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FDB (Freestyle)

ouuuu i made an eeky song

written, produced, sang, pretty much everythng by me tehee ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა

lyrics ー

somebody be sure
to check on me
if i ghost
to make sure
i'm still
safe at home
to help me feel
less alone
to watch my tears
leak through my bones,
still so stubborn
that only i
can help myself
that it's exhausting to
everybody else
i see the sky
it gets more close
but i refuse help,
sink into a 
quicksand dream
breathe through my 
wide nose
try to stop strugglin
so it'd finally let
me go, 
another repeat nightmare
filler episode
turn the television off, 
i cry every time 
despite knowing how this
episode goes
i've talked enough
but not enough
considerin my mind's
plagued with stuff
i either can't remember
from repressing
or shit i worry
is too concerning, 
(i worry ×3) depressing
(who else is gon do it??) 

i'd stare over
my mirror until
the person in it
stared back vacantly,
wash my skin
until my body
shines clear
but i find, there's
still a dirty feeling
that lingers on me,
i pick at it
a little
with an itching feeling
but my mind
tells me
to not scratch
when my heart
tells me to
tear away this husk,
i thought i fixed it
i thought once
it was done
i wouldn't have to
relive it
so why, so why is it
in horror movies
that feature in
my sleep,
i'll eradicate it
before they find it
with luminol
and shame me
for that itching pain

i am the 
burning bridge
i am weightless
touch me so light
i am clean
i am calm
thin me out
like turpentine,
i am the soil
and i'm the ocean
i'm the shore
that pulls you
in between the midnight,
i am smooth
i am empty
i am nothing
if not something
for you to cleanse
of the life
i thought i knew
all i knew
means nothing
because of you,

i am only existing
for the sake
of you
is that what you
wanna hear?? will
singing your praises
manage to
quell my pain
cause you broke me
then took it
upon yourself
to console me, 
blaming somebody else
offer me a hug
but there's wire
n needles in
your sleeves
where's my love
you promised
you wouldn't let them
wound me
but you supply
hallucinogenics with a look
soft smile
to conceal the teeth, 
tearin flesh outta me
i thought that was
a lovin touch
and you told me
i meant so much, 
but i'm your
chalk outline
you cover it up
with charisma n 
a shrug
made me scared
of your love

mouve. ー luminol.

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MEGAN

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Figueroa

raaagh

lvl 19 pan-polyam; enby/fluid; she/they; native latine (taíno) 🇵🇷🇨🇱🇲🇽

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youtube: mouve. 

mouve. ー luminol.

mouve.

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