Shadow (@1ohmygon)

Mancala*OG*(Prod.Taurs&Jolst)

This place gives me a headache
Let’s get out of here, go home
Instead of making headway
I still grapple with unknowns
It shouldn’t bother me
But my ego breaks me down
It shouldn’t bother me
Hope i come back around
It shouldn’t bother me
It’s so hard to find a noun
It shouldn’t bother me
Constantly letting myself down
I don’t need any more
I don’t need any more
I feel so embarrassed picking myself up off the floor
In a dark room on all fours
Trying to settle the score
Underneath my feet the floorboards creak
I’m sorry I woke you up
It shouldn’t bother me
But somehow it cuts deep
In life you can’t repeat
It’s always incomplete
I can’t shake the headache 
Let’s get out of here, go home
The curse of making my own way is fighting the unknowns
It shouldn’t bother me
But my ego breaks me down
It shouldn’t bother me
Hope I come back around
It shouldn’t bother me
It’s so hard to find a noun
It shouldn’t bother me
Constantly letting myself down
I don’t need any more
I don’t need any more
My only hope is that you never walk out of the door
I took everything that held me back and locked it in a drawer
I can’t spend my life looking around for something more
This is my survival tactic I’m not doing it for sport
It would be worse than death if I was always falling short 
All I’m tryna say is that I’m getting bored
Everything’s a copy or a reboot or a port
It’s honestly a shame how Every time they cut it short
It’s honestly a shame how I still drown it in a quart
I always find myself filling the silence up with doubt
The feeling that I’m chasing seems to drift way further out
It shouldn’t burden me
But the weight is all around
I have take some action Instead of pacing about
Fuck everybody that’s hated
You just hate to see me try
Fuck everybody I’m jaded
There’s no tears I’ve left to cry
It shouldn’t bother me
There’s no option to retreat
Not giving up my seat
Just wanna make ends meet
I can’t shake the headache 
Let’s get out of here, go home
Instead of making headway
I still grapple the unknowns
It shouldn’t bother me
But my ego breaks me down
It shouldn’t bother me
Hope come back around
It shouldn’t bother me
It’s so hard to find a noun
It shouldn’t bother me
Constantly letting myself down
I don’t need any more
I don’t need any more
My only hope is that you never walk out of the door

it shouldn't bother me

IYKYK (Prod. Remghost & Paul)

Prod, me
@evergardens @seenyona

marlon:
I'm kinda stressed
Try not to let it close, but I can't
I'm on the go, yeah I play prentend
I waste away, yeah I just descend
I've tried my best but it never really ends

evergarden:
I try to make up for mistakes 
I got no one left to turn to
I push em all away
Conversations that I run through
It all just sounds the same
It's just not what I'm used to
Find a hiding place

marlon:
I'm kinda stressed
Try not to let it close, but I can't
I'm on the go, yeah I play prentend
I waste away, yeah I just descend
I've tried my best but it never really ends

yona:
Tell me now, tell me now 
This suppression of heavy rounds. every round 
Oh how you left me down let me down
This suppresion of heavy rounds, every round 
Can you learn to blow out, and fade away? 
Don't tell me nothing happend, can barely stand the day
I've been on way and I know "oh what a wait" 
It's hard to put out a show, with cuts on my brain

marlon:
I come back to life like your evergreens
Still rooted deep in what you meant to me
Wearing your leaves like they're jewelry
I'm not the same, seasons changing me

I wanted it all so desperately
But some things only bloom eventually
Had to leave— out of courtesy
My roots reach if you're needing me
Guess I'm in too deep to just leave it here
You're in my dreams, I hope you're hearing me
I have you in my ear, before I'm sleeping dear

I'm kinda stressed
Try not to let it close, but I can't
I'm on the go, yeah I play prentend
I waste away, yeah I just descend
I've tried my best but it never really ends

descended

descended w/evergarden, yona

tris

starstruck

prod me
mastered by magnumn
cover by okashe

<333

TALK

no eulogy

@fantasycamp
@taylor

STREAMING: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/brody3/gracie-feat-fantasy-camp

VISUAL: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yp8px374ZQo

Shadow (@1ohmygon)

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