Locke & Key Season 2 Soundtrack   Will It Ever Be The Same YOUNG SUMMER

Download Song:  https://ronit.bandcamp.com/track/not-afraid-anymore-cover

Video:: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8bCFYgdX6NA

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Thank you for watching my cover of Halsey's "Not Afraid Anymore" from the Fifty Shades Darker soundtrack.  This song grabbed me immediately and as I was singing it for the first time I started to relate to these lyrics, but perhaps on a different level that Halsey had intended.  I realized this was so relevant to my life, and how I'd been feeling about my sexuality.  I've only dated one women in my life, but always had feelings and attraction for both women and men.  But it scares me, scares me to tell my close friends and family, and it the thought of announcing this to the world scares me too.  Will people take me seriously, laugh at me, talk about me behind my back, tell me it's just phase, or even worse say they are going to pray for me.   Well I can't hid forever.  I figured if I'm going to stop hiding, I'll do it my way -- via my art.  

I'm not afraid anymore.  

Further thoughts on bisexuality:  

A lot of people who grow up bisexual may not even realize they are such.  It might take 20 or 30 years or more of their life to even figure it out.  When you have feelings for both men and women its often easier to go for the heterosexual choice - the choice that won’t cause your family or friends to look down upon you, the choice you don’t have to explain to anyone, the choice that won’t get you stared at or gossiped about.  Man + Woman - it’s the easy choice to make.  One day though you’ll have a realization that you have never embraced the other side of your self.  The side that longs to be with someone of the same sex. This side of yourself that you’re afraid to express, that you’ve never explored.  When you finally go there you find a whole world of feelings and emotion that you’ve never experienced before.  But still you are scared, scared to really commit to someone of the same sex, scared of what people will think of you, especially since you’ve been in heterosexual relationships your whole life.  Everything is confusing, you don’t know what you want and what you don’t want.  In love with him but longing for her.  And you wonder, even if you do make the choice you’re so afraid of - will you ever be satisfied or will you always be longing for what you don’t have?

Not Afraid Anymore (Halsey Cover)

Haunted

Fault Line

Black Mirror

Cold blood - Valen

Dangerous Game - Klergy

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Lyrics:
I know that I’m better off on my own 
I wish I never let you sleep In my room 
Been thinking bout a way that I could take back 
The night I lost myself in you 

You know that every time I hear your name 
I replay your fingertips against my frame 
And lose faith, been praying for a way that I 
Could feel saved, but I’ll never get over you

Wish that I had never 
Let you love me 
Although you said 
You never did

I wish you would’ve slept 
In the guest room 
Cause maybe I’d still feel alive 
Without you 

I’m pretty sure that all of this 
Was my fault 
I’m the one who kissed you first 
And took my clothes off 

You know how to make me feel all alone 
But when I’m underneath your teeth
It feels just like home 

You said that we shouldn’t make love 
And just fucking 
Find another way to heal 

You know you drain me of myself til I
Can’t see straight 
Been thinking bout your body in the worst way 
Wish that I could remove you 
From my veins 
Cause I’m sick of feeling 
So betrayed 

Wish that I had never 
Let you love me
Although you said 
You never did 

I wish you would’ve slept 
In the guest room 
Cause maybe I’d still feel alive 
Without you 

I’m pretty sure that all of this 
Was my fault 
I’m the one who kissed you first 
And took my clothes off 
(X2)

And I thought I’d mean something to you
More than skin to put your skin on 
And I thought I’d mean something to you 

I wish you would’ve slept 
In the guest room 
Cause maybe I’d still feel alive without you 
I’m pretty sure that all of this was my fault 
I’m the one who kissed you first 
And took my clothes off

Even Though You're Gone

Guest Room

ALBUM

MJ Cole & Freya Ridings - Waking Up 

This is the title track from my next project to be released in 2019.

Stream/Download - https://song.link/MJxFRWakingUp 

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© 892 Recordings 2018

Waking Up

MJ Cole & Freya Ridings - Waking Up

Klergy - No Rest For The Wicked

Empara Mí performing 'WYGD'. © 2019 Spinning Circle Records.

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WYGD

WYGD (Explicit)

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