i just wanna be honest
i’m sick to my stomach 
weight up above me
from promises

i’m not really used to this
so i kinda threw a fit

was right here in the distance
blink n u miss it
isn’t this it
i’m disinterested

i’m not really used to this
so i kinda threw a fit

never wanted this to happen
why’d you fall for me
is it selfish when i can’t
go on feelin sorry

im not fukin fair to myself
wish i could forgive and forget about it
you had me understandin myself  
wish i could forget what i miss about it

we were on the road 
i was always out here
missin every moment
head so fuckin cloudy

i’m not fucking fair to myself 
i’m not fucking fair to myself

dunno.wav (demo)

inarticulate

tell my ghost to leave
when your nose it bleeds
its a choice to be
its a choice to see


if drop my facade 
will i lose myself 

when im lying 
im true as hell

it gets overcrowded
in my lonely cell

ive seen where this ends
and I won’t tell

drawn from my lips 
a drag and a kiss
i can feel the world fading out around me

i’m in a daze
set me ablaze
im not feeling hurt something’s off about me

mourning

Part
you found my heart in a junkyard 
i was always fire to your kerosene 
throw a molly at our problems when they get close
baby can you tell you’re my heroine

we tried so hard to throw our life away
like a mission  
be complicit
we don’t know another way

Hook 
traveling the road on the b side 
live another day another fight 
traveling the road on the b side
baby I promise we’ll be fine

Bridge
i never even knew your name
but still you knew we were the same 

kerosene

hook

tear apart my life baby it’s alright
you just wanna see me fade away 
soon you’re gonna meet what tomorrow made
i’m not gonna find no peace tonight

part 1

i’m just an asshole
that youre holding too dear
but i’m an illusion
i’m like a fleeting idea 

it’s just another step 
into an unknown life
can you please forgive when i stay alive

part 2

i just you and i cause you and i 
we were on mind to mind it’s like 
we didn’t even get to say goodbye
but saying goodbye woulda saved my life

bridge

2x
i will never understand 
what has ripped you from my hands 

mid bridge

my soul astray
my heart delay(ed)
i wanna inveigh
but it’s too late to say

why do you bleed
why do you bleed for me again
tell me why do you bleed

part 1

you make me bleed when you want to 
i’m at your beck and call 
it came natural 
then i come to
i come to 
i come to you

bled my last drop in the basement 
you ain’t even know about the devils i’m chasing 
can you let me know im only alive when i’m wasted
i don’t fucking know why i even have to say this 

part 2

babe don’t stain tonight 
we don’t gotta stay alive 
we just gotta say goodbye
and then ride out the night 

intertwined

you wear my thoughts traced me on my skin
somethings alive foreign within 

your dreams spill to mine
and me is denied

i just wanted for you to understand 
that i know your being whole

so why you’re lying you’re undecided 
but we divided our being whole

we stopped existing as you and i
we occupy a singe mind and it’s alive another night

i never got on with my ego 
but wherever we go there’s a shadow 
lurking evil


how do i deal with this 
you’re no longer mine 
but you still persist 
in my lonely mind

how do i deal with this
you’re no longer mine
just this masochistic 
soul of mine


we beat as one, but where do i reside
but the echos of my mind

sleeper

lay me to rest 
put a bullet on my grave
i just wanna know 
what you said 
look at me 
tell me why i know u ain’t good for me
i’m fading away
enough fate for one day
cause i know that this isn’t everything 
every moment etched into my skin
but i know what u think and i know what you’re thinking 

stay away
while i lay waste to my body

i’m too awake 
for a sunday morning 

you awake me 
you forsake me
when i’m falling 

breaking my spine 
loosing my mind
loosing another day to this

but i’m pouring a glass
and i’m making a mess
wasn’t there something in my fist


what’s in my blood when I’m running on hot
i’m scratching an itch that won’t go away
know that way I’m way late 
i’m a fake fake 
got an ashtray in my airways
and I
think I messed up but I cannot be
fucked now enough is enough 
in the alleyway 
and baby you can go fuck yourself
this is my last day on hell

soul of a lost undead

just an 808
same as me
have you figured out
what to say to me
i just don’t wanna be stressing
that be a blessing blessing
having a seat or
having a breather
heaven believe the 
lesson is learned
the mess is adjourned 
i guess 
i guess
i guess i’m gonna make a mess
but take the rest w my chest

i walk bathed 
moonlight glow 
know it’s not 
for me to show


i will not allow for you to do again
everything that ripped up me and you i been
searching and hounding fiending and founding
is it for me to decide what i’m browsing


can i have a choice 
can i have a voice 
can i have some room to cry and break down
asylums fake now 
this time i made up my mind
the gates close well fine
but don’t tell me shit is aligned 
too late is too late this one time
i fucked up i know i was blind
blind to you 
blind to me
blind to all i that i would love for you to want me to be

i walk bathed 
in moonlight glow 

know it’s not 
for me to show

moonlight glow

i cant rest my head
dead dead dead


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soul of a lost undead

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