Alicks-Empty Concern But Better

you fell asleep on 1-90
while I drove the car 
after midnight we stopped trying so hard
to look pretty for each other
flipping over every 
side of the same old cassette tape
with the same four songs
all in your register so you could sing along

I wonder what it felt like
asleep in that car 
while I drove by all the cold cattle
could you feel them breathing?
dripping from the nostrils

I watched your eyes rolling upward
and your head nod back
I was just happy I could see you like that
so prone
so peaceful
nothing wrong
the freeway emptied out

don't you wanna be like daddy?
and I wanna be like mom

and it feels like
everything we did at the same time
everything I said
and it feels like
everywhere we went in our own minds
I can't go again
and it feels like
everything we did at the same time
everything I said
and it hurts like
I'm all emptied out like the freeway
you keep driving down

I-90

Used To Love

Back to Bed

tight grip on your thigh
driving down 95
i wanted to feel new
i wanted to feel alive
even symbiotic roots 
make concrete crack
don’t think i would be the same man coming back
people change people grow
it’s ephemeral
pills are easier to swallow
when they’re general
the world goes one way
head spins centrifugal 
retain your essence
but it’s hazy with the physical

and i don’t know what you’re doing 
but i hope that you’re doing fine
because you’ve got your life now
and i’ve got mine
we had a sweet overlap
we were a pin on an uncharted map
and you felt so close
but i can’t hold you now

we live in different states now
conversation is estranged now
choking on the words
never said never heard
don’t feel like I can reach out
communication drowns out
lines get so blurred
a love deferred

and I don’t know what you’re doing 
but I hope that you’re doing fine
because you’ve got your life now
and I’ve got mine
we had a sweet overlap
we were a pin on an uncharted map
and you felt so close
but I can’t hold you now

hazy

The Royal Wave - The Ocean and the Sea

من این خطوط رو کشیدم
تا برسن به یک نقطه در آخر

برای پایان دادن به این هرج و مرج
تمام احساسم رو ندید گرفتم

حق رو فقط به یکی از خود دادم
با دید خیرخواهی برای باقی

فراموش کردم که ذاتا کیم
من یک انسان خطا کارم

زندگی رو خاک نکن...

Noghteh

Lil cover of Dawn Chorus to entertain myself in Quarantine. Lovely tune can't do it full justice but sure there ya go

Dawn Chorus (Thom Yorke)

original video on utoob  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4zGK0OY_5jA this took 0 effort

times we had - barlito (reimagined)

Aisatsana By Aphex Twin from his album syro, I enjoyed learning to play this piece. There's a bit of background noise but luckily most of it is birds.

X Marks

MØAA