recorded while i was sick :p

prod. michael l
mix: mobolavigne x zivve (more zivve than me) 

lyrics:
 i don't think about you as much as i should
had to let you go to get my mind back on good
i know that you hate the decision
it was either this or im going back to pris- BEEP 

fuck me, i dont wanna love you no more
hate me, i know that you hate me for sure
hurt you, i don't want to hurt you no more
im so done wasting my time on the fucking floor
im sorry i lied
cant even look in your eyes
everyday is a new ride
why're you switching up sides
i thought that our love was forever
left in the cold in december 
i gave you the time of your life, now look at the motherfucking time

* nigga yelling noises*

fuck me, i dont wanna love you no more
hate me, i know that you hate me for sure
hurt you, i don't want to hurt you no more
im so done wasting my time on the fucking floor

fuck me, i dont wanna love you no more
hate me, i know that you hate me for sure
hurt you, i don't want to hurt you no more
im so done wasting my time on the fucking floor

*another nigga yelling noises*

floor(p. michael l)

Lil Aaron- Dark Matter (Vocal Cover)

it takes time to trust
red line from love
why did i let you slip out of my hands?
i act surprised that you went and made new friends

new friends

~2300~

Lyrics:
Eye's on my back
I wanted that
Moments lapse
And I collapse
So you can run and tell your friends
That i'm mental
All the words they use to keep it simple
Paranoid they're watching through the window
Hard to quantify the times I've missed you
Sift through the gore
Red on the floor
Beg me for more
Learned to sleep through the violence now
You let me down

Lot of old friends they don't wanna shake up
When I walk in all I get is fake love
Cut the grass saw the snakes on the way up
Try to code switch on me when the light's off
Lot of new friends hit me when they want sumn
Fake an ego trip i'm really on one
Was it dumb luck
Fell in with the wrong ones
Know why i'm still hung up on what it once was

And if you really bout it you can show me
One foot out of the door in case you're right
No use trying to force it i'll be fine
It seems you've finished your portion of my life

false-hearted

Pulled In Reverse 🔮

middle fingers up to the sky
i dont give af till the day i die
saying that out loud feels like a lie
rewind, i wont forget that time you said
when you said you love me
u were too good, way too good to last forever
truth said, trying my best to forget it all
even tho that this hurts me ik that its for the better
no offense, but the way you twist my heart into pieces
i cant help but feel a little useless
Ive been awake for so long
that i fell asleep with my headphones still on
listen to the songs that i made for u
then you would understand how i feel for you
cuz i cant explain it at all
no i cant explain all my thoughts, no
kill me or kiss me, softly
or do me dirty, take the clothes right off me
slow, like im sipping on a coffee
if this night ever ends, take the gun and off me
awfully, and clean up the mess
you kinda taste like toffee when i put my fangs on ur neck
when i put my fangs on ur neck
when i put my fangs on your
neck 
VV

fangs on ur neck

Fangs VV [prod. thersx]

forgo this journey 
disappear 
no tears
is there something wrong with me
is there something wrong with me 

and forgo this journey
did everyone forget me 
or are they just not to be 
honestly, i don’t know

alone
i feel in my bones
that i am on my own
and there’s no where to go 
so alone i found the truth 
so alone not sure to do 
so alone my skin see through 
so alone my face is too 

been about a century i've had these arms wide
open or closed, i'm still getting frostbite and i couldn't explain how it hurts if i tired
'cause words don't do justice to the feelings i fight

now i'm on the road, breaking my soul
wondering how
 ima get home
just leave me alone, and let me go back
to when i was free
 i'm still struggling
it's left me no peace, so i'll take a break
and sit by the lake, until i can breathe

and so, i see how you pack your bags and leave when it gets cold

burn scars marking my chest i think im see through
pressure building up in my heart, you made me need you

wait
my skin starts to itch at the rage
how i've always dealt with the pain
all by myself, its left me no choice, still cant reach out for help
writing my hurt into poems for the shelf
and now its just on this path i know well

alone
i feel in my bones
that i am on my own
and there’s no where to go 
so alone i found the truth 
so alone not sure to do 
so alone my skin see through 
so alone my face is too

forgo this journey (feat. sevenfeet) (VELVET)

p nova chance
co-prod me

im sick of the arguing
repeat myself loads
i cannot see myself in your shoes
i gave my heart to love you the most
what do i get in return i think nothing
you are just another you the same
but you keep repeating in my brain
nothing really satisifies
but no one really gets me like you do

you are bad for me
you are bad
i say blasphemy
hate to see you sad
nothing ever seems to be the way i want
telling you everytime you're the one i love
i want nothing but your love
i want nothing but your love
wanna feel something
like damn you
she said "what you wanting" 
girl i tried to tell you

ive been feeling total shit
im way out of touch
when your in a good mood
you say "come my way love"
if you wanted my heart i can give it to you
if you wanted my love you can get it too
but you want none of that
thinking bout the times
that we shared with each other
damn i nearly cried
im so confused with myself
ive been singing lullabies to myself

and oh
falling for the wrong one

im sick of the arguing
repeat myself loads
i cannot see myself in your shoe
i gave my heart to love you the most
what do i get in return i think nothing
you are just another you the same
but you keep repeating in my brain
nothing really satisifies
but no one really gets me like you do

like you do
(you are bad for me)
like you do
(oh your bad for me)
like you do
(oh your bad for me)