ML Produced Lately (2019/20)

young guitar

Alright, that’s fine

dumb party [internet girl]

An adventure into the unknown between space and time. The Istanbul duo Départ is the blend of two souls who are trying to go above and beyond to express their feeling and perspective of the world.

Multi-instrumentalist and vocalist Batu Boris combined with the sound textures and rhythm ingenuity of producer Omeria creates a welcoming universe to be explored. Their characteristic visions craft music from their hearts, reflected in ‘Lost for Ages' and ‘Dots'.

We are grateful to welcome Départ into the family with this EP for SAISONS016. We hope you enjoy it as much as we do!

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Lost For Ages

Dots

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Depart - Dots [SAISONS016]

Does anyone else notice that mermaids luring sailors is similar to streamers luring simps? Ok. Probably just me then.

🧜‍ Out now - https://fanlink.to/Notice_Me

⚔️ Beat Saber - https://beatsaver.com/maps/24cf9

Dorian Electra https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCsR4LtDt0kYyLwKT9cYyQbg

Nikolett https://soundcloud.com/kiwii-bee

S3RL - https://s3rl.link

Notice Me - S3RL ft Dorian Electra & Nikolett

Rental999

Crumbled

ThxSoMch - Crumbled (Speed Up)

the feeling of dying.

When The Devil Speaks…

ThxSoMch - When The Devil Speaks… (Speed Up)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/3hJD6goFI1go016fBNkdcV?si=wLmc7uqhRZipeoq5Kgj5uA
art by visualsbykura
prod: Klimlords x RJ Pasin
featuring: @1bearr
lyrics: 

(@alkayn)
I've been fuckin' up everything I try
Sometimes I wish that I would die
It's hard to keep you in my life
It's so damn difficult

I've been trying my best to fix this shit
I got a one way ticket to death, I'm in
I need a break from all of the suffering
She'll try her best to get under my skin

I've been trying my best to fix this shit
I got a one way ticket to death, I'm in
I need a break from all of the suffering
She'll try her best to get under my skin

(@1bearr)
Just wanna blow my brains 
I don’t think I’ll ever be the same 
Scars linking back to your name 
Your messages drive me insane 

And I don’t think I’ll ever be the same 
All the words that we exchanged 
in your sights so fire down range 
you don’t love me, I see it in your face 

And I know that we tried our best 
Keep putting my heart to the test 
Can’t go on I’m so depressed 
Think it’s time to give us a rest

(@alkayn)
You can fuck off baby I don't want your love
I don't have the time to give a fuck
Stuck in abyss, just my luck
I always find a way to fuck it up

(@alkayn & @1bearr)

I've been trying my best to fix this shit
I got a one way ticket to death, I'm in
I need a break from all of the suffering
She'll try her best to get under my skin

I've been trying my best to fix this shit
I got a one way ticket to death, I'm in
I need a break from all of the suffering
She'll try her best to get under my skin

1wayticket2death w/ 1bear

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/05H7DFe2YnGGrIokYRhAnG?si=8_dJSMLYQ8qMqEzGoBV5dQ
art by visualsbykura
prod: grayskies

lyrics: 
Hold me close
I need you right here by my side
I just can't seem to get this right
That's how it goes
I try so hard but I always find a way to sabotage

So won't you tell me what I did wrong
Spent so long tryna find out where I belong
Fucked up from the way you string me along
I'm so fuckin sick and tired of the love songs

I don't want your love, but I need it
Thinking about my past gonna leave me steady grieving
I cared so much, don't give a fuck if you believe me
I've never been smart, so it's not hard to deceive me

and I know it's all my fault
now I'm on my own

I hate you
You say you want me dead, I don't blame you
I don't get why this is what it came to
I don't remember one time that you came through

So save your words
It'll be a long time till we mature
My brain is fogged, my visions blurred
I guess I got what I deserved

I can't stand to be alone
Like why won't you pickup your phone
You break me down, and leave me broke
Yeah, all the pain that you invoke

Did I even love you in the first place
How can I wish someone the best in the worst way
I miss putting my arms around your waist
I hate seeing your face on the worst days

and I know it's all my fault
now I'm on my own

Hold me close
I need you right here by my side
I just can't seem to get this right
That's how it goes
I try so hard but I always find a way to sabotage
(so won't you)
Hold me close
I need you right here by my side
I just can't seem to get this right
That's how it goes
I try so hard but I always find a way to sabotage

dissonance

@1bearr - 
Just can't go back this time
I've made up my own mind
A flaw in your design 
Heard what you said, oh my oh my

[@rlvst]
Give me your bag, I left it in the bedroom
Pack my bags, then I'll tell you why I left you
So decieving, girl I try my best to
Trust your words but, I can't ever trust you

What you did you broke me in two halfs
You broke my heart, I can't go back
I'm crying fixed with some Cognac
I take the train I hope to crash
Why do you hate me so passive aggressive
You're the reason I've been so obsessive
Drugs to me, yeah they act so supressive
You're the reason I've been so progressive 

@1bearr - 
Just can't go back this time
I've made up my own mind
A flaw in your design 
Heard what you said, oh my oh my
Don't really care what you're saying
Tell me that you love me, i know you're playing
Know you wanna meet, but I'd rather stay in 
My own bed is where I'll be laying

@alkayn 
Its 3pm, haven’t left my bed
Never been the type to reminisce
but there’s this feeling in my chest
and I just can’t stop running out of breath

Holding my own hands, trying not to call
My eyes best friend’s been the drywall
I fucked it up, it’s all my fault
I drown my pain with alcohol
I don’t recognize myself
I keep my feelings on a shelf
I hate my being in itself
I’m sorry I can’t take your help

