DOUBLE EM - demos 2021
Partially Mixed and Unmastered 
January 2022

last year was rough. I ain't been makin shit. everything fell to pieces but
somehow I scraped thru that shit into a better place than before. 

here's a bunch of demo mixes representing my attempts at music in 2021.
I still don't think these turned out how I'd have liked, but time has made me appreciate them somewhat. as a practice in letting go and hopefully approaching my music from a place of strength this year, they just gotta be dropped.

peace to whoever fuck w this

shout outs the folks on the beats.. //badfantoma//doin' fine//stoic//maxmizacion//nategoyard//

demos 2021

happy enby day baby mwah mwah 

prod me with a lil help from inky thank you inky luv you

im non-binary btw

Strawberry Vinaigrette (happy enby day!)(spotify)

Bubbles (prod. Badfantoma)

green flecks (prod. nategoyard)

Sailor V (prod. doin' fine)

AUSSIE NERVOSO (prod. maxmizacion)

sussin' (prod. Stoic)

Prodigal (feat. underscores)

merry christmas from us to you 
we know you haven't gotten much of anything from us this year 
but hey. i like to imagine that next year will be better ok. trust me 
what we have here today is something very special this holiday season. 

a very special christmas song featuring @creepysusie we hope you enjoy it

mery xmas from stalker n friends :3

skatin' on em(feat. creepysusie)

are you dead yet?

prod. @avaonline

lyrics:
are you dead yet?
they don’t really like it when the dead sweat
try and make your mark 
if you're dead set
put you in a pile for what’s left
give the dead rest 

now that’s some bad work!
you ain’t gotta like me, you can lie
even dead hurt!  
what’s love if you’re bitter in a pile up
my miles stuck
even dead cry, drying wiles up
big glitter girl, yea i’m a monster!
yuh!
brodie got a scar let it foster 
pretty fairy hardly even 
barely inapparent 
eating flowers in the fae
with my critters 
homie bitter
it’s the news that girly bit the bullet

sarcasm dies in a dark chasm 
harvesting the hearts
half the farm
killed the cattle 
(far)
starting u on lead for the bum head 
tugging on a trigger 
make you rattle like you’re up next 

yeah it’s flowers for the firepower 
even kids relentlessly been sleeping 
thru the highest battles 
and you say i’m a coward?
my youth declining with desire to keep climbing out 
my prison isn’t that bad
the voices can’t be louder than they are now 
heart sounds 
pumping blood 
aren't thou 
dead yet 
best rest 
will come when you 
invest less 
im making you a necklace 
of bones and veins and sockets 
don’t put it in your pocket
better wear it, im nostalgic 

are you dead yet?
they don’t really like it when the dead sweat
try and make your mark 
if you're dead set
put you in a pile for what’s left
give the dead rest

dead* rest [prod. ava online]

@avaonline
@iluvyousomuch
@zombaewalk
@pkshellboy

NEWJEANS (feat. ava online, ilysm, zombAe, PK Shellboy)

Drakengard 1+2 (Senseless)

YO! 

I just wanted to let y'all know that after 2 years of waiting, I've finally released Left-Handed Cigarette across all streaming platforms! WOO!!

Fun fact: the term "left-handed cigarette" is old slang for weed, the same way "jazz cigarette" and "the devil's lettuce" are. You can also hold a j in either hand, but that's less of a fun fact I think.

Beat by Marsy
Cover Art by @niceupdog
The video over on my yt channel edited by @Jonah_Sunrise in Heaven Studio

Thank you fr for your continued love, support and patience!

xoxo

TOUR TICKETS

Left-Handed Cigarette

Nice glow on that JO crystal. Must of been a lot of positive energy at the sesh. I used to have a JO crystal similar to that one until the TSA confiscated it. They said it wasn’t safe to bring in the plane on account that it could interfere with the planes avionics. I don’t blame them. Me and the bros spent all Memorial Day charging that JO crystal up.

AUHHH_tism

i hate wveruhing

i can see right thru ur skin v2 [prttygrlskmfck]

THE REAL RAP CARACAL. SPACE JAGUAR. LOFI GODDESS.
~almost a good rapper & non binary angel~

31 || They/Them/She/Her

@crashblossomsclique

Sailor V (prod. doin' fine)

Double Em

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