupid Brain

don’t let me fall ft HIBARU

Mixxiety4055 is an artist from Boston, Massachusetts. SOCIALS IN BIO TY FOR LISTENING!