I’m sick of saying that I’m fine
I wish that I could turn back time
I don’t go up, I just decline
I’m just a prick by my design
Feels like I’m bad at everything 
Just fucking say it, you hate me
You moved on so complacently
My life’s a pot of agony

@1bearr
Both been here before
You saying we should try once more
You're rotten to the core
On your way out make sure you close the door

Just can't go back this time
I've made up my own mind
A flaw in your design 
Heard what you said, oh my oh my
Don't really care what you're saying
Tell me that you love me, i know you're playing
Know you wanna meet, but I'd rather stay in 
My own bed is where I'll be laying

rewind w/ rl + alkayn

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4vxlW9HN63QH7WS01lXpHG?si=2f389f101cb24862
prod: grayskies

lyrics:
I won’t break, I suffer in silence
Tie my tongue and act like I’m blinded
I can’t trust, I know you’re conniving
Cut my face, she starts to get violent

I hate the way you say my name
The way you act drives me insane
I see the bluff right on your face
A broken heart’s the price I pay
I see it all, I see it so clear
It’s so cold having you this near
In your embrace I feel your tears
I see your face, I’m filled with fear

So stay away from me,
I think that I’ve lost my mind
If this is what it came to,
I think this should all be left behind

I won’t break, I suffer in silence
Tie my tongue and act like I’m blinded
I can’t trust, I know you’re conniving
Cut my face, she starts to get violent
I won’t break, I suffer in silence
Tie my tongue and act like I’m blinded
I can’t trust, I know you’re conniving
Cut my face, she starts to get violent

I’ll say the things that you want me to
Won't speak my mind, I’m stuck in solitude
I don’t even know what I’d say to you
I don’t know what you wanna hear, but it’s not the truth
No, I can’t let my guard down
They all used to hate me, they steady sending hearts now
Said you would replace me but that’s a thing that I doubt
Red in the face as it all starts to go south

So stay away from me,
I think that I’ve lost my mind
If this is what it came to,
I think this should all be left behind

I won’t break, I suffer in silence
Tie my tongue and act like I’m blinded
I can’t trust, I know you’re conniving
Cut my face, she starts to get violent
I won’t break, I suffer in silence
Tie my tongue and act like I’m blinded
I can’t trust, I know you’re conniving
Cut my face, she starts to get violent

stranded

anything u want-Internet Girl,re6ce Speed up

spotify:https://open.spotify.com/album/6NcwkiwTI26CXXYPxDVTkn
prod by: morecalcium

lyrics:

[Chorus]

‘Cause baby I’m a mess, you know that
And I might fall dead, yeah right into abstract
Take me by a chain, yeah, I’m way too attached
Drugs inside my brain, I’m feeling unmatched
They all want the same thing
To lose themselves and go insane
They’re addicted to the pain, pain, pain
So put the needle in the vein, vein, vei-vei

[Verse 1]

I don’t feel real, living like a hologram
Try my best to blend in with the crowd, but that’s not who I am
Paranoid and haunted by the voices that live in my head
Visions going triple, and I’m slurring all the words I said

[Bridge]

All these people talking,
They don’t know a single thing about me
I don’t like to leave the house
‘Cause I don’t wanna be seen
I don’t like to share my feelings,
They’re just telling me to breathe
Think I’m slowly going crazy,
I’ve been moving out of sync

[Pre-Chorus]

Yeah, lost my head, now I feel so dumb
Knife to my throat, I might be done
Thoughts in my head, I can’t confront
Think you should leave, I’m not the one

[Chorus]

‘Cause baby I’m a mess, you know that
And I might fall dead, yeah right into abstract
Take me by a chain, yeah, I’m way too attached
Drugs inside my brain, I’m feeling unmatched
They all want the same thing
To lose themselves and go insane
They’re addicted to the pain, pain, pain
So put the needle in the vein, vein, vei-vei

abstract

LOW TIDE

We'll make a run for it when it's low tide 
And see if we can make it to the other side
The truth's holding you
What kind of heavenly untruth's holding you?
My kind of heaven is you; holding you.
Now you know i never went out west and
Now you know I never held back love and
Now you know the sky is my medicine 
When the lights go down the night is calling

LOW TIDE

HONESTLY ILL DO ANYTHING 04

SLOW KOTO - 04

BOY IN THE BUBBLE (COVER)

WHITE ZOMBIE - Super Charger Heaven

WHITE ZOMBIE - Super Charger Heaven 02 (CEZHAN REDUX)

I hope you guys love this <3
Hook:
you gotta let it go
the same old lies getting old
the heartbreak king i’m leaving her on her own got damn
higher than a bitch i’m getting cold
and can’t nobody stop me incase you ain’t really know
i like the way you touch me
i like the way you put it down
when you left girl you were lucky
cause i can’t be caught in your trap now

Verse:
lost in my head
lost in my head
sometimes that i wish this could be the end
i can’t let you win won’t be seeing me dead
my heart’s broke in pieces we can’t make amends 
cause that was what you wanted
i should’ve left from the start since i’m being honest
so imma hang with my brothers go out and party
it’s getting gnarly and i’m not sorry
so fuck out my face 
you can go straight down to hell
her loves a waste of time 
and i’m broken as you can tell 

Hook:
you gotta let it go
the same old lies getting old
the heartbreak king i’m leaving her on her own got damn
higher than a bitch i’m getting cold
and can’t nobody stop me incase you ain’t really know
i like the way you touch me
i like the way you put it down
when you left girl you were lucky
cause i can’t be caught in your trap now

desolation (prod. switch & guala beatz)

Songwriter and music producer. Founding member of cult electro rock duo Spalding Rockwell.

HONESTLY ILL DO ANYTHING 04

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