Absolutely

Talk Down

Control Freak

Good As Gold (feat. MTMBO)

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Lyrics:
I get home 
Telephone rings
Im convinced that there’s a spirit inside 
I’m convinced that there’s some meanness in me 


I can’t take 
That all things end
I’m convinced that there’s a magnet inside 
Pushing good, pulling bad things in 


But if it pleases you, honey
If it pleases
Well, I’ll do my best to bear it 
Well, I’ll do my best to bear it 


I said something
I shouldn’t have had
I get scared that well I need you too much
I get scared that maybe needing is bad


And I get numb
And we do it over and over again
When it’s bad I just push it inside
Is it bad that I just put it inside?


But if it pleases you, honey
If it pleases
Well, I’ll do my best to bear it 
Well, I’ll do my best to bear it 
If it pleases
If it pleases
Well, I’ll do my best to bear it 
Well, I’ll do my best to bear it
 
If it please
If it please
If it please
If it please

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Stream

Ride

“Tome of Stars” is a 100 sonnet journey, equal parts art, therapy journal, and exorcism, both a celebration and an elegy, a single narrative arc tracing the birth and death of a relationship. All poetry by Stargazer. The verse and accompanying synthetic art and music are public domain, CC0, with no restrictions on use. Nothing is monetized. See below for links on how to access the print, PDF, audio, ePub, video, and music files. 
Website: https://www.tomeofstars.net/

In the classical margam of bharatanatyam, the varnam is the recital’s centerpiece, its longest and most emotionally charged performance. In “Tome of Stars“, the varnam appears as the twenty-nine-poem section “Senescence”. Following the exaltation of Anthesis, the beloved as a celestial goddess, love now descends from the stars into the gravity of human frailty. 

This sonnet emerges from the inner monologue of a fictional character in one of the poet’s novels, though its emotional architecture is grounded in the poet’s own lived experience of devastating romantic loss. The novel’s chapter that inspired the poem was itself one of many attempts by the poet to exorcise that loss through art. 

The sonnet explores a landscape of emotional annihilation, where absence becomes palpably existential, and even death is stripped of metaphysical resonance in the shadow of grief. It dramatizes the unbearable disjunction between what once was in love, intimacy, and experienced transcendence, and what now remains: void, silence, and spiritual suffocation. 

The title evokes a cosmological collapse and a psychological implosion, fusing the concept of intense gravitational density with the image of an irrevocable inner unraveling. In the final couplet, the speaker pleads not merely for the return of the beloved, but for the restoration of meaning itself, as her presence had become the very axis upon which his spiritual survival depended.

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Lyrics

Let darkness close; foul fangs in throes confine.  
I fear it not—no night could match the dread  
Of spirit’s void, where her star’s soul should shine,   
Or chill my heart, as light by absence bled.

What terrors hunt that I do not endure?  
What unlight blacker than her empty space?  
Should shadow bring its blight, devoid of cure,  
I know that even death dies in this place.

I pray for dawn, and beg the whispered vow  
She left in love afore, sung pure as flame.  
Although I drown in famished silence, bowed,  
Her light could blaze, and I might breathe her name. 

I blindly chant through hell’s eternity:
“My dearest Stargirl, please, come back to me.”

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Internet Archive
Book of sonnets:
https://archive.org/details/tome-of-stars/

Music:
Item 1, Anthesis: https://archive.org/details/Anthesis/
Item 2, Senescence: https://archive.org/details/senescence_tomeofstars
Item 3, Sporogenesis: https://archive.org/details/Sporogenesis_TomeOfStars/
Item 4, Anemochory: https://archive.org/details/Anemochory_TomeOfStars
Item 5, Quixotosis: https://archive.org/details/Quixotosis_TomeOfStars
Item 6, Scripture: https://archive.org/details/Scripture_TomeOfStars

Bandcamp:

Item 1, Anthesis: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/anthesis-item-1-of-tome-of-stars
Item 2, Senescence: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/senescence-item-2-of-tome-of-stars
Item 3, Sporogenesis: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/sporogenesis-item-3-of-tome-of-stars
Item 4, Anemochory: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/anemochory-item-4-of-tome-of-stars
Item 5, Quixotosis: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/quixotosis-item-5-of-tome-of-stars
Item 6, Scripture: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/scripture-item-6-of-tome-of-stars

Singularity

left the apartment 
for the grocery store 
with the promise of a girl scout 
sale by the front door 

but when i got to the store 
they were sold out of tag alongs 
those miscreant girls 
i need my fix so i can get along 

i spend my evenings 
in the changing light 
that spills through the seasons 
and my shades drawn tight 

listening to this mortal coil 
in a knee long lizard shirt 
surviving off thai food and 
facetiming with my mom 

baby, i've got influenza 
sugar, let me influence you

Influenza

Come On (You Know That Im A Fool)

New Year

A Museum Of Contradiction

dimeback

Written by James Harmon Stack, Dijon Duenas, and Ariel Rechtshaid
Produced by Jim-E Stack and Ariel Rechtshaid 
Vocals: Dijon
Drum programming: Jim-E Stack
Guitar: Jim-E Stack
Keyboards: Ariel Rechtshaid 

Lyrics:
Can we talk I
Tell you anything you want
Can we think about
Tell you anything you want to
Think about 
Tell me what you dreaming about 
Can you could think about
Tell me what you dreaming about


Can we talk I
Tell you anything you want
Can we think about
Tell you anything you want to
Think about 
Tell me what you dreaming about 
Can you could think about
Tell me what you

Keep your hand in my
Pocket 
Sweet, sweet, sweet summer sweat
Keep your hand in my
Pocket 
Sweet, sweet, sweet summer

Can we talk I
Tell you anything you want
Can we think about
Tell you anything you want to
Think about 
Tell me what you dreaming about 
Can you could think about
Tell me what you

Keep your hand in my
Pocket 
Sweet, sweet, sweet summer sweat
Keep your hand in my
Pocket 
Sweet, sweet, sweet summer

Owe you one thing 
All that you want
And I could tell you tell you anything
All that you want it’s yours
Keep your hand in your
Pocket 
Sweet, sweet, sweet summer
Sweet, sweet, sweet summer sweat

Num

Mk.gee