rainy days

It's a fuzzy feeling, to truly live.

Thinkers (⌒▽⌒)ゞ

(Early 2012)

This is still a work in progress - not mixed/mastered and want to get some more analog sounds into the mix. Uploading now though because I've had a "handful" of requests :) Let me know what you think it needs.

The sounds in the beginning and throughout are the sound hydrogen makes as created and explained by Henry from Minute Physics here: http://youtu.be/qyi5SvPlMXc

Hydrogen

OFF THE ALBUM "THE NEON HOUR"

TO BE RELEASED MARCH 2015

LYRICS:
maybe then i’ll find you
in a sidewalk stare
and i won’t cross the street
to meet you there

and i won’t be broken
i won’t even feel it
even if you asked me
even if you asked me

you used to speed through the highway
and into my door
shed all of your skin to leave on the floor
did you find what you were looking for?

no anger, no feeling, no bleeding, no pain
i’d run at the thought of seeing you again
but no, i’m good

and you smelled like smoke
and tasted like fire
you hurt like a burn
now you’re just a scar

and you smelled like smoke
and tasted like fire
you hurt like a burn
now you’re just a scar

maybe then i’ll find you
in a sidewalk stare
and i won’t cross the street
to meet you there

and i won’t be broken
i won’t even feel it
even if you asked me
even if you asked me




Even If You Asked Me

who are you
in the darkest hours of the night
when I’m not looking
and do I really wanna know?

do the city lights
bleed through the blinds
and bounce from your eyes
into the night
from your window

where does your sorrow go
when you find yourself completely alone?

and it’s cyclical
you say of the way your day is spent
bed, train, work, and back again

but you talk of these streets
like the veins of your urban memories, manifest
and I’m thrown

where does your sorrow go
when you find yourself completely alone?

blocks and blocks
and swathes of roads
non-descript
and standard homes
dim streetlights
and endless freeway
beers outside convenience stores

lacing digits, touching toes
tell me things that no one knows
where does all your sorrow go
where does all your sorrow go

EARLY/LATE

Watch the video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3QQS8fJqXoI

Most synth sounds are the Juno 6, some soft synths used, and the drums are layered but the most present layer is a Roland 707.

Created this one in my bedroom while procrastinating rehearsal for a live set. 

March 2015

Olive // Video link in description

Transparent Main Title Theme (Solo Piano Version)

wanted to give the single/radio mix i did pre-album out just because. free downloads at https://bpvalenzuela.bandcamp.com/track/steady :)

mopey af music video by the wonderful petersen vargas: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MsSuXCxLA7o

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i'm not a book to be read 
it may look nice in your head 
but is it ever really more than that? 

more than circumstance, 
is it just loneliness 
or what did you expect? 
but it's still different 
beyond the second hand 
thought i was over that 

if it's really me you seek 
then i won't hide 
i've been exhausting every single way 
to get it off my mind 
get it off my mind 
but if it's really me you seek 
then i won't hide 
wishing it could be simple as you explain 
but i can't ever seem to get it right 

i have the tendency to pick things apart 
and i can never breathe 
am i wrong expecting it to be easy when you're next to me? 
and i don't want to be the kind to second guess 
it's just so hard to believe 
or difficult to reconcile what's on my mind 
with how i feel 

if it's really me you seek 
then i won't hide 
i've been exhausting every single way 
to get it off my mind 
get it off my mind 
but if it's really me you seek 
then i won't hide 
wishing it could be simple as you explain 
but i can't ever seem to get it right 

if it's really me you seek 
if it's really me you seek 
if it's really me you seek 
if it's really me you seek

steady (radio + single version)

if i would sing to u over the phone, i'd choose this song

Dream A Little Dream

A good love song for your valentine. <3

Prod. @tomppabeats <3

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sleeping bag

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