i wish tht i could call u but u hate me 😓

red dot「sparr00w」

feat  - @akarugee
prod - @hellboysp
art    - @cyandream @storytehllar

cyan:
all the things i want, i feel em getting closer
i just want some closure, im losing my composure
reach out, reach out, reach out
man down, man down, man down
get up, get out (x5)
all the things i want, i feel em getting closer
i just want some closure, im losing my composure
reach out, reach out, reach out
man down, man down, man down


rugee:
Everything I do is just to get to you
I don’t really know what you’re going through but I’m here for you
But I’m here for you
I get so high I’m so anxious it’s crazy 
I don’t really understand why the fuck they hate me
Sorry for everything that I can’t do
Running out of time why can I never come through
You’re everything I need and I’m nothing
The way that you look in my eyes got me blushing 
Tell me everything that I wanna here
I can’t take it when you’re not near

reach out

insta

reach out w/ rugee (hellboysp)

prod me
mixed by @daybat
cover by me

-lyrics-
but babe i thought u said u loved me
uve ruined love for me
i know u hold urself above me
and i cant seem to reach
cause babe u told me u were violent
put me in the sky then
i wont even fight back
bby i was scared of u
bby girl u know the truth
watch out who u lie to
bby im a burning fuse
damn i used to love u (synthetic)

i cant pick up the phone and i cant think abt it
i wont follow u home get drunk and cry without me
im so sick on my own cause u never let me rest
so shut my eyes for me bby cause

so pour one out for me
youll do it eventually
but i jus stare at the floor
cause i dont care anymore

shut my eyes

Music video : 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H_9OBQepCKw

@51five
@moderndayuk
@synthetickids 

Lyrics:
I said i dont wanna know whats up w u 
and i dont rly wanna talk bout what we going thru
it feels like every time i get better its something new
and it gets harder every day to even see it thru
this always come back to u 

and ill put it in a song
the feeling comes back like withdrawals oh when ur gone
but we still didnt get to dance
it feels like heaven when im holding on ur hands

you still got me second guessing
sorry how im always stressing 
sorry how it feels like im not there i know that its depressing 
love me like i never said it
pain me with a worded weapon
keep me close and hold me even though u know im not progressing

know u can tell from the look in ur eye
cant even tell when ur looking in mine
i know u hate it when i start to whine 
i wouldnt say but i wish u were mine

i hate whenever i think of the times
wanna forget so i dont have to cry 
wanna forget so im pouring a line
i know u get it i dont wanna die

but i just dont wanna feel again
it feels like torture i just want it to be real again
and every night when we were tweaking on the ritalin
i got emotions but i cant remember feeling them 

i cant remember much about me 
everything is turning cloudy 
i know that i never could
but i know u could live without me 

i just dont want u to doubt me 
but i know u think about it
and if only ud allow me 

you still got me second guessing
sorry how im always stressing 
sorry how it feels like im not there i know that its depressing 
love me like i never said it
pain me with a worded weapon
keep me close and hold me even though u know im not progressing

you still got me second guessing
sorry how im always stressing 
sorry how it feels like im not there i know that its depressing 
love me like i never said it
pain me with a worded weapon
keep me close and hold me even though u know im not progressing

<3 <3 <3 

this 1 is too real

Second Guessing [51five]

@zuuloh
<3 <3 <3 
@synthetickids
@moderndayuk

And Maybe thats a lesson i deserve
When we kiss it feel poision but it never really hurt
and i never u wanted wanted this but i know who u were
But u miss me lets be honest
Im exactly what u wanted
Im exactly what u wanted

I threw something in a wishing well
And i cant get it out 
I can tell why u been looking down
Well figure something out 

We win 
I dont know where to begin
U know the ways to get under my skin
Tell me 
How bad it hurts
Wait can i rack up a line fist 

Tell me 
Send a msg or we could just say nothing 
I see everywhere and everything but didnt see it coming 
Just tell me lies and mess me up another time 
I just wanna be there next 2 u like every time i die 

And Maybe thats a lesson i deserve
When we kiss it feel poision but it never really hurt
and i never u wanted wanted this but i know who u were
But u miss me lets be honest
Im exactly what u wanted
Im exactly what u wanted


Wait Tell me u miss it 
I hate whenever ur distant
Ill stay up all night 
I hope im more than a victim

I need something that glisten 
I swear i cry when u listen
Dont know whats up with the system 
Feel like im trapped in a prison

Show me bliss
I just need another kiss
Modern day, synthetic kids
I smoke weed that smell like piss
U smoke mid u dont smoke piff
Im with the gang yeah u kno what it is 
I killed another 1 put on the list
U could never get me u not my bitch 

Tell me words tonight 
Sum to make me feel alive
Pour me up another line 
Im sorry that im never fine 

But i wont fix it i
Fuck it i tried
But i dont wanna die 
I dont wanna die

And Maybe thats a lesson i deserve
When we kiss it feel poision but it never really hurt
and i never u wanted wanted this but i know who u were
But u miss me lets be honest
Im exactly what u wanted
Im exactly what u wanted

Wishing Well [Zuuloh]

broken wings [prod. luvary]

Archmage w/ rit (k1ro)

x2
do you wanna hurt me
go ahead do as you please
im ur dog walk with a leash

im youre love you couldnt keep
you couldnt put me together
nobody can nobody will
i wanna stay here forever
coming to close coming to live

wtf i cant feel my fingertips
lost in life and i think my finger slipped
all my life how did it come to this
i dont know but it just kinda did

it did 
it did
it did

we can start a fire and really burn it
that is what i dream of when im moving turning
always on the grind thats why im always earning
ur not acting like you its so concerning


do you wanna hurt me
go ahead do as you please
im ur dog walk with a leash

im youre love you couldnt keep
you couldnt put me together
nobody can nobody will
i wanna stay here forever
coming to close coming to live

hard to find peace u watch me always
u know that i love u but its not right
i would have saved u always
fall in my arms like its the last time

it was
it was
it was

i wanna live thats something that im new to
all the time that i have killed
it something that im used to
i was nothing to you
but i dont blame you
didnt mean to now im brand new

do you wanna hurt me
go ahead do as you please
im ur dog walk with a leash

im youre love you couldnt keep
you couldnt put me together
nobody can nobody will
i wanna stay here forever
coming to close coming to live

hard to find peace u watch me always
u know that i love u but its not right
i would have saved u always
fall in my arms like its the last time
 
hard to find peace u watch me always
u know that i love u but its not right
i would have saved u always
fall in my arms like its the last time

dog [wasterr+recyclebin]

@fxrella
@benjithemachine

[olus]
bby ur so different
1 guess and i thought id never have it
2, u can tell me if im distant
know i said, what u want ill make it happen
slur my words when i think of u
how u drive me crazy
yeah i like the way u talk now
baby hit me, we can spin it with the top down
woke up somewhere random
if i see u, i wont cop out

know im indecisive
but one day u can be the one id die for
if u want it u can have it
anything know u will have it in a second
u could be the one i die for
dont know the feeling, well i guess ive never had it
if u want it u can have it
anything know u will have it in a second

[farella]
ca-ca-callin too early,
just to fall apart
i just need u right now, girl
in my arms

yeah, got a lotta tricks they ain’t never seen
let me rest in peace, ur my eulogy
i could really use a little company
(just say it, i got it, i need all ur time)

Rit - Wind Blows [Alure]

